Okay, some follows but no reviews? What's up with that? I actually came up with a plot that hasn't been done a thousand times and it's basically ignored? I'm quite displeased. Oh well, he's a new POV for you. I warned you Kaiba would be a jerk in this story, and I decide to display his asshole glory in this mostly filler chapter. Reviews, please! I want some feedback!
I really wish I knew why I treated my lover the way I do. But what can I say? I'm a control freak. My step-father instilled that need in me from the minute he adopted me until the moment I pushed him out of that window. To be powerful one must be in control, and I truly understand that. And I will not fall for a weakness such as love. I will not let him control me in that way; thus, I must control him. He needs to understand who holds the power, and that it will never be him. I may go a bit overboard, and some people might call me crazy, but I will not let Joey Wheeler ruin me. Yet, strangely, I do not wish for him to leave. I have an insane urge to possess him in every way, to have complete and utter control over him. He is mine, and I'll be damned if I lose him.
Last night things may have gotten out of hand, but when he hugged me and all I smelt was some cologne Yami had bought him for his birthday, I saw pure red. I know Yami wants to take him away from me, to possess him for himself. Joey is a fool if he cannot see it. And what is worse is that Yami may actually succeed. Joey has always fought me tooth and nail, and I know deep down I cannot truly control him. He is like an animal, he needs room to room. He does not want to answer to a master; he wants to do things his way. He always yields the upper hand to me, though. I think he knows it is useless to fight, but he does it anyway. If I am to keep him, I must get him away from Yami. Away from his 'friends'. He does not know I plan on moving us to America very soon. My company is flourishing there, as there is an abundance of undeserving yet expectant kids and teenagers that crave the technology I provide, and waste money they haven't earned in my theme parks. People are so shallow it's pathetic.
Joey isn't like that. He is not motivated by money or status, he is purely motivated by his heart. A heart that bleeds for others, yet always neglects himself. He is selfless in the worst way, making it almost too easy to take advantage of him. That's what attracted me to him, though. He is so completely opposite of me. He is so giving, and I am selfish. He is so warm, and I'm as cold as ice. He wear his heart on his sleeve, and I wonder if I have a heart at all. It seems somewhere along the way Mokuba has even lost his importance as my company grows. And physically we are polar opposites; both attractive, but in completely different ways. He is the sunny California dream, and I am an opulent New York fantasy. He fascinates me, for I can simply not understand how he works. I am so used to shutting off my emotions that I cannot comprehend someone who bases everything he does off of them.
I am in my office now, which is hardly surprising. Joey got a detention, which is even less surprising. I am fully aware of the severity of his ADHD, and could easily pay to have it treated, but if won't ask, I refuse to offer. Anyway, his condition often causes him problems at school. In truth, he really isn't stupid. He may not be the brightest bulb in the shed, but he's far from the dimmest. I do believe his friend Tristan deserves that honor. Tea may be book smart, but in every other way she is running a close second. If I hear one more friendship speech I may break a cardinal rule and beat a woman, if she even qualifies as one in the first place. Then there's Yugi, all wide eyed and 'innocent', but in my eyes the leather pants and collar scream otherwise. Can't forget Duke, either, who thinks because he created a rip-off of Duel Monsters that he's hot shit. There's the Egyptian slut and his twin-brother-spirit-whatthefuckever, and the British kid and his twin-brother-spirit-whatthefuckever. The former two don't seem to know the concept of getting a room and the latter may look alike but it's clear that the latter mentioned is quite insane. And these are his 'friends'. Completely and utter pathetic, if you ask me: a group of utter fuck-ups, and Yami is there reverent leader. They all, Joey included, look to him for wisdom and guidance. It really pisses me off because Joey used to always come to me for advice and guidance. Now he just looks at me as though to speak, frowns, and stops himself.
Yes, I'm fully aware I'm pushing him away in my attempts to keep him, but I know he'll never have the guts to leave me. He loves me. See, I told you it made you weak. I can treat him as I like and he'll always come back – truly like a dog coming back to his master regardless of what the master does. God, Joey, you are so pathetic. Why must I keep him around? He is so far beneath me it is truly laughable we are together. I am superior to him in every way. Why he thinks us being in a relationship makes him equal to me is beyond my comprehension, but as I said earlier, he isn't the brightest bulb in the shed. Last night, though, I saw something in his eyes I have never witnessed before: pure disgust. It was the look on his face as I took him last night after our fight. I'm not sure who it was directed to, but I saw it all the same. What if he does decide he's had enough and walks away? I cannot and will not allow that to happen. I'm Seto mother-fucking, and I always get what I want, and Joey Wheeler of all people needs to remember that.