Hey guys, thank you for coming on this journey with me. I have really enjoyed writing this story; yes it is distracting me from my main story but I have come to the decision that I am not going to stress over it any longer. I just hope you will continue to be patient with me on all of my stories. Much love RSD xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

"Now Mal" the Fairy Godmother said now I was settled in my bed. Evie had just left moments ago to return back to class; part of me didn't want her to give them notes to Ben. But after hearing what the Fairy Godmother said about me having an emotion imbalance maybe Ben would be able to help me through it; I was glad that the Fairy Godmother was here to help me through this and understand what I was going through.

"We need to talk" she added as she sat on the edge of my bed.

"Why?" I asked.

"We need to understand why you are feeling the way you are" she advised.

"Then we can try to calm you down" she concluded.

"So if I calm down it will all-" I started but another sharp pain started suddenly in my stomach which made me cry out in pain and snap my eyes shut.

"Yes" I heard the Fairy Godmother say and I heard a noise that told me that she was now rummaging around a bag.

"Take these" she instructed as she handed me some tablets, I slowly sat up and picked up a drink that was off this morning and quickly took the tablets. They made me retch but I quickly pushed this away; I was sick of vomiting (if you pardon the pun) and it was getting very old very quickly.

"How long have you been feeling like this?" the Fairy Godmother asked as she took my drink off me and placed it back down on the side.

"Erm" I started as I slowly lay back down.

"Well it has been going on for a little while but I thought it was nothing" I admitted.

"Mal I am sure you already know-" the Fairy Godmother started.

"That due to you being part fairy; illness isn't always straight forward" she advised sincerely.

"No it isn't" I agreed.

"You said I have an emotion imbalance" I prompted.

"How do you know?" I asked quickly as I started to panic.

"It might be something else" I urged.

"It's not" the Fairy Godmother said as she picked up my left hand and took it into hers.

"Believe me" she pressed.

"I know" she added.

"This happens to me" she confessed.

"To Jane" she went on to say.

"To all the other fairies in this kingdom" she finished.

"Really?" I asked incredulously.

"It didn't on the Isle" I stressed as I groaned loudly in pain as I rolled onto my left hand side.

"Well-" she started.

"Sorry for putting this bluntly" she added.

"But due to you being on the Isle you are only used to certain emotions and feelings" she continued.

"Like anger, pain, disgust, jealousy-" she stated.

"I get the picture" I said cutting her off.

"So that's why I get overwhelmed by things very easily?" I rationalised.

"Yeah" she confirmed.

"It's a fairy trait" she answered.

"However you are on overdrive because you are still very new to all of this" she added.

"Oh" I grunted.

"Explain everything to me" she asked as I wrapped my arm around my stomach as I could feel the pain start to build up again.

"Since I've been here I feel sensitive to everything" I whined as my head started to throb.

"Love" I said and I started to feel my stomach bubble as the pain started to subside a little bit.

"Happiness" I added but I quickly retched and suddenly felt vomit come to my throat. I quickly saw the Fairy Godmother quickly move and the next thing I knew there was a vomit bowl in front of me and I started to vomit slowly into the bowl.

"I noticed that the more overwhlemed I got-" I started before I vomited again.

"The more my symptoms would flare up" I advised as my voice croaked.

"However-" I started.

"However?" the Fairy Godmother probed.

"I'm worried to say the next bit" I said sadly.

"Right" she said sadly as she took my left hand again and gently squeezed it. I wasn't lying I was scared to say the next bit; I didn't want the Fairy Godmother to think any less of me. I was supressing the urge to still go and get Audrey back and when I started to think about this my headache came back and I screamed out in pain.

"Mal you need to tell me" the Fairy Godmother stated which made me slowly open my eyes again. I noted that her eyes widened slightly which told me that my eyes were glowing again.

"I don't want you to think less of me" I admitted sadly as I looked down as the pain in my stomach started to come back.

"I won't think that" she countered. I knew it was coming but I didn't want it to. The pain in my stomach increased suddenly and in reaction to this my body convulsed and I quickly vomited again into the bowl in front of me. I waited a couple of minutes before the pain subsided before I brought my knees to my chest hoping that this position would provide me some comfort.

"Mal you need to calm down" the Fairy Godmother stressed.

"You're panicking and it is making things worse" she advised.

"Sorry" I apologised as I started to cry.

"Listen to me" she urged.

"You have nothing to be sorry for" she added.

"I am here for you" she added sincerely.

"I will help you through this" she said calmly.

