You littlemissoutofmyway are amazing. I wanted 4 turtles but my mom said no. And that we already have more then enough pets. So I have to wait till I move out.
So now… I am just gonna make this my own story because I am tired of watching the movie. I should have written down the lines of the movie. But I don't want to.
This chapter is in Rose's POV. Enjoy. Good Luck. And Have fun with this Chapter.
RPOV.
Dimitri was plain cruel towards Eddie. He hadn't done anything wrong yet he's gonna bag on Eddie for being a nerd. I mean, it's not his fault Eddie gets perfect grades and does whatever his parents tell him to do. No one really understands why he is here, and that weird girl all the way in the back? Lissa, I think her name is. Why is she here? Did she mysteriously draw on people's books and on the walls? I mean she looks too emo to be that type. I think she has a lot of anger pent up in her system, and she's ready to explode. Christian on the other hand is a class A douche. I mean yes Dimitri is a dick and all but does he really have to be mean to him. I know I am a prom queen popular girl type but I look out for some people, including Dimitri Belikov.
I can't help but to stare at Dimitri, and when he looks at me it kinda makes me feel all tingly inside the way if would when people fall in love. OKAY! There is no way I am in love with Dimitri, sure I seen him around school, but honestly how can anyone not notice his Russian accent his height. I bet under all that layer of clothing there is a muscular body. I just hope. OKAY! Yes I am checking him out but I cannot help it. Dimitri done the strangest things yet he made it look cool. He wasn't a total douche, yes like I said before Dimitri was a coward. He was afraid. I still don't know. Maybe if I act nicely towards him, I can give him some type of comfort to belong in this school.
As he had the devious plan to shut the door, by taking the screw out. We all had to face the wrath of Stan who came in purple faced and everything. He finally let it go after Dimitri got 2 months of Saturday school. I did not want to see that happen. So I had to but in. Eventually, it was quiet for a minute, and then it went to as if we all belonged in this library. I of course, watched Dimitri do his ridiculous stuff. And I was fascinated by it.
I had finally gotten Dimitri alone and we were upstairs on the second level of the library, he was looking at the western stuff and I peaked through the shelved from the other side.
"Peek a boo" I smiled as he lifted the book.
"Gaah, Rose you scared me." He held his heart.
"Sorry, so what cha getting to read?"
Dimitri hid the book behind his back. "Nothing, why do you ask?"
"I noticed you here by yourself reading westerns. Do you like them?"
He shrugged and looked away.
"I think it's cute" I bit my lip looking at him. "Well not cute but I don't know. Very creative and sexy"
He raised an eyebrow at me. Cool. I've always wanted to do that.
"I'm just rambling on. Just tell me to stop."
"It's whatever Rose." He walked away from me.
"Hey," I walked around and ran up to him. "Do you not notice me flirting with you?"
He stopped abruptly and turned to look at me. "I'm sorry, I don't waist my time on people like you. I'm nothing to you."
Okay, that hurt. I shouldn't have said that in the first place. "I'm sorry Dimitri."
"Sorry is not gonna cut it Rose. Why don't you make yourself useful and go downstairs. I don't want to talk to you anymore." He stalked off and walked the other direction he was going.
I stared at where he once was standing. My arrogance had caught up to me. And not I feel like a piece of shit. How can I make up to him for what I once did to him? This was going to be hard.
I looked out passed the balcony and looked down noticing Eddie sleeping. I smiled to myself. He maybe a nerd, but he sure as hell knows how to act like a teenager. And down more there is Christian talking to Lissa. Well trying to and failing completely. She just looks at him weird like she's never seen a human before. Maybe because he's talking to her, I'm not gonna lie. Christian is good looking and pretty toned but for Lissa this must be a new type of species for her. I see a couple in the making. I just have to put my sticky little fingers together and work my magic.
Beyond that on the other side of the balcony, I notice Dimitri again sitting alone, content to that book he is reading. I just slowly make my way over to him again and this time not screws things up.
"What do you want Rose?" he said without looking over his book.
"I've come to make peace with you, Dimitri Belikov." I said in my sternness tone. "And I will have your attention." I pushed the book down. "Now that I can see your handsome face, listen to me. I'm sorry; I never meant to say those things to you. Yes, I am a bitch. And yes I did agree back then with Christian that you are nothing and don't fit in. But I can see that you do. You do fit in; you can start your own club of reading westerns, cowboys and gunfights."
"It's not about the cowboys or the gunfights Rose. It's about the appeal of being in a place your not. Pretending to be in a place your not, these characters and the lives the authors wrote. Have a great big appeal on me. To live in a ruleless world, where you can fight and not get in trouble." He said dreamily. He must love the Wild West.
