Disclaimer: …asa pa…
a/n: …no comment… speechless
Satoshi – not OOC but now friendly and romantic!; yea, I didn't think it was possible too…
Risa – guess no change at all !
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Home
Well, I'm going home
Back to a place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
Well I'm going home
"Groan…"
Risa let out a defeated sigh as she once again managed to fail another test in mathematics slash algebra slash trigonometry slash geometry.
"Don't worry Risa, you have a lot of potential, you just need to spend some more extra time studying." Satoshi said as he smiled warmly.
"Kyyyyyaaaa!" a girl screamed pointing at Satoshi.
"Hiwatari-kun…" Saehara came up to them with a disapproving smirk on his face.
"You smiled!" he shouted.
"For the love of kami-sama! Hiwatari-kun smiled! Smiled I tell you! Smiled! Ahhhhhhh! There's bound to be a natural calamity tomorrow! Kami-sama, you're nature is now broken! Save us!" Saehara screamed as he went running out of the room like a mad man.
"Calm down Saehara" their sensei said as she looked back at Hiwatari and Harada.
"I think spending more time studying with extra help will boost your grade higher Harada-san, and I think I know the best person who can help. She said as she eyed on Satoshi and winked at Risa.
Extra lessons:
Satoshi stayed after classes to help Risa caught up with her so called "problem". He helped her study with their current lessons.
"Argh! I can't do it! I think I have a phobia with math!" Risa shouted.
"Risa, for the last time, you don't have a phobia. Just concentrate okay?" Satoshi replied.
"okay" after a few minutes of helpless studying, Risa finally got the hang of this studying thing.
"Hiwatari-kun—" Risa was just about to ask a question when Satoshi cut her off.
"Why are you calling me that?" he asked her as he pulled one of her brown locks and pulled her face close to his.
"Call me Satoshi like you usually do" he said.
"Kyyyyyaaaa!" a girl screamed.
The couple turned their attention to where the voice came from. The slightly opened door revealed almost half of their class, including Daisuke and Riku, hovered at the small slightly opened door just to see their "session".
Satoshi walked over the door and shut the door close, locked it and returned back to his position beside Risa.
"So, where were we" Satoshi asked normally as he took Risa's hand and squeezed it. As he looked up, he saw Risa's brown orbs looking at him and smiled.
She leaned in and gave Satoshi a peck in his cheek making him blush.
"Thanks" she whispered to him.
The sun was about to set as they finished their first session together. Risa finally got the hang of their late, alone sessions together especially when she gets her "reward" if she got it right. Sweet, sweet kisses.
As Satoshi and Risa exited school together. They enjoyed each others' company that they didn't notice a black car parked at the side of the street. With the well-tinted window open, the man was able to see clearly his son, and the young lady beside him. He smirked at her and closed his window as he too began to take his leave.
"Hello, yes this is Commander Hiwatari" He said over his phone as he pulled out a piece of paper out of a folder.
"I want to know everything about this girl" he said as he looked at the picture at the paper.
"Her name's Harada, Risa Harada" he continued.
…Period.Period.Period…
The authoress was thinking that she would end it here…but…lucky for you she didn't…wonder why…
…Period.Period.Period…
A few months passed by, around five to six months as the couple went through different twists and turns but manages at the end. But they didn't know a much bigger challenge awaits them that require both determination and their love for each other.
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Satoshi invited Risa to go with him to the amusement park. He wanted to spend his "worthless" time with her. At the amusement park there were circuses, games and shows.
She wanted to do everything.
He just wanted to watch her.
"Wow! Look at that!" Risa shouted as she pointed at the beautiful lady on the top of the single wire, walking on it. She wore a pretty dress, a pretty pink dress to be precise.
"I wish I could be as pretty as her" she whispered to as she looked up and watched in astonishment.
Satoshi held her chin causing her to look at him directly at the eye and pulled her close to whisper something.
"You already are" he said.
Risa blushed at his compliment and decided to change the subject. "Aren't you having fun?" Risa asked while blushing madly at his compliment.
"Of course I am" he said as he looked back at the woman.
"I'm having fun watching you…" he said as he looked back at her.
