Quinn's P.O.V
Oh my god, oh my god. Okay. Stay calm Quinn. Just stay calm. I've been repeating the same thing over and over in my head for the last hour. Today I wasn't feeling well at all so I went home early to lie down. I called Santana and she said maybe I'm pregnant. Duh! Why didn't I think of that?! Now I'm waiting on Santana to come home with the pregnancy test.
God I hope I'm pregnant. Santana will be so happy. I'll be happy. I've never really liked being pregnant but the end result means the world to me. I bring a life into this world and I have the perfect person to do it with. What if it's negative. Fuck. Santana will be so disappointed. I'll be disappointed. I think I want this baby more and more everyday. This baby? I don't even know if there is a baby. I just want another baby
With Santana talking about the kids having sex I realized they really are growing up. Soon they'll be in college and it'll just be Santana and I. Though I love the thought of it just being Santana and I again, I do want another baby. I've always wanted a big family and now that I have the perfect person to have it with, I want it even more. And the fact that Santana and I make beautiful children, is just a plus. I remember when we found out about Andrea
~Flashback~
I'm pregnant. I know I am. Last week I was sick. The week before that I was sick. Fuck! The twins are only one and now we're gonna have another baby. I hope Santana isn't mad about this. I mean I want the baby and I hope she does too, I just don't know how it happened. I haven't missed one day of birth control, we use condoms and spermicide. How...just how?
The kids are napping and Santana is already on her way home. I haven't even taken the pregnancy test yet but I know I'm pregnant. I decide to take the test for good measure and it's positive. I knew I was pregnant. Well at least it's not a shock this time. I hear the door open and Santana comes in and kisses me
"Hey babe."
"Hey." I say and she sits next to me on the couch
"Where's my little monsters?" She asks
"Sleeping." I say and she nods. She wraps her arm around my waist, kisses my neck and then lies her head on my shoulder.
"Santana?"
"Hm?"
"We need to talk." I say and she lifts her head
"About you being pregnant?" She says and my eyes widen
"What?! How did you know that?" I say and she chuckles
"Babe, you've been sick the last 2 weeks and I know you tried to hide it from me but you know I'm nosey. I heard you talking on the phone to Britt about it too."
"Why didn't you say anything?"
"I was waiting for you to tell me."
"So you're happy about this?"
"Duh I'm happy about it! I just don't get how it happened. I thought we were gonna wait until the kids were in school?" She says and I nod
"That was the plan. It seems that nothing can stop you from getting me pregnant."
"You swallowing can."
"That's gross." I say and she shrugs
"Kid number three. He'll probably be the last for awhile." She says and nuzzles my neck
"He?"
"Oh yeah. I'm definitely getting another boy."
"Wanna bet?" I say and she chuckles
~End Flashback~
I obviously won that bet and that was the day Santana decided she'd never bet me again. She swears up and down I cheated but like that's possible! I just carry it around, she determined the sex. In winning the bet I got to pick Andrea's name and I liked Andrea the most out of all the names I looked up or saw.
I'm not sure if I'm pregnant though this time. I can't tell like I could the last time. I'm nervous. I'm so nervous I think I may throw up again. I really need Santana I here. I need her with me. Finally I hear the front door open and I rush to Santana and hug her
"Babe, what's wrong?" She asks as she rubs her back. I just realized that I'm actually crying. I hug her neck tight and cry into her.
"Quinn, what happened?" She says concerned but I can't stop crying to answer her. She rubs my back and pulls me impossibly close as my tears start to slow to a stop.
"Q, what's up? What happened to make you cry?" She asks and I slowly pull away and wipe my tears
"Nothing...I'm just...I'm scared. What if I'm not pregnant?" I say and she wipes away the fresh tears that fell from my eyes
"Then we try again. It's okay Quinn." She says and hugs me again.
"Okay." She walks me down the hallway and to the bathroom door then hands me the test. I quickly take it and come back out, leaving it on the sink. She takes my hand and leads me to the living room. Then she sits down and pulls me into her lap. I wrap my arms around her neck and gently kiss her.
"You okay?" She asks as she rubs my back and I nod.
"Just had a mini breakdown. I'm fine."
"Good. Now relax because stressing over this isn't good. We just have to be positive." She says and I nod
"You feel any better?" She asks
"I still have a headache but I don't feel as nauseous." I say and she nods
"You were like the perfect excuse to leave early. I so didn't want to be there today."
"Why not?" I ask
"No reason in particular, I just hate working." She says and I shake my head
"Lazy ass." I say and she shrugs
" You know like if we can't get pregnant, I'm open to adoption."
"Really? You wouldn't want to try a surrogate first?" I ask and she shakes her head
"That's too personal. Like even if it's our kid someone else is carrying, their going to get attached." She says and I nod
"True."
"Is it time to check it?" She asks and I look at the clock.
"One more minute." I say and she nods. She gently rubs my back and lies back on the couch. I lie my head on her shoulder and she holds me closer.
"It's time." She says and I nod and stand. She takes my hand and gets up and we walk to the bathroom. We go in and she picks it up.
"I finally get my other son." She says with a smile and I snatch the test from her hand and look at it
"What? I'm..."
"We're pregnant." She says and I hug her tightly bouncing up and down excitedly. She laughs and hugs me back
"We're having a baby!" I say and she nods
"You need to make a doctors appointment." She says
" You were all upset for nothing. My little man is just fine."
