I'm so miserable right now
Sora decided to drag me to school with him. Of course more girls decided to call me cute, I ignored them. The guys there are jerks and always push Sora around, I'll deal with them when I can. I was separated from them and sent to a fourth grade teacher was explaining magic and one guy made a breeze in the classroom and everyone cheered him on. I was sitting in the back not really paying attention and the guy got mad. He challenged me at recess and blew sand in my eyes. The other kids laughed, there not laughing now. I hate them, I hate everyone.
September 20th
Yana's dad is here. He came looking for me. The villagers think he's a family friend. Maybe I should kill him, but then Yana would be mad at me. I'm brushing her hair again, I putting it in one big pony tail. I hope she doesn't hate me. I wonder if her mom's ok. Her dad looks crazy. I hide in the trees when he passes by. I tell Sora to look away. I haven't told him my situation, I don't want to know what he'll say. I sound like a coward, I should just let Yana's dad kill me. Though, strangely I'm reluctant to die.
October 1st
Sora's talking about Halloween. Yana loved Halloween, I said I would be a dragon demon and he said he would be a demon ruler. I took some more of Achnologias sheddings, I'll cover my face if Yanas dad is still looking for me.
October 20th
My costume is almost finished, I found some of Achnologias broken nail pieces. I washed them first then bent them into horns. I look badass with horns, I covered all of my skin with the scales and found some black Rockies for pointed nails. All I need is a red shirt, black pants, and a cape. I'll walk out looking fresh...I don't even know what I'm saying. I have to go steal some money.
October 30th
So, my hair wasn't coveted up properly and the bastard found me. Sora still doesn't know I can use magic so he attempted to protect me. Yanas dad needs to be more considerate to bystanders instead of kicking them in the face. In reaction I burned him, I made sure to use orange flames so he should be fine after a while. I picked up Sora and his candy bag, the nearby villagers just stared with their mouths agape. well now this life is over, might as well leave and save them all the trouble of dying, or getting rid of me. or some of them dying and then the est trying to kill me.
If Sora dies then it will really look like my fault, Yana's dad looked surprised when I beat him down. He will definitely not believe anything I say now. Whatever, I don't need people. I don't need anyone in this goddamn world.
october 31st
Yana's dad was banished, apparently im important. I got scolded for scaring the jerks at school but then the village praised me. But how can I be happy when i know that just as it gets good Sora will die. If he dies ill stop talking to people. I'll stop socializing and become a thief to get new clothes. I have to keep away from humanity, im not one of them any more. I'll fall into the flames, where I belong.
November 10th
I don't think I should go back, I know what's about to happen. Why am I reluctant to go. Sora probably feels like I left because of him. I haven't been back in three months. I'll go next week, I hope sora hasn't died. I don't think I can take anymore.
February 15th
Year X747
Everyone is OK Sora was upset and acting really awkward but otherwise OK. I'm back in school with him, he insisted that I was in his classes, like I said he's acting weird. But I'm cool with it 'cuts that means I can beat up his bullys. They make fun off my hair and unfortunately round face calling me a girl and shit like that. And yeh my eyes are pretty big but I still look good, they be all slanted and menacing and like I look boss so everything is cool. I sound like an idiot... What's happening to me.
February 23rd
So apparently I'm not the only fire mage in town, some kid and his dad wanna train with me. The kid goes to Sora's school, he's one of the bullies. Maybe I can get rid of him in an ''accident''. Yes, I will do that.
March 5th
I haven't been sleeping well, Sora keeps asking about the bags under my eyes. It's just that, I get the feeling as if someone is about to kill me. I have dreams of being murdered, I woke up one night and I couldn't move, I couldn't speak either. I saw Yana's mom coming towards me with a knife, her blue hair cut short and dirty. Before she stabbed me she disappeared and I could move again. I instantly went over to where Achnologia was. He stirred when I sat next to him and looked at me slightly surprised. I never really get close to him, his flames always hurt. They burn in my veins, I hate it.
March 20th
Achnologia is teaching me how to break my fall using flames. He said he'll drop me from a tree and I'll have to basically hover before hitting the ground. That can't be too bad, the trees around here aren't that big. What could happen?
well this one came out kinda crappy...meh
and a heads up for the next chapter.
I. DONT. WANT. ANY. BULLSHIT.
Something happens that some people may not like, might hate even. then there are others who will fawn over this with tears and smiles.
don't flame, im not having any romance in this so don't be a bitch.
please excuse my language.