The next morning Kili woke up early slightly surprised that he slept so well with this man in one bed. His head was still on his chest, and he felt relaxed and comfortable. He swiftly pulled out his mobile "Are you okay?" and sent a short message to Dori. "I'm doing well. Don't worry." He stashed the phone away making sure his bed partner was still asleep. He put his head back to the man's chest and he finally had a chance to peacefully think about what happened. He was surprised the man could give him so much pleasure, and that sex could be so thrilling. He was still a bit scared, but now he knew having sex with this man was going to be really pleasant. He concluded he would actually really want to have more sex with him. His sexuality was always subdued due to the past rapes and molestation, but being a teenager his hormones finally kicked in and he just wanted to have more. He felt so comfortable with this handsome young man. And he wished he could stay there with him forever. It was unrealistic he knew deep inside, but he was going to get as much as he could.
Fili woke up feeling a gentle hand play with his chest hairs. He always hated them, but somehow the gentle playful movement of the boy's hand made him relax.
"If you won't stop playing like that, we're not going to get up anytime soon." Fili noticed with a smile.
"That's the idea," Kili noticed with a smile.
"We had this conversation last night." Fili told him trying to stop smiling seeing the bright light in the boy's eyes.
"You said we could have sex if I really wanted to." The boy noticed gently pressing his erection into the man under him.
"You are not doing this to repay something?" Fili noticed smartly.
"Nope." The boy gently pressed his lips to Fili's neck, and traced the muscles on his chest and gently moved his hand to touch the member of his lover. Kili gasped feeling that just a gentle touch made the man so hard and he could feel him trembling and breathe deeply. After a moment of taking in Kili's touch Fili pushed him under him, and he kissed him deeply pushing his tongue into the boy's mouth. Kili wasn't surprised to feel enthusiastic about having sex, he felt trilled to be doing it again and he felt exhilarated that it was going to be pleasant. He loved the way Fili's hands were touching his body, gently tracing the bruises and scars, and later pressing his erection into Kili's stomach to let him feel how much he wanted him. It didn't take as long as previously, Fili was clearly impatient and he reached down to get Kili ready and soon he pushed in. The boy's eyes went wide feeling the pleasant sensation of being penetrated with so much care and gentleness. Then he noticed the man's eyes go a deeper shade of blue and there was a deep sensation of lust in them. When the pace quickened he breathed in deeply feeling the man pound into him with force. He was strong, but he was not hurting him. He pulled his face down to kiss him and wrapped his arms around his neck. The man slowed down a bit and Kili could feel their bodies rub against each other and against his throbbing member, it was what he really wanted it was so pleasant he wanted to scream, and before he even knew it he felt his seed cover both their stomachs, and then he felt the man go deeper into him and moan loudly as his hot seed was filling the boy under him.
He noticed the boy smile widely for the first time; he looked like a little kitten that got a full bowl of milk. Their bodies were sweaty, they were covered in cum, but both felt happy and satisfied. He leaned in and kissed his adolescent lover.
"Shower or bath?" Fili asked knowing he should slowly get ready for work.
"Shower for a change, its closer." Kili noticed, and he smiled as Fili took him in his arms and carried him all the way. They washed each other playfully in between kisses.
Fili prepared toast for breakfast, and he sat Kili on the sofa, so he could watch TV or play. "I'll be back before noon." He told the boy and kissed him deeply before leaving. Kili thought he looked even more handsome in a suit and tie; it was obvious that wherever he was working all the women would be lusting for him.
Kili immediately glanced at the closing door, staying alone was finally his chance of calling his friends, so he got up and with difficulty he got back to the bedroom. He pulled out the cell and called Dori.
"So where the hell are you?" Dori asked crossly. "We're really worried."
"I got hit by a car." Kili heard Dori gasped. "But the person who hit me took me to a hospital and got me checked out by a doctor." He explained. "Now I'm staying at his place, and I can't complain."
