Chapter 4

She woke up Gale who was sleeping next to her, he rubbed his eye's and smiled.

"What did we do yesterday?" She couldn't remember what was real and what wasn't.

"We went hunting and you gave me a blowjob by the tree."

She ran out of the house in her skimpy pajamas and ran to the bakery. She walked into the bakery and she didn't see Peeta she check the back room and ran up the stairs to the little apartment above. He was sleeping on the bed curled up in a ball. She laid behind him and wrap her arms around him. She fell asleep smelling that smell she loved most cinnamon and dill. She woke up from the touch of Peeta tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.

"Hey beautiful."

They were laid facing each other

"What are you doing here?" Peeta question

"I had a nightmare."

He moved in closer to Katniss to comfort her.

"What happened?"

She didn't say anything she just snuggled up in to his chest.

She closed her eyes tight, and put a kiss on his neck and he let go of her.

"Katniss it still isn't safe for you to be around me."

"You think I don't know that?" She huffed.

Katniss sat up.

"Im still mad at you."

Peeta gave her a look.

"How could you cheat on me?" She frowned

"Katniss I'm so sorry!"

"Why? Why would you do it?"

"Katniss.. " he dropped his head in shame

"Katapiller.."

He started to say before she jumped in.

"Please, I want to know why you cheated on me."

"Im sorry." He claimed

"Peeta please.."

His eyes looked watery he couldn't bare to look her in the eye.

"I missed you. I missed the way you felt, the way you kissed my neck. Your soft olive skin against mine. I wanted to feel that again. I wanted to feel the love again."

"And did you feel that with Delly?" Katniss murmured

"No." He looked her in the eye and repeated himself.

"No. Katniss I felt nothing I felt empty and guilty. Then you walked in and the look on your face killed me. That's why I ran after you. I love you and I never wanted to hurt you." She got up from the bed and looked out the window, crossing her arms trying to let what he said absorb into her.

"Katniss I love you."

"Peeta how do I know that if we ever get in a fight again that you won't go and hook up with another girl?"

He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her neck, she pushed him away and shook her head. He frowned and tried to kiss her again. She pushed him back, He started to have a melt down. He collapsed to the ground and seized on the floor she put his head on her lap and he back arched as if he was in pain. He started to scream mutt at her and then he finally calmed back down.

"You tried to kill me real or not real?" he said staring blankly at the wall.

"Not real." She leaned over and kissed his forehead.

She helped him back up and he laid back in the bed.

"Katniss stay with me tonight." He begged.

"Okay, but I need to go home and get some things."

Peeta gave Katniss a questioning look.

"Why?"

She didn't want to tell Peeta that Gale was at the house because then he'll start to question her and ask if they did anything. She knows that she cheated on Peeta with Gale and if Peeta found out he would have another major meltdown. So she stood there dumbfound thinking of something to say.

"I wanted to take a shower because I'm dirty."

He smiled and bite his lip trying not to laugh at her.

"You could just take one here." He pointed towards the bathroom.

She walked into the bathroom and saw he had remodeled it, instead of his old tin bathtub he put in a marble tub and a glass shower. The wood creaked under her feet she stripped down and started the shower. She waited till the water got just right before going in. She took out her braid and let the warm water run over her exhausted body. She grabbed the soap bar and washed herself, then she felt Peetas hand slide up her soapy back. She turned around and he hugged her, his friend brushing against her lower back. She pushed him back a little.

"Come on Katniss you have to forgive me." Peeta cried out.

"I will forgive you just not right now."

"Katniss please." He pulled her back in

She felt completely turned on so she pushed her hips into him more and kiss his lips. They walked backwards under the shower head and let the water drip off of them. He put his hands on her breast and slide his tounge in her mouth. They wiggled them together and he slide another hand to her clit. She was moaning and bucking her hips on him, she breathed in to his neck "Fuck me Peeta." Peeta picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his hips. He held her against the glass, He thrusted into her and she cried out. She wrapped her fingers in his blonde locks, his cock sliding in and out of her made her legs numb. He turned around so he was against the wall he slide down and cradled her in his lap. She bounced on top of him, she then laid back and he climbed on top of her and he thrusted. The water dripping off his jaw, his perfect jaw, the way he looked at her with so much love. "I love you." She choked out. "I love you too." He moaned. She reached her climax and came all over his cock, he moaned louder "You feel so good." He then reached his climax and pulled out, he cummed on the shower floor and laid down next to her. They let the water from the shower splash over them for a while before getting out. They laid down on the bed and cuddled up next to each other. The door swung out and Gale came crashing in.

"Katniss?" Gale shook his head.

She sat up "Gale it's not what it looks like."

"What's going on?" Peeta said suspiciously.

"Would you like to tell him or shall I?" Gale smirked.

"Gale stop!" Peeta looked at her with sad eyes. "No, tell me."