"You make it sound like a fairy tale fantasy" I said softly sitting next to him.
"It is to a certain extent. You just have to keep your mind open to these things. I just wish I could live here and not deal with Stan and the others. My parents always give me shit everyday." He closed his eyes.
"It must be tough for you." I looked at my hands.
He shrugged. "It doesn't matter. My parents don't want me. This school doesn't want me." He looked at me.
I looked up and looked at him. "Don't say that. I'm sure your parents want you."
"You don't know my parents" he said
"Then tell me about your parents" I said. "I want to know about them."
And so he did. He told me all about how his mother only stays with his father because she loves him. She gets beat on everyday. He told me he once beat up his dad at 13 years old. I thought that was so cool. He told me that he tries to protect his sisters and his mother. His grandmother lives with them as well. His mother always takes his father side. And that is out of love. If she didn't love him, would she leave him and take the kids? I'm guessing you're blinded by love, so you don't pay attention to the pain he is causing to you and the family.
"I don't want to be like him" He said after 5 minutes.
I shook my head. "You don't need to"
"It's inevitable, we're going to become like out parents one way or another" he said seriously. "We watch what they go through and we think it's all right to learn from them. We don't know any better."
"That's why you find your escape in westerns?" I asked him.
He nodded "So I learn from the characters."
I grabbed his hand and waited to see if he would pull back. But he didn't. He held my hand. "That's good Dimitri. Very, very good; I want to see you become more." I smiled. "I want to see you bigger then anything in the world. You have the head and brain for it. Use it and you can do anything."
"Thanks, I guess, having another soul tell me that I can do anything. Is what I needed to hear" he smiled. I have never seen him smile before and it was beautiful. His lips looked so good. I wanted to kiss him. But thought to not do that.
We sat in silence and I rested my head on his shoulder as he read his book. I smiled as he started to read to me. I had closed my eyes and imagined me in his fantasy world. It was kinda sweet. As he read to me I moved closer to him and ran my nose against his jaw line. He had stopped reading and looked at me. I looked back at him and watched him lean in. I leaned in as well and we were so close to kissing when Eddie came up to us. I am going to kill him with my own to hands.
"Guys Stan is coming. We need to be in our seats." I rolled my eyes and got up. I walked downstairs to my seat and watched Dimitri come down. What had just happened? We were about to kiss, did he want to kiss me? Did he have the same feelings I did towards him?
"Where were you?" Christian's voice cut me off from my thoughts.
"Looking for a book why?" I tried to play it off.
He shrugged. "Just wondering, why were you and Belikov together?"
"We have the same interests in books, duh." I said.
"What? How to be a Dick 101? Or, how to grow marijuana?" He smirked.
"You don't know Dimitri. So lay off him." I said.
"Like you do?"
I scoffed. "I know him better then you. At least I talked to him."
"Oh so that's what you did? Talk to him?"
"What is wrong with you? Dimitri does nothing wrong and you treat him like he's garbage."
"He is garbage"
"Take that back"
"Are you in love with Dimitri?"
I stayed quiet. He got me on this one. Yes I am in love with Dimitri you stupid idiot. I wanted to yell out. But that wouldn't help at all.
"So you are?"
"Leave me alone."
Christian turned back towards Dimitri. "Hey you got a fan on your bandwagon. I think she'll rip her clothes off for you."
"Why are you treating her like she's a slut?" Dimitri spoke up.
"Isn't that the type of girls you like, tramps, and hoes? Or are you the type to have a one night stand and just leave them."
"Christian you're being a jerk." I said to him.
He shrugged. "I know I am"
I put my head down and started to cry. I am not one to cry, but that hurt. I couldn't believe he thought of me that lowly.
Everything was silent for an hour. Then I heard someone strumming their fingers on the desk. I look back and it's Lissa. I sigh and get up walking over to her and sit next to her.
"You're Lissa right?" I said to her. She nodded. "I'm rose"
"I know." She said. Wow, first word I heard from her all day. "I kinda heard the whole argument between you Christian and Dimitri."
I shook my head. "Ignore Christian. He's a class A asshole."
"I like him" she said quietly.
I shook my head. "No,"
"Yes." She nodded. "I like him. He's nice."
I just pointed to him. "That thing is nice? Did you not just see what he did to me?"
"Yeah that was pretty rude, but he's a good guy."
I sighed. "Whatever helps you sleep at night" I smiled.
"So you like that Belikov guy?" I nodded. "Why?"
"There's a whole different story to what you just see right now. He's a lost soul stuck in a retarded world." I said. "He's very sweet and has a very cute smile."