"Why do you always assume the sex of the baby?" I ask
"Because I tried for him. It's going to be a him." She says and I shake my head
"Wanna bet?" I say with a smirk
"Hell no. You cheat." She says and walks out the bathroom. I laugh and follow
"How can I possibly cheat Santana?" I say as I follow her to the living room. She lays on the couch and says
"Because it's in your body. You manipulate it into being the opposite of what I say."
"That is just ridiculous." I say and she shrugs and pulls me down on top of her.
"Whatever it is, I'll be glad to have it." She says and I nod and kiss her. She sucks my lip and bite hers as she puts a hand on my ass. I tug her lip as I pull away and she moans
"We really can't have sex right now." I say
"Why not?"
"Because I -" I quickly get up and run to the bathroom, putting my head in the toilet and emptying the contents of my stomach. I feel Santana rub my back and pull my hair as I finish.
"I got my answer. Gross." I stand and rinse my mouth out at the sink.
"That's something I never missed about being pregnant."
"Throwing up? You and me both. That's like seriously nasty." She says and I roll my eyes at her then
"Hey!" I say as she picks me up bridal style.
"What? I'm carrying you to bed. Be appreciative." She says as she walks to the bedroom. She lies me down on the bed and lies with me and rubs my stomach.
"We're gonna be mommies all over again." She says and I nod
"Did you ever call your mother back?" I ask
"No. I forgot to." She says with a shrug
"You need to call her back."
"I'm sure it's nothing important. All she'll want to do is talk about the kids. Then she'll start talking about Steve and I'll hang up on her." She says and I sigh
"Santana, you have to forgive her one day."
"No, I don't. I understand that dad's schedule didn't give him that much spare time but you don't go out and have a fucking affair. You sit and talk about it and if you can't fix it then you get a divorce."
"And you would have been less mad if they would have just divorced?" I ask
"Yep. I'm old enough to understand that marriage is hard, or at least it can be. If they would have just divorced and said it just wasn't working, I'd have been okay with that."
"Well maybe she did go about it the wrong way but you shouldn't hold it against her. Imagine it was you. You had an affair and we divorced -"
"Don't say shit like that."
"It's a hypothetical Santana." I say and she sighs
"Fine whatever."
"Okay so you cheated and we divorced. How would feel if...Tony just hated you? Didn't want anything to do with you and couldn't hold a conversation with you for more then 10 minutes before making up an excuse to stop talking to you?"
"I wouldn't feel anything because that will never happen. I would never cheat on you." She says and I sigh
"Put yourself in her shoes Santana."
"No. I don't care okay? What she did was wrong and she pretends like it's not! She wants me to be apart of her new life. With her new husband and her new kids and I don't give a fuck! I don't want to." She says frustratedly. I move closer to her and kiss her cheek.
"Look, I know you don't like her new husband or his kids but you should still try to fix things with her. No matter what she is your mother Santana."
"I know that."
"And it's been years." I say and she sighs
"Fine. I'll...try harder...to get over what she did."
"And you will call her."
"That didn't sound like a question."
"That's because it wasn't." I say and she rolls her eyes
Somehow we eventually fell asleep and by the time we woke back up the kids were home. They did their homework and chores and then we called them all into the living room
"This crap again?" Tony says as he sits in the recliner
"Stop being a butt head." Alex says and throws a pillow at him
"Will you guys shut up? I wanna know what they're gonna say." Drea says and then looks at Santana and I
"Okay so...Quinn may be pregnant. We still have to go to the doctor and confirm it though." Santana says
"Cool." Tony says and cuts the TV on then Drea comes to hug me
"Congratulations mama." She says and I kiss her head
"Thank you."
"But you just said maybe. So mama might not be pregnant?"
"Yeah but we think we are. She is. We're going to go to the doctor to be sure." Santana says
"Okay." Alex says with a nod and goes back to her room. Drea goes to sit on the floor and finish reading her book.
"I'm kind of tired. Do you think you could cook dinner?" I say to Santana
"Who wants take out?" She says and the kids turn around
"Pizza."
"Chinese." Tony and Drea say at the same time
"What do you want babe?" Santana asks me
"I think I'm in the mood for Chinese."
"Alex!" Santana yells and Alex comes back in the room
"Pizza or Chinese for dinner tonight?" She says and Alex thinks for a moment
"Chinese." She says and Santana nods
" 3 to 2. We lose Tony." He rolls his eyes and goes back to watching TV. I shake my head and get up to go lie down in bed.
Santana's P.O.V
I go order the food then lay down on the couch. Quinn is right. When isn't she right? I have to give my mom another chance. Yeah she fucked up but we all do at times. Sure we don't get along very well but she never gave up on me. I shouldn't do that to her. After years I should be over this. Honestly I am, it's just easier to be mad then accept the fact that she is sorry for what she's done and trying to fix our relationship. I'm going to call her. I'm too old to hold grudges like this and it seems kind of childish. I grab my phone out of my pocket and call her.
"Hello?" She answers
"Hey mom."
"Hi Santana. I was just about to call you." She says but something is funny about her voice and it sends a chill up my spine
"Yeah, sorry I didn't call you back when you called...last month."
"It's fine Santana. I have something to tell you." Oh god I knew it was something
"What is it?"
"You did know your father was on vacation in Florida this week?"
"Yeah that's why I haven't called him. Is he okay?"
"...He collapsed in his hotel lobby at around 2 o clock today. He suffered a massive heart attack." She says and I shoot up from the couch
"What?! Is he okay? How long is he going to be in the hospital?"
"Santana...he didn't make it sweetheart." She says an I drop the phone. My blood runs cold and I think I'm going to throw up.
A/N: There you have it. The spark that starts the flame. Hope it wasn't a disappointment and you guys expected something else. Let me know what you thought.