"I..I..I um." Gale jumped in "She hooked up with me."

She looked at Peeta and he was mad "So, you let me hate myself when you were doing the same thing behind me back. Gale laughed and walked out the door, so Peeta stood up and slid on his boxers. "Stop Peeta. We were so happy in there a second ago please don't let that go." He roughly threw one of his shirts at her to put on.

Its been a week since Peeta found out, he won't talk to her look at her or touch her. She helps him out around the bakery by cleaning, and taking out the garbage. She tries so hard to get his forgiveness but he just needs time. She sat down across from him at one of the bakery tables and blurted out "Peeta… I think we should get away from here. Do you remember the beach that we saw in district four?" he stayed silent but looked her in the eye. "Well I think we should spend time together and work this out…. We both were wrong, we both cheated." He just nodded his head and got up from the table and she followed. "So will you do it?" she asked.

He finally spoke to her "Yes." He turned his head to say and then walked up the stairs. She followed moments later when she got to the bedroom he was already packing. She walked to the cloths cabinets and pulled out a shirt . She stripped off her shirt dirty shirt and caught Peeta staring, she put on the new shirt and smiled at him. He just looked down and continued packing. She slowly dropped her smile and got out a bag to pack her cloths in.

The woke up and waited for the train Peeta grabbed her bags because it was to heavy. Haymitch and Effie are coming just in case something goes wrong. After an hour of waiting the electric train came.

When they got to District Four they went to one of the hotel condo's that Katniss and Peeta stayed in one night on the victory tour. They didn't talk at first "Do you want to go down to the beach?" Peeta asked. She nodded and the walked out of the hotel room he grabbed her hand and as the got in the elevator. When they got down to the beach they took off their shoes and put their feet in the sand. Peeta sighed in enjoyment because the sand felt as if it was massaging his feet. She sat down in the sand and wiggled her toes and so did Peeta. She put her head against his shoulder and they watch the bright yellow sun slowly go down. She got in between his legs and rested her back against his chest, he kissed the top of her head and they intertwined their fingers together. The sky turned a pretty pink and purple. The sounds of the ocean waves crashing soothed both of them.

"I wish we could just stay like this forever. I wish we could be this happy all the time." Peeta said.

"I'm only happy when I'm with you." He let out a tear that fell in her hair.

"I love you Peeta."

"I love you Katniss."

They walked back to their room hand in hand. When they got to the room they laid down and cuddled up next to each other.

The next morning they walked back down to the beach Peeta stripped down to his boxers and katniss stripped down to her panties and bra. He took her hand and the walked into the walked the waves were rough, so he picked her up and carried her out to the calmer part of the water. He held her close, his fingers lingered all over her body under the salty water

As they got to shore it was starting to get dark out, and when they got to their cloths Peeta reach in his pocket pants and got something out.

"Katniss.." he paused.

"Yes."

"All I want is you.. all I need is you. Katniss will you marry me." He pulled out the pearl that was on a wedding band.

She smiled "Yes." She nodded

He slid the ring on her finger got up from his knee and kissed her. She jumped on him and knocked him to the ground, they continued to kiss. The sky went pitch black and Peeta rolled on top of her, he put his fingers in the waist band of her underwear and slid them off her soft legs. He put soft kisses up her leg and then near her sex. She got butterflies in her stomach, she was craving his touch. His hot breath so close to her sex.. He was teasing her trying to make her beg for his tongue. "Peeta." She moaned out. He stopped. "Yes Katniss." He smirked in between her leg. "Please Peeta." Her nails clawed the sand. "Please what." He said in a seductive tone. "Please." She moaned. He didn't he just leaned up and kissed her on the lips. "Not here Katapillar. She huffed and put back on her underwear. She grabbed her shoes and walk further up away from Peeta, she was mad that he wouldn't give her pleasure, she was mad that he lead her on like that. Peeta just smirked and shook his head behind her. When she got in the elevator she tried to hit the button so the door would close fast but Peeta slide in. He cornered her in the elevator and wrapped his arms around her.

"Katniss you get so pissed so easily." He whispered in her ear.

The elevator door's opened "For good reasons." She ran out of the elevator.

Peeta ran after her and got ahead of her she got side to side by him and tripped him but he grabbed her and took her down with him. They rolled on the floor till Peeta was on top, he held himself up on top of her and kissed her forehead.

"Oh joy you guys are back." Haymitch said sitting at the dining room table.

Peeta and Katniss both laughed, Peeta got off of her and stood up. He helped Katniss up and she noticed she was in her underwear so she hid behind Peeta and they walked to their bedroom. They got in the shower and washed off, they cuddled up. When Peeta woke up the next morning and Katniss was gone and the pearl ring was on her pillow. He walked out to the dining room where Effie and Haymitch were sitting, with the pearl ring clenched in his hand.

"Where's Katniss?"

"She left this morning to go visit her mom." Haymitch said.