"We all will" she finished.

"Thank you" I croaked.

"Now carry on" she prompted.

"Talking about it will help" she advised. I pulled one brow up in confusion; did I really want to open myself up to the Fairy Godmother? Yes I knew that she was here to help me but it still felt strange to talk about my feelings; even to Ben. I made a mental note to try and get better about doing this as I thought it might help me in the long run.

"Do you know about yesterday?" I asked nervoulsy as I started to hope that I didn't need to go too much into it.

"You and His Majesty argued" she stated which made me pull one brow up in confusion.

"Jane told me" she admitted.

"Did she tell you about-" she started but the pain suddenly increased however this time it was different. Instead of the sharp stabbing pain that I was used it I felt a sudden tearing pain; it felt as if I was about to be ripped in two. You need to calm down I told myself if you don't it is only going to get worse!

"UUUUUURRRRRGGGGHHHHH!" I cried out.

"Mal calm down!" the Fairy Godmother begged.

"Come on" she said smoothly as she stroked my hand.

"Tell me about it" she advised.

"UUUUUUUUURRRRRRGGGGGHHHH!" I roared again.

"Audrey!" I shouted.

"GRRRRRRRRRRR!" I growled loudly as I tried to contend with the pain.

"UUUUUUURRRGGGGHHH!" I said and I quickly rolled onto my back and I felt my body tense up as my body started to contort in pain.

"I think we are getting to the root of this" she replied.

"What about Audrey?" she asked calmly.

"She told Ben things-" I started but cried out as my body continued to tense up.

"Like?" I heard the Fairy Godmother prompt.

"To dump MMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" I screamed as I writhed in pain.

"That I'm not right for him" I spat as my breathing started to quicken.

"UUUUUUUUURRRRRGGGGHHHHH!" I screamed.

"AUDREY!" I shouted out in pain.

"UUUUUUURRRRGGGGHHH!" I cried out again.

"Thinks Ben should be with her" I spat sadly. I didn't want to lose Ben, and I most definitely didn't want him to go back to Audrey. Yes I knew that if he wanted to I could never stop him but it would completely destroy me if he did.

"Well what does Ben think?" I heard the Fairy Godmother ask which made me snap my head in her direction to look at her.

"He doesn't think that" I stated as I felt the pain start to subside as I started to concentrate on Ben.

"He loves me" I said and I couldn't help but smile at that fact.

"He wants to be with me" I said and I felt my body go limp as the pain continued to lessen on my body.

"You sorted things out with him?" she asked.

"Yes" I said as I weakly nodded.

"But every time I think about-" I started and I felt the pain start to build up again.

"Her!" I shouted as my stomach contracted.

"I get hit with a wave of anger" I confessed as my stomach started to burn.

"Mal try and calm down" the Fairy Godmother stated sternly as I started to writhe in pain again.

"I know what is wrong" she advised.

"You do!" I screamed as my body started to tense up again as the pain started to increase.

"Urgh!" I grunted.

"Yes" she confirmed.

"You were already overwhelmed about your feelings and emotions but what happened yesterday was just too much" she explained.

"You are concentrating on your anger towards-" she said but stopped herself.

"You-know-who" she finished as she pursed her lips together.

"I can't let it go" I stated.

"I need to talk to her" I spat as I started to grimace.

"You can't talk to Audrey like this" she countered.

"Leave Audrey to me" she advised.

"No!" I shouted as my body tensed.

"Yes!" the Fairy Godmother shouted back. I got a shock that she did this; I had never heard the Fairy Godmother raise her voice. She was always so calm and collected - maybe I should listen to her!

"Mal this isn't good for you" she stressed and I noted that the pain started to subside.

"Audrey is going to think I've went running to you" I whined as I rolled back onto my left side.

"She won't" she disagreed.

"Mal I think you forget; even without Jane telling me I find things out" she advised.

"I was aware of your argument with His Majesty" she admitted.

"And Audrey's involvement" she added.

"Why did you make me say it?" I asked incredulously.

"You needed to talk about it" she stated with her trademark smile.

"To help you" she added.

"Do you feel better?" she asked.

"Slightly" I admitted as I noticed that the bubbling in my stomach was also subsiding.

"See" she said with a large grin.

"Now all we need is-" she started but stopped suddenly.

"Oh" she said as her eyes widened.

"Just on time" she added happily.

"What do you-" I asked but then I heard a very familiar voice talking to themselves as they walked towards my dorm.

"Oh" I said as my eyes widened before we both heard a knock on my dorm door.