"Is he treating you well?" Dori asked even more worried.
"More than well, I get lots of food and I have a comfortable room. The guy is rich." Kili explained.
"That makes me even more worried..." Dori gasped.
"I'm really fine, he's a good guy and he feels guilty for hitting me, so I'm safe for now." Kili noticed. "You know me; if anything happens I'll run."
"I'd like to see you run with a broken leg." Dori noticed.
"The guy left me alone today; soon he'll be going back to work so I'll have plenty of chances to run away." Kili noticed.
"He trusts you enough to leave you alone in his fancy flat?" Dori immediately noticed.
"It seems so." Kili didn't go into details. "I'll be in touch; I'm going to turn my phone off so the battery doesn't go dead."
"Call me if you need anything." Dori said finishing the call. "Take care brother. We miss you."
"Bye." Kili ended the call and turned off his cell and hid it again.
He returned back into the living room and stood for a while at the window taking in the huge panorama of the city. He never saw the city from a point of view high like this, so it was surprising. He clearly saw the bridge near the docks where their squatting place was, the counted the blocks and memorized the distance, then in his head he tried to remember the map of this part of town; soon he was pretty confident he could return home without getting lost. For a moment he was perplexed looking at the buildings trying to locate a building he always thought as characteristic for this part of town, and then it hit him. He was in that building right now, probably at one of the top floor flats. This was one of the most posh buildings in this part of New York, and the prices of flats here were sky high as the building. He breathed in deeply trying to think logically. The man he spent time with, the man who hit him by his car, who helped him, was probably extremely rich. There was no way in hell he would let a rat like Kili stay longer than needed. He had to do his best, otherwise its back to the street life.
He skipped on one leg into the kitchen and made himself some sandwiches, and cleaned up after himself. Moving around was not as tragic as in the last days. His new found mobility gave him a feeling of not being so hopeless anymore. He could get away if he wanted he reassured himself.
He sat back on the sofa and turned the TV on.
Fili returned just a bit after noon as promised, and he was carrying the shopping. Kili turned off the TV, and reached out towards the man pulling him shyly into a kiss. He smiled at him, and asked if he was hungry.
"So what are you preparing for lunch?" Fili asked when he came back from his bedroom, dressed in some normal clothes. Fili took any chance to touch and hold him, and Kili didn't mind those strong fingers on his hips as he was trying to keep balance preparing lunch.
"Tacos." He finally said. "And baked beef for dinner." Kili pointed towards the beef covered with some kind of sauce. "It's marinating, so later it will taste better."
"I love tacos." Fili noticed.
"Lucky guess." The boy smiled, and kissed him again. Fili was surprised with the warm greeting and the affection he was getting, but he was not going to start to complain.
He held the boy from behind as he was preparing the food, and the feel of his slim body under his fingers made him wish the bed was closer, and that lunch was finally over.
The next days were full of love making, food making and playing around. It was bliss, and both never felt such a feeling of belonging. Kili was slowly calming down and he really felt safe, his lover was gentle person and he showed him lots of affection. Kili tried to show the same, he was inexperienced with relationships; he was inexperienced with dealing with this emotional closeness. He pushed away his bad memories as far as possible, he took whatever was given to him, and he took the food, the kisses, and the affection. He took the safety, comfort and stability. The last thing he never really had in his life. He kept wondering about how long he would be allowed to stay with him. He kept wondering what his life would be like if he was born into a normal loving family, if he wasn't all alone.
Things slightly changed when Fili began going to work on a daily basis, but Kili always found a way to keep himself busy. He would clean the flat, he would cook dinner, and he would play or watch TV. After some time Fili let him use his laptop so his world expanded even more. He loved this tiny computer, it was so easy to use and it gave him possibilities to do things he never had a chance to do. Every day when Fili would come back it was like feeling alive again, he waited for him impatiently, always with dinner ready.