She…smiled.
TT
"Ooh! Ice cream" Risa said as she went over the trolley to buy some as Satoshi followed her.
"Risa, don't you think you a bit too old for that?" he asked.
"no…" she replied.
As Risa continued to eat her ice cream, Satoshi was beginning to get bored with their so called "date". Honestly, he was waiting for the time that they would spend their time alone and share a couple of kisses. God, he wants to kiss her, badly. His craving is getting worse by the second. Satoshi looked over to Risa as he saw that there was some ice cream over her chin. He smiled at it.
"A good reason to kiss her luscious lips" he thought.
"Risa" he said.
"Yes?" she replied.
Satoshi lifted her chin and pulled her close until his tongue could wipe of the ice cream from her chin. He pulled her close and kissed her passionately, there and then. They would've spent a lot more time kissing until they heard…"slight comments".
"Cover you're eyes baby, what the hell, don't they know the meaning of PDA?!" a woman spoke.
Risa was blushing madly upon hearing the comment of the woman against their romantic "action". She broke the kiss and looked down to her toes.
"Mmm…that tasted good." Satoshi remarked.
"Ice cream sealed with a kiss…delicious" he said at he smirked at her.
She punched him at his arm as she pouted cutely at him. Risa began to walk off as Satoshi pulled her arm and held her close.
"I want an ice cream too" he whispered.
"Oh" Risa said as she faced him.
"Why didn't you say so" she said.
As Risa began to walk away again, Satoshi pulled her wrist and held her close to his chest. Her hands neatly placed over his chest and his hands securely sited at her waist.
"You don't get it." He said as he pulled her closer so that she could hear clearly
"I want to eat ice cream, from your mouth" he whispered and smirked at her.
Risa began to panic as Satoshi pulled her to the nearest ice cream trolley. Her heart was beginning to pound very fast that it could've just popped out there and then. Satoshi couldn't help to smirk at his idea. Everytime he would glance at Risa, he could always see her looking down, hiding her cute pink blush.
"One please, vanilla flavor" he said as he pulled out his wallet to pay for it.
"Wouldn't a nice gentleman like you give this pretty lady a nice cone of ice cream too?" the vendor asked him.
"We'll share" he said with an evil smirk forming at his lips.
"Have fun at the carnival kids!" the vendor said as Satoshi and Risa took their leave.
"We will!" Satoshi replied.
"We definitely will" he whispered to himself.
Satoshi took Risa to the most deserted, well not technically deserted but the place where in they could be alone. The Ferris wheel.
"Off you go love birds." The conductor said as he help them up their cart.
Risa tried her best not to even look at Satoshi in the eye. She was really felt uneasy with what she said but she still felt…happy…or even exited? While Risa was trying her best to stay comfortable with herself, Satoshi kept smirking at her. She looks so cute when she's nervous.
Risa sighed in relief as Satoshi ate the ice cream in one big bite. The whole ice cream…without the cone…he ate it in one whole bite! And as if on cue there was a big bump that swung the carts to one side causing Risa to fall from her seat.
Satoshi immediately stood from his seat and pulled Risa from her back and kissed her.
Both of them were now seated at the floor as Satoshi placed his hands securely at her waist. Risa's hands snaked their way through his soft blue hair as he laid he down the floor and continued to kiss her neck, breathing in her sweet scent. An addiction, he was always left drunk from her scent.
His hands began to trail down her skirt as he touched her creamy long legs. Her hands slowly dropped from his hair to his neck. He pressed his body close to hers as his hands were stripped off her legs and pulled her collar to give her a final peck in the lips.
"I thought you said you weren't ready to have sex?" he whispered as he got off her and sat back to his seat.
That was it? Wow! Risa thought as she got back to her seat
"Aching for more?" Satoshi asked as he leaned in at her.
He was just about to give her another round but just as he was about to kiss her, the door opened revealing the conductor.
"I hope you had fun staying at Heaven's Resort, where you can rest in peace…forever!" the conductor said with a smile as Satoshi and Risa gave him a weird out look. a/n: hehe
"Just get out of the cart…" the conductor said as he let out a defeated sigh.
