Emmett got up and walked into the park, Bay had never seen him break down before, he couldn't let her see him now. Twenty minutes later he walked back to the bench. She was sitting there with her knees pulled up and she was crying. He sat down, "Bay can I talk now" he signed. She nodded her head yes, " after you left I got drunk, I couldn't believe what I did to you, I slept the whole day hugging your picture" he wiped the tears from his eyes, " I was mad about Tank, but I knew I should not have been, you loved me" he signed. " I tried texting, emailing and skyping, you never answered I thought that you did not care about me anymore. I dated, but never Skye, I couldn't." He stopped signing he could feel him self starting to break. When he calmed down he started again " I sent you sixty emails, and the one I sent after I found out, I didn't think I could make it with out you, now I know I need you," he had to stop, she was sobbing, he wanted to hold her but he kept his distance.
After a few minutes she looked at him with tears in her eyes " I want to hold you, but I didn't think that you would want me to" he signed. She shook her head no " please don't I'm not the same person that I used to be, I don't think I will ever be fixed, I'm ugly" she signed. That broke him he couldn't stop the tears It was all his fault, he never thought his Bay would ever say that, she was beautiful so beautiful. His face was red he never wanted Bay to see him like this, it made since now no makeup, clothes that were too big for her, he finally stopped crying so hard. "Bay you are with out a doubt the most beautiful person I have ever seen, no matter what happened in the past you are so gorgeous. I'm so sorry you cant imagine how sorry I am" tears would not stop "I love you so much, please understand how much I was drinking and doing drugs because I missed what we had, I could tell you anything you were my rock," he sighed. He put his head down again how could he make her see that. " I will do everything that I can do to make you see that you can trust me again, I no that I left you when you needed me the most, I let you deal with the hurt and pain from what happened to you, I should have been there for you, but now I will be here when ever you need me."