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LEMON!
CLEAN SLATE
BPOV
Had I really been leaning towards him that much? Wow this is embarrassing. I have Adonis in my room and I manage to be an idiot around him. Oh Bella aren't you charming. I felt the need to hide behind my hair, maybe it would stop him from seeing me turn crimson red. "I'm sorry."
What happened next startled me. Edward grabbed my wrists and spoke in the sexiest voice I'd ever heard in my life. "Don't be," was all he said before he eliminated the space in between us.
At first I thought I was dreaming. How insane do I really have to be to be fantasizing in the middle of a conversation with a stranger? It if weren't for the surge of electricity that I felt I would've sworn I'd gone to heaven and then back. Edward's lips were soft, and as he freed my wrists, his hands traveled painfully slow down to my waist. I took that as an opportunity to run my hands through his bronze mess of hair and parted him lips, allowing access to my mouth.
Kissing Edward made me feel like I had ONLY kissed frogs before. His hair was thick, as I pulled on it, not wanting to ever stop kissing him. His tongue swirled with mine, not asking for dominance, but being playful with mine. It was definitely the best taste in the world, only chocolate could be almost as good as Edward's lips. Just when my imagination was going on over drive, I heard him speak.
"Bella, breathe," wow great I was panting for air. Why did he have to break the kiss? I would've had a happy death kissing Edward. Wait what was I saying? Whatever happened to abstinence from boys?
Screw it. I wanted Edward Cullen, and I wanted him badly. With that I pulled on his hair again and brought his face to mine.
"Don't stop," was all I managed to whisper before I crushed my lips to his passionately. He must've sensed the eagerness in my kiss because he immediately obliged. It was as if the universe could collapse and it wouldn't matter. My body was on fire, I was feeling things I'd never felt before. As Edward's hands moved to the small of my back, I wrapped one leg around him.
As I fervently continued to kiss him, playfully battling his tongue for dominance, his hands moved to my butt. I gasped, before he pulled me up and allowed me to wrap both of my legs around his hips. Before I knew it, I was pinned to the wall. When had we gotten to the wall? I moaned into his mouth as I felt an uneasy feeling at the bottom of my abdomen. I felt on fire.
I pulled his head down and crushed my lips to his. I felt his tongue slide across my lips and I parted them eagerly. His arms had curled around my waist and lifted me off my feet; I wrapped them around his waist so that my throbbing center rested against the growing bump in the front of his pants. We both moaned as I rubbed myself against him. I was feeling sexually frustrated and I could tell he was too. I'm not the type of girl to have a one night stand, but this god-like man in front of me was making me tingle in ways that I never imagined possible. I had to think straight and his cool breath didn't help at all. It was time to decide, a one night stand in my room or my pride.
I guess my pride went out the window because the moment I broke the kiss to stop him, he moved to my neck and began kissing, or licking, or sucking, or biting, I couldn't think straight anymore. I began moaning and ground my hips harder onto his. My hands decided they wanted a mind of their own and began to ferociously unbutton his shirt. The more of his perfectly sculptured chest I saw, the more I wanted it. I was panting for air but there was no way in hell I was going to stop. As I began to linger my fingers through every one of his muscles, I heard him growl.
"Bella," he moaned, "you're killing me. Why do you have to be so damn sexy?" That was my undoing; I pulled both hands on either side of his face and brought our lips together. I could feel the energy jolts in every part of my body he was touching. Oh was that my breast!? I arched my back as he rid of my shirt and bra, exposing my vulnerable and ivory chest. The way our bodies felt was mystical, like nothing I'd ever felt before. I could feel his lower region being tighter than before, and harder. Wow this man was a so god-like in every way. I was unaware of the moment he moved us to my bed simply because I was too busy fidgeting with his belt. Why did men have to wear belts at times like these?
I heard him chuckle and it was the sexiest chuckles ever. "Edwarddddd," I moaned. He took my hands and undid the buckle himself, meanwhile I wasn't wasting any time and unbuttoned his pants. It surprised me that I had not once even thought whether he wore boxers or briefs, but those navy black boxer-briefs he wore sure accentuated his skin tone.
"Bella, you have to many clothes on," Edward said in short gasps. That was a first, usually I was the one to throw my clothes out first, but I was having too much fun admiring Edward's perfect body. With that said, he managed to rid me of both pants AND panties.