After a series of laughing about the conductor, Satoshi walked Risa back to her house. Anyway you looked at it their date was perfect, but he had to just give her a quick kiss cause he didn't want to get caught by the red-haired eating monster named Riku.
Satoshi got home after thirty minutes since that his house was just around the block. He took a shower and got into his trousers. An image of a brown-haired companion never left his mind and her scent that still lingered on his sheets didn't even help at all.
He craved for her kiss, her scent, her taste. Sweet, sweet addiction, Oh how he loved her taste so much. How he wanted her, all of her.
He got to his feet; he spread his strong white wings. He needed her, no he wanted her, Now.
Risa just got off the shower after a long series of Riku talk and some do's and don'ts on a date, as if she ever done any of it.
Risa dropped her towel on the floor revealing her half-naked body. She looked upon the mirror and saw herself. Risa pulled up her hair and touched her neck. How she craved for his touch. She would give anything to be with him. Risa gently closed her eyes as she tried to remember his touch and its warmness.
She could feel his warm hands on her body, his breath hot on her neck, breathing her smell. It felt good. Her imagination seemed so…real.
"Real?" she thought, she dazedly opened her eyes and saw some blue bits and pieces in her mirror, she didn't mind it at first. But she was immediately brought back to reality and snapped her eyes open.
Risa stepped away from his grip, freeing herself. He was there, standing right in front of her with his strong white wings. She covered her exposed breasts with her palm. He simply looked at her, with lust filled eyes.
Satoshi stepped forward, advancing on her. He wanted her, needed her. Risa found herself trapped again between her wall and his bare muscular chest.
"I want you…" he whispered against her lips.
"Now" he said as he lounged forward and scooped her lips to his.
Risa was till in trance. How did he get in here? And what did her mean by "I want you…now?" after a series of trying to release herself from his grip, Risa finally gave in to his touch, she kissed him back.
Her hands was now snaking their way through his soft blue hair, gripping it tightly. Satoshi securely placed his hands on her petite waist, pulling her close. Risa blushed at the thought of them being bare chest-to-breast. Satoshi began to push Risa to her queen-size bed. He pinned her to the bed and lay on top of her. He didn't do anything to her. He just laid there and eventually, fell asleep.
Risa woke up earlier than imagined. She immediately panicked as she remembered Satoshi being at her room last night.
Silence…
"What if we had sex last night?" Risa thought.
"Gah!" she shouted.
Risa sat on her bed, hugging her knees close to her body; she wore her night robe to cover her bare breasts. She noticed a note taped on her mirror. She got up from her bed and walked over to her full-length mirror. She read the note.
Dearest Risa,
My sincerest apologies for barging in on you last night but I was in deep need for you. I hope that I could still see you at school today; it would bring great joy to my heart just to see you. I'm sorry that I had to leave early; my father had called upon me to meet with him. Milady, deepest apologies and my heart offered to you…forever.
Hikari
P.S.
Milady Risa, imagination is dangerous. XxxxxX
a/n: imagination is dangerous by Orion Velvet
Risa blushed at her thought. He didn't touch her…he didn't touch her! Risa opened an envelope with the note. She saw a moss rosebud flower a/n: P.fishies chapter ninthy-five, flower language with it a white feather. She held it close to her heart. Nothing could separate them…
Nothing?
TT
"Risa, time for school!" Riku said as she entered her sister's room.
Riku looked over to Risa, who was sitting at her bed holding pieces of paper, a flower and a white feather.
"Hiwatari-kun gave you that?" she asked as she sat beside her sister.
"Confession of love…" she whispered.
"Awwwww…I knew everything was going to work out for you guys" Riku said as she hugged her sister.
Riku caught a glance of Satoshi's note for Risa…she screamed.
"He was here last night?!" Riku screamed as Risa ran for the hills.
"Risa!"
"I'm sorry!"
TT
"Riku, nothing happened…" Risa said as she tried to defend herself
The twins were walking to school together. Riku was still furious that Satoshi was at Risa's room last night.
"That's not the point!" Riku shouted as she walked had of Risa, stopping at her front.
"You could've gotten pregnant!" she shouted.
