(A/N; sorry the last chapter was kinda short. And this one is too... but yea. I hope you like it!
And read what I wrote at the bottom please!!
Fading Moments - Ch. 4 –
But I didn't think I could bear the thought of having him around when he didn't want me.
2 hours later I was still at Jacobs place, trying to convince them not to find the Cullen's. I still loved him. With all my heart, but that was why I didn't want him to have to put up with me. HE was the one that left. And there was no way I was going to stop him from doing what he wanted to do. I refused.
"I am GOING to have this baby" I said. I was past asking them not to tell him. I was demanding they don't tell him. "And you are NOT going to tell him, is that clear?"
They all stared at me in shock. Suddenly they all burst out laughing. They found it funny, funny?! 'Oh I'll show them funny...' I thought to myself.
"You think it's FUNNY?!" I practically screamed. They all stopped laughing to stare at me. "Fine then, tell them, but don't complain to me when they do come back. You were the ones that were thrilled that there would be no more vampires in Forks. And if Edward finds out, and by link the Volturi. Then you'll be in for a lot more trouble than you bargained for."
"Oh" Jacob whispered. "You have a good point Bella, but we still have to talk to Carlisle. This baby is still half vampire, we have no idea what to expect." I nearly started crying all over again, he looked so hurt. I reached out to try and comfort him, but he drew back.
"I'll be fine. If anything happens, we can call Carlisle then" I mumbled, turning on my heel and exiting the room.
As soon as I was back home, I ran to my room and buried my head in my pillow. I wanted to cry, but for some reason I couldn't. It was frustrating. I immediately decided that I couldn't stay here, in my room. I felt like I would suffocate if I did. I calmly walked back downstairs to see a bewildered Charlie staring at me "what's wrong?" he asked.
'Oh well' I thought, I'm going to have to tell him sometime... I put a bright cheery smile on my face and said "nothings wrong dad, I'm pregnant is all, I'm going to Seattle for a few days, bye!" and I ran out the door. The look on his face was priceless. Driving to Seattle I was wondering at myself how I could find it funny. i was thinking about what Charlie might be doing now.. then it hit me, he was probably already on the phone... telling my mother. With that thought, the car swerved off the road, and was headed straight for a tree, I tried to swerve, but that only made it worse. The car jerked hard to the right, and my head hit the dashboard, everything started to get a little hazy, then I felt a pair of cold, hard arms around me, lifting me out of the car...
(A/N; HI!!! I am REALLY REALLYREALLY sorry that I haven't posted a new chapter in a while. I have been pretty busy. And other stuff. So yea... BUT I have this chapter out, and I have two ideas for the next chapter/s... OK... the first one is that Edward (the one who lifted her from the car) puts her on the ground a few feet from the car wreck, calls an ambulance, and dosen't come back for a few more years (he dosen't know she's pregnant, only that alice had a vision of her crashing the car)... OR... that alice has a vision of her giving birth, and he comes back for good. With this second idea, I can either end it in another chapter or two, OR can write how the child grows upetc. SO tell me what you think!! And I can start writing as SOON as you tell me what you want to happen. Its gonna be like a vote thingso if you like one idea more than the other, reviewing will help me decide faster, and hopefully decide on what you all want to read. I AM SOOOO SORRY this has been a REALLY long authors note... so I'm gonna end it here... THANKYOU!! PLZ R&R!!!)