"Edward," I said moaning, "seems like you're the one wearing too much." As I grabbed his head and kissed him, he moved on top of me on the bed, allowing me easy access to push his undergarments down with my feet. He man was a god, and kissing me the way he was kissing me made me want to rape him. I wanted to ravish him, and this foreplay was killing me.
I wanted to look down and see him fully naked, but when he took my breast into his mouth and began to massage my other I lost all train of thought. I arched my back towards him and began to feel the fire in my center burning. I felt his hands skim down through my body when he took my other erect nipple into his mouth and bid it, just as his right hand found my clit.
"Aaaahhh, don't ever stop. Edward!" He was massaging it, and licking areas I had no idea could be licked in such a sexy way. Where had my embarrassment gone? I was flushed but simply because he was making me feel like rapid fire. I'd had enough, I was just about to orgasm when I pulled on his hair, which made him look up at me. Now I was embarrassed. Great timing Bella.
EPOV
I am not the predator that devours his prey right away, but Bella tasted so incredible. I wanted to please her in every way, even when I myself was throbbing so badly. Her constant moaning urged me to go on, until she pulled my hair. I had to look up, I needed to see her beautiful face and drown into those brown pools that she had as eyes. I saw her blush and I realized that no one had probably gone down on her before. I knew she was ready to release; after all, she had began rocking into my face.
I began kissing my way up to her, swirling my tongue around her navel, which made her arch her back. I needed my release soon too. I heard a growl, but I didn't know who it'd come from, not until I heard myself moan her name for the millionth time. She was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen in my life. I wanted her, I needed her. I kissed my way through the valley of her breasts, massaging them as I went along. Then, I nipped at her neck, until I began to skim my nose through her jaw line, and then placed a sweet and tender kiss on her lips. The fact that she reciprocated the feeling made me want to be inside of her even more, but I needed permission.
As I looked up into her eyes, I saw lust and need. "Bella, I know it might seem cynical at this point but we don't have to do this if you don't want to." She looked at me with an uneasy expression, I knew she needed her release just as much as I needed mine, but I needed her to feel secure.
She then moved her hands up and down my back, making me moan and rock towards her. I looked up when I heard her chuckle. "Edward, I want this more than you could even begin to imagine. I want you, I need you inside of me." That was my undoing.
My tip was already at her entrance, and when I went in, it felt like heaven. She was so tight as I pushed myself into the depths of her, it was pure bliss. She arched her back towards me and I waited for her to signal me to move. I needed to make sure she was comfortable. She rocked her hips towards mine and I took her mouth in mine as I began to thrust in and out of her.
"Ahhh you're so big," she gasped in between raged breaths. Bella was sexy; I wanted to have her in my arms forever. Her skin was so soft and warm; I definitely wanted to be able to caress her all the time.
As the burning and movement increased, I could feel myself ready to explode. Once Bella began to reach her climax, I followed right after, sighing in pure bliss and joy. For a while, we just laid there, spent. I loved stroking her hair, which had cascaded on her back and partly on my shoulder as she lay on top of me, trying to control her breathing.
"Edward," she whispered so softly, that if I hadn't been concentrating on here I would've missed it.
"Yes?"
"I need you to know that I don't do this often. Ever actually. Wow, but you… I mean… well yeah… that was just… um… mind blowing," she finished with a sigh. I looked down at her and smiled, with a huge grin plastered on my face.
"Bella," I said.
"Yes?" she said as she finally looked up at me with her beautiful brown eyes.
"I need you to know that I don't ever do this, but you are breath taking, beautiful, gorgeous, and mind-blowing." I could see her blushing a crimson red and it was the cutest thing to watch. She began to pull the covers, trying to cover herself fully.
I pulled her hands and stopped her. "You're beautiful," I said, more sincere than ever, "never try to hide your exquisite body from me. If it were up to me, I would not have you wear any clothing at all. You are just that breath taking." I could see that she was blushing even more than before, but I had meant every word I'd said. I leaned down to kiss her when she kissed me back, she thought she could distract me from seeing her pull the sheets up.
"I just have to show you again how irresistible you are if you're not listening to a word I'm saying," with that I smirked and so round two of 4 started that night.
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