"I'm not gonna get pregnant…" she said as she walked beside her sister again.
"And if I do, it'll be Satoshi's baby…" she whispered to herself.
"What did you say?!" Riku shouted as Risa ran for her life.
"Risa! Come back here!" Riku commanded.
"As if, catch me if you can!" she shouted as she ran for school.
Riku eventually caught Risa; because of the mere fact that she was a better runner than her and because Risa didn't want to ruin her appearance, Satoshi was expecting her for Pete's sake…she had to look good!
Upon arriving at the school, Risa already saw Satoshi standing at the gate of the school waiting for her arrival. It was weird because he was wearing some black shades, which covered is blue eyes very well. Nevertheless, Riku bid her goodbye to her sister as she went over to talk to Daisuke. Her heart was beginning to beat faster as she slowly approached him. How would he greet her? With a kiss? A tight hug? I will love you forever and ever?
As Risa quickly approached Satoshi, a black car parked its way on the sidelines. Smirking, the man inside the car began to have a conversation with his son.
"What?" Satoshi asked as he answered his father's call.
"You know what to do" he replied as he burned a piece of biological paper.
"Yes Father," Satoshi replied sternly as he cut off his conversation with his father.
Risa was happy, enthusiastic, energetic, glorious, pleased, glad, joyful, cheerful, in high spirits and blissful. In other words, she was very very very happy.
She ran up to him with a huge grin upon her face. She playfully removed the shades of his face. She continued to laugh as he prevented her from removing it but she triumphed over him, he lowered his head as she completely removed the shades. Then, he lifted his head and looked directly over her; her grin slowly disappeared as her brown orbs fell on his blue ones.
His eyes was so empty
It was as if the life was sucked out from it. As if someone was manipulating him. The sparkle that his eyes once bore, the sparkle she once saw, the same sparkle that symbolizes life; his life, the one she brought to him, and she didn't even know.
"Hey" she almost absentmindedly, she was too focused on his eyes than of this presence but broke into reality as he once again placed the shades unto his face to cover his blank and empty eyes.
"Hey…" he replied in a tired tone.
"What was up with that? Guess unhappy mornings…low blood pressure perhaps?" she thought.
"Harada-san, would you mind coming with me for a while. It's important." He said as he held her wrist, pulling her away.
"Ouch" she winced but set it aside.
"What about school?" she asked as she looked back at it. The school bell rang, signal for all classes to start.
"I have already excused both of us." He replied in monotone.
They both got into the black car parked just outside the school. He helped to get inside the car and went in afterwards. They sat in opposite directions one sitting in front of the other. Risa couldn't help to ask.
"Ummm, Satoshi-kun? I hope you don't mind me asking but where are we going? She asked him.
"You're…going to meet my father" he said without even glancing at her.
Satoshi helped Risa out of the door; he led her to the big hallways, the men in black slowly diminishing and people calling him "Master Satoshi". She knew Satoshi was the commander of the police and that his father was rich but not his biological dad, but honestly, she didn't expect this. They arrive upon a huge door, with the name "conference room" labeled on it. Satoshi knocked on its door three-times then opened it. At the end of he log table, at its top. There sat his father.
Rei Hiwatari.
"Risa Harada, take a seat." He said
Satoshi pointed a seat where she sat. He stood beside the door. Everytime she would look at him, his eyes seems to have lost its shine.
"Harada Risa ….Age: 14, Hair color: Brown, Hair length: Long, Eyes: Brown, Crush: Dark Mousy. Concerning this thief, you certainly offer a lot of determination for him to notice you. Innocent, clumsy, stubborn. Prefers fashion and relationships to physical activities. Cheerful type, not really letting her emotions interfere when she is among her classmates and only showing them when with her closest friends like—" he said.
"hm" he raised an eyebrow to her.
"Interesting" he mentioned as his smirk curled up more and occupied more space upon his chin.
"Like Daisuke Niwa" he finished.
After reading, he immediately crumpled the paper and threw it to the grounds. He advanced on her and placed his hands on the arms of the chair.
"My dear, do you have anything to offer to my son besides you're money and you're looks?" he asked.
