Trying To Mend My Broken Heart.

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Lilian casually walked to the arena for another show of Monday Night Raw, but tonight, she wasn't her usual, bouncy self.

The only thing she could think about was Evan Bourne.

"How could I have been so stupid to fall for someone like him?" She quietly murmured to herself, not caring if anyone around heard her.

When she told Evan that she never wanted to see or talk to him again, she meant it.

She even went as far as leaving her phone at her hotel room. He was phoning and texting her so much, she was going insane.

Though Lilian wanted to forget about Evan, she couldn't help but think about him. His smile, his good looks, his memorizing eyes...yet, she was also thinking about what he said about her.

She sighed. She was so confused.

Lilian walked into the divas locker room, completely and utterly ignoring anyone in there.

Fellow WWE Diva, Mickie James noticed this and instantly, she knew something was wrong. Before walking over to the Latina, she nudged Kelly Kelly with her arm, and followed her.

Mickie bit her lip and looked at Kelly.

"...hey Lil."

Lilian slowly turned her head around, finding herself to be looking at her close friends.

"Oh, hey guys." Lilian said before she cracked a smile for the first time in days.

Lilian was sorting her things out; now, she wasn't even looking at Mickie and Kelly.

"We just came over to see what's wrong. You seem upset."

"Nothing. I'm fine."

"Lil, come on," Kelly began, "We know something is wrong."

"Nothing! I'm fine!" Her anger was beginning to take control. "Please guys, just leave me alone."

Tears began to form in her eyes, when she felt Mickie take her arms into her hands and sat her down.

"Lilian, we're worried about you. What has happened?" Mickie and Kelly sat down on either side of the blonde haired diva and tried to comfort her.

Lilian sighed. She knew they wasn't going to give in anytime soon, so she explained in the best possible way what happened with Evan. How he hurt her. How he break her heart.

"Oh God, Lil."

Mickie stroked Lilian's arm, while Kelly had her arm around her shoulders, both feeling sorry for her.

"We know how much you liked him. He's an ass for saying that about you."

"Thanks guys. I just hate how much I'm thinking about him."

"Hey, how about you come to the club with us tonight? Try and get that scumbag out of your mind?" Mickie asked with a warm smile.

Lilian smiled back at her. "Sounds great."

Kelly and Mickie were happy to see Lilian laughing and joking again. They really hated to see her depressed, especially over a guy who had absolutely no respect for her and her pride.

But all that changed when they saw Lilian rushing over them to say she had to go.

"Look who just walked in."

Non other than Evan Bourne.

"I'm going guys. I just can't be here knowing that he's here too."

They nodded, understanding fully.

"Thank you for a good night, guys." She hugged the both of them and walked off, towards the exit. But she suddenly felt someone grab her wrist and drag her towards them.

At first, she was petrified but when she saw the person's face, her blood began to boil.

"Let go of me." Ripping her hand away from Evan.

"Lilian, please. Let me talk."

"No! Now if you'll excuse, I would like to go home tonight."

"I'm sick and tired of you ignoring me and not giving me a chance to explain!"

"Why in the hell would I give you a chance to try and back out of something you said?! And you know what? I'm tired you calling me all the time! Why can't you understand that I don't want anything to do with you! I'm not just some whore you can sleep around with and then –"

Lilian had a whole lot more to say to him, but Evan's lips on hers was preventing her.

He started to tightly wrap his arms around her waist, while she tried so hard to not kiss him back, but all her feelings for him came rushing back. She responded to the kiss and wrapped her arms around his neck, which even surprised Evan. He was expecting another rant from her; maybe a slap around the face, but no. She was kissing him back and that was all he was concentrating on.

All they did was stand there, the music blaring and people dancing around them while they kissed.

Lilian snapped her eyes open when she came back into the real world, pulling herself away from Evan.

"I have to go." She said, breathless from the kiss.

Evan was breathless, too; breathing deeply to try and get oxygen into his lungs.

"What? Lil–"

But before he could say anything else, she was already rushing towards the exit of the club.

Lilian stood outside, waiting for a taxi, not even caring that it was pouring down with rain.

She sighed with relief when a taxi pulled up. She climbed in.

"Starlight Hotel, please."

She sat back in her seat and looked out the window, watching the rain stream down.

God, what was she supposed to do now?

gosh! i am SO sorry for not updating sooner! blame my stupid college. oh and my exams. ugh.

but anyway, hope you all enjoyed this chappie; thank you to my girly christal who checked this over for me. love you girl!

reviews would be very much appreicated! x