"So is that what you guys did up there? Just talk and swap life stories?" I nodded.
"That pretty much sums in up, yeah." I smiled. "He read to me too."
"He reads?" I nodded. "That's a shocker."
"Believe it or not"
"One day." She smiled.
I sat with Lissa a little longer to see what she was like. She was pretty much the 'suffer in silence' type of person but on the other hand, she needed friends. She was alone. And I am going to be that friend.
I had sat next to Dimitri and pushed a piece of hair behind my ear as I grabbed my stuff from next to Christian to beside me. I smile and looked at him as he reads away in his western book. I pull out a piece of paper and start to write my own story. Of how a girl and boy meet; opposites of a likenesses. Describing Dimitri and I perfectly, I smiled as I finished one page and flipped to the other to start again. I sighed when I got closer to the end. Stopping, how am I going to finish this? This is hard. But then again, I don't want it to end. But every story has an ending. Will mine and Dimitri's story have an ending? I placed the pencil down and looked at him. He was done his book and his head was down. I couldn't help control my hand and I ran my fingers through his hair. I propped my head up on my hand as my elbow was the leverage. I just let my fingers glide their way through his silky soft hair. I didn't know if he was sleeping. But this was putting me to sleep as well.
I had closed my eyes for a second and I woke up it was 15 minutes. Dimitri was up and had a smile on his face. I couldn't help but smile.
"I'll be back" he said. I nodded. And he got up and walked over to the door. I was wondering what he was doing. He came back and tapped me on the shoulder. "Come with me."
'Where are we going?" I asked.
He smirked. "Breaking the rules"
By this time I didn't care. Anything Dimitri did. I wanted to do. So I got up and walked with him to the door. We left the library quietly.
"Can you tell me where we're going?" I asked as we run down the hallways.
"We're taking a little trip"
"Come on Comrade please tell me."
He turned and looked at me. "Comrade?"
"Don't change the subject. Now where are we going?"
"To my locker."
"What's in your locker?"
"You ask a lot of questions."
"Dimitri?" I groaned and yanked his hand back. I stopped from walking. He stopped as well and looked at me. I pushed him against the wall. "What is in your locker?"
"I just noticed. It's not important now." I looked at him confused. "What's in my locker can wait till Monday. I just want to spend time with you now that we're alone."
I giggled and traced my finger down his chest. "But we can get caught?"
"What's another Saturday for you?"
I giggled again. "Getting to see you for 8 hours again and have you to myself."
He leaned down and brushed his lips against mine. My breath caught and wanted more. I pressed myself against him and kissed his lips back. I slowly put my arms around his neck as his hands gripped my waist. I liked being in his grasped. It made this time all the more wilder and funner. I can't even think straight.
There were footsteps emerging from the direction we had come from. I knew we had been caught. Only to realize it was the others, Eddie, Lissa and Christian. I sighed and looked at them as I stayed against Dimitri. My arms still around his neck, I cocked my head to the side.
"Why have you interrupted us, yet again?"
They shrugged and looked at us. "No reason. We wanted out of the library. We thought you guys got far. But we see you guys went from being far to lip locking in the hallways" Christian said.
"Like you've ever kissed a girl" I said to him.
"Shut it Hathaway."
"I'll make you eat my fist Ozera." I removed myself from Dimitri and moved closer to Christian. "Stop talking shit when you can't even take the taste of it back"
I looked at Dimitri and smiled and we all started to walk again. This time we continued to Dimitri's locker. Only to find we were there to get marijuana from his locker.
"Really Dimitri?" I asked hysterically. "You don't need that?"
"It's a friend's. I'm holding it for him" he shrugged.
I grabbed it out of his hand. "I know this is yours. You better get rid of it."
"Who are you?" He asked me.
"I'm Rose. And you better throw it out or put it back in your locker. I'm not going to make out with you again if that stuff is in your mouth."
"Then don't."
I sighed. "Really, you're gonna treat me like that?"
"Stop trying to change me."
"This isn't you."
"It is me." He yanked it back and I hit my head on the locker door. "Rose? I'm so sorry."
"You were right. You are becoming like your father" I turned away and held my now bleeding forehead. I walked back to the library and started to cry. That really hurt. I can't believe he did that to me. All I was trying to do was not make him to that anymore. If he wanted to be with me he can't smoke. I know it's a horrible thing to say but seriously. I know he's not like that. I know he's much better then that. I just have to find a way to get around to him.
So there's chapter 3. I hope its long enough. SIGH. Anyways I am enjoying my break here in Montana. Gonna fix me some lunch now. YE-HAWW