"According to you're grades. You are technically stupid and worthless. Again, what do you have to offer my son?" he said as he stood in front of her, he held her chin and looked directly in her eyes.
"If I may inform you, my son has already graduated college. At his young age he was able to achieve different highest honors in selected fields of studies, mainly mathematics. He has a natural-borne talent in Arts, music and many more. And if he would walk down the corridor, no woman in the right mind would not want him." he said as he pointed her face to his son's direction.
"Perfect isn't he? I had taught him everything that he needs to know! Everything I tell you!" he said as he looked back at her.
"My son deserves better than someone as pathetic as you! Worthless slut! You attract men to get their money don't you?! Don't you?!" he screamed at her.
Risa was hurt. Deeply hurt. She would never do anything to get Hiwatari-kun's money. She just wanted his love, only that. Her eyes began to water as she looked over to Satoshi, he just stood there, tall and proud, she mouthed a "help me", he just…glanced away.
SLAP!
His father slapped her, Hard. It didn't hurt even a bit, even the smallest bit. It didn't. The hurt she felt inside was something more than what she felt with his slap. It hurt's so…much.
"Why aren't you helping me?"
"Why are you just standing there?!"
"I thought… I thought!... I thought you said…
That you loved me?!"
His father held her by the cheeks and pulled her close. He whispered to her ear.
"You are…pathetic." He whispered.
She had enough. Enough of everything, enough of all the hurt, the pain, the lying. enough of him.
"Enough!" she shouted as she slapped his father away and stepped back. Satoshi just stood there, emotionless; His father didn't actually think that she would fight back.
She looked back at his father with a pleased expression on his face. He was leaning against the big table, his back against the table.
"You know wanna know something?!" she continued.
"I never loved you're son for his money! I never loved you're son for his brains! I never loved you're son for any of what you taught him! Because you see I'm not that type of person! I will tell you something that you don't know about me, that you can't find in hundreds of researches about my name, about my grades and about my family! My name is Risa Harada; I am a sensitive-official-girly-girl-dark-chasing-know-it-all-about-cute-boys type of girl. Yes, I like guys. No, I don't like math and geography!" She continued to shout as soft tears flooded her face.
"I am not athletic, I'm not smart and I don't look pretty when I cry! Yes, I care about on how people look at me. Yes, I care about other people's opinion. But you know what? I'm proud of who I am!" she admitted.
"Cuz' nobody can be a better Risa Harada…than me!" she shouted as she bowed her head and let her tears flow freely from her eyes.
"You wanna know another thing?" she said as her voice began to crack.
"I never wanted you're son for what you taught him." she admitted.
"I wanted you're son for what he taught himself…"
She approached him. Tears clouded her brown orbs. He didn't know what was happening, it was like;
His mind was different from his heart.
Oh, how he wanted to wipe those tears away. But then again, he knew he couldn't stand in the way.
She slapped him, hard. She gathered all the pain that she could muster. His shades dropped on the floor with a delicate echoing. He looked back at her with an emotionless expression on his face. But deep inside he knew he was breaking down.
"I hate you!" she shouted at him.
"I hate you so much!" she repeated herself.
He was snapped back to reality by her words. It was as if his heart has been pricked by thorns. His eyes regain once more its shine but it wasn't because of the sparkle, but for the tears; from the thorns of her words.
Risa ran off the room. She needed to get away from there, away from him. Satoshi looked back at his father. Satoshi gripped his father's collar and dragged him to the wall.
"What happened?! What did you do to me?! and most importantly; what did you do to her?! I let you have you way when you promised no one would get hurt! I thought you said no one will get hurt?! You promised she wouldn't get hurt!" he shouted at him.
"Well, did she, sorry but I didn't notice?" his father replied with a smile.
He ran after her.
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"Risa!" he shouted.
"Risa!" he repeated.
Satoshi was looking everywhere for her. The park, the circle fountain, he even called the police station just to know where she is. He was tired, desperate and very, very lonely. He wanted to see her, to touch her, to kiss her. For a mere, second he had lost himself in finding her…
And he did.
She was crying at the sidelines of a small fountain in a dark corner. Only a small light had illuminated the room. He pitied her.
