Four - Out there [I can't breathe]
I woke up shaking, I longed to tell someone what had happened. I searched for my cell phone, flipped it open and read a text from Promyss, Are you okay? I exed out of the text and dialed her number. Of crouse she wasn't home, she was with one of our friends, Ala...also being Promyss's brother Rilee's girlfriend. I flipped through a phone book to find Ala's number. Why wasn't Promyss's cell phone on? I wondered.
Ala - Hello, Jumper residence!
Aulea - 'Morning, Ala, is Promyss up?
Ala - Yep, here she is.
Promyss - Hello?
Aulea - I should have listened to you, Promyss, you're always right god damn it. I should have been with you and Ala!
Promyss - What's going on, hon? Are you alright?
Aulea - Define "alright" I'm freaking out man, when are you coming home?
Promyss - Later, can't you tell me what's happening now?
Aulea - No, I can't, I'm sorry! When are you coming home?
Promyss - You really expect me to wait all day?
Aulea - Yeah, please?
Promyss - Aulea, did something happen at Collynn's?
Aulea - Yes! That's where I fucked up, BADLY!
Promyss - What the fuck happened? Just tell me! Ala says you should just come out and tell me!
Aulea - I know, Promyss, but I can't. I can't tell you over the phone. I'm sorry, I have to tell you in person, please understand!
Promyss - You have no idea what's going through my head! Are you okay?
Aulea - No!
Promyss - What? What's happening, Aulea, just tell me. Did someone do something to you?
Aulea - I can't...
Promyss - Can't what? Aulea? Hello?
Aulea - I can't breathe! I can't fucking breathe!
Promyss - Go on msn, okay?
Aulea - I'm so sorry.
-click-
My cell phone slipped out of my hand and fell to the floor. I stood there in complete shock. How was I going to explain this to my best friend? I opened my laptop and signed onto messanger. I started shaking uncontrolably, then my fingers went ice cold, I felt so scared, what would she do?
Later on
Promyss is a stressed induced baby, I swear by it to this day. She took my bit of information lightly from what I could tell, but I really think she wanted to kill the fucker. Promyss got a ride home and brought Ala with her. She figured Ala would be a good support system because she went through the same thing... twice. I really didn't want anyone knowing until further notice but I made an exception for Ala. Promyss insisted on telling her parents, I beggged her not too until I told my mom first. It ate at me, I couldn't possibly tell her until I was fully ready so Promyss and Ala kept it to themselves until I said otherwise.