"Risa…" he said as he approached her and touched her long hair.
Risa abruptly stood up and stepped back as he stepped closer to her. Her eyes were filled with great anger and hate to this man. Ironic, the only guy who she had treasured with her whole heart is the same guy who had hurt her. He had hurt her, so much.
"Get away…" she shouted as she stepped back.
"Risa, I'm sorry—" he said as he moved closer to her.
"Shut up…" she whispered, head bowed
"—I had lost myself when he hurt you" he continued.
"Shut up" she said.
"Risa, I love you—" he said as he caressed her cheek.
She slapped it away.
"Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!" she shouted to him.
"Do you think it's that easy to forgive you?! Satoshi…" she said as she began to calm down.
"At that moment, did you realize that you had lost something?!" she shouted again.
He pulled her into a tight hug.
"I know I've lost something, but how important was it?!" he shouted as tears began from fall her eyes.
"How much have I been hurting you?" he continued as Risa released herself from his grip.
"My father, he…wanted he to transfer states and never see you, ever again" he explained.
"He said that he would never have my way in what he wants, he also said that if I don't agree to what he wants he'll—" he pulled he closer.
"He'll kill you" he whispered to her ear close enough for her to hear.
Her eye's widened in shock but eventually shut close and pushed him away from her. Hell was she mad, not because of his father; but because of his choice.
She slapped him again. a/n: not the face! . He grew tired of this.
"You're so stupid!" she shouted at him.
"What was I supposed to do?!" he shouted at her, a bit irritated.
"It's either I give you up or he'll kill you! Do you want to die?!" he asked.
"Because I don't…" he finished.
"Risa, what was I supposed to do?" he asked once more.
"Make a choice!" she screamed.
His glare softened a bit. She wanted him to…make a choice? But to his understanding; his choices were limited, just like himself.
"It's either I give you up or die?! What more other choice were there?!" he shouted back.
"Stupid Satoshi!" she shouted
"Did it ever occur to you that I'd rather die—"
"That to waste the rest of my life without you here; right next to me?" she asked as soft tears continued to flow from her eyes, to her cheeks and down her temples.
"Why'd you want me to do that Risa!?" he said as he slowly approached her and as usual she stepped back.
"Is that really what you wanted?!" he shouted.
"No" she whispered.
Risa slowly walked away from him. She had enough, why was it always like that? She would fall in love and get hurt in the end. Nothing's fair in love and war.
Nothing.
"What did you want me to do?!" he shouted at her.
"I wanted…" she said as her tears began to fall from her eyes. She smiled bit, she tried to but failed. She looked back at him. Her face was practically covered with her tears; she was smiling a bit due to her emotion.
"I wanted you!—" she screamed at him.
She bowed her head down and let the tears fall freely from her eyes.
"—to fight for me" she whispered.
Risa turned away.
Satoshi couldn't handle what she said. How could he be so stupid to notice that? She wanted him to stand up for her, his so called "maiden" and he…failed.
He was caught between what he wants and what he needed to do. Did he really give her up…for his responsibility?
He clutched his hair because of the pain it brought him. He couldn't understand her, he couldn't understand…himself.
His heart
His mind
He didn't understand anything at all.
"I didn't have that heart to love!" he shouted at her.
She looked back at him, a teary smile forming on her lips.
"Then you didn't have that heart…to deserve mine." With that,
She left him.
a/n:Well…that was fun…guess Satoshi's single again…anyone available out there? This is to place an ad that Satoshi is once again…and might forevermore be…single! …a fangirl screams… well, that scene was something was it… oh ya by the way…I hope you don't think that their relationship is first rushed then ended right away, cuz' I'm still observing the paragraphs of the song. Yea, the song home only have like six stanzas and stuff like that including the chorus so I'm observing the proper chaptering of the story. So you could expect that their relationship is sorta rushed so I could enter all the silly dramas and stuff like just above this. There is also a big possibility that there are only six chapter of this story! Yes…that is true! There might be a very very very big possibility that this story will end by chapter six! But you could expect that future chapter will be indeed long! So more silly dramas…that'll be so much fun!
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