A bit in a hurry, so no long author note!

Warning: Contains swearing (due to the orginial song having some)

Song : I'm gonna show you crazy - Bebe Rexha

There's a war inside my head
Sometimes I wish that I was dead, I'm broken
So I call this therapist
And he said, "Boy, you can't be fixed just take this."

Sora was used to have so many people inside his heart. Inside his head. He was used to sometimes feel things that weren't his feelings.
Anger. Melancholy. Regret. Disdain. He'd sometimes felt all four at the same time, making him feel crazy.
But lately, there was this new feeling. He couldn't really put a word on it. But he had to fight it so hard, so hard…
Even Master Yen Sid couldn't help. No one could. No one understood.

I'm tired of trying to be normal
I'm always over-thinking
I'm driving myself crazy
So what if I'm fucking crazy?

It woke him up at night. It stirred inside him, especially when he was close to too much Light. A desire to destroy. Not even anger or hate. No, the will to destroy, for sheer pleasure. The more he fought it, the stronger it would be the next time.

And I don't need your quick fix
I don't want your prescriptions
Just 'cause you say I'm crazy
So what if I'm fucking crazy?
Yeah, I'm gonna show you

When people wanted to help, it pissed him more and more. He was becoming bitter. Aggressive. Taking his distances from them. He knew what they said. "Light is turning him crazy."
Crazy… Yes, he was turning crazy. But what if? What was wrong with that? They had no idea. They had no idea what crazy felt like, and he would show them.

Loco, maniac, sick bitch, psychopath,
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
I'm gonna show you,
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
Mental out my brain, bat shit, go insane,
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
I'm gonna show you
Yeah, I'm gonna show you

Sora lost the control, once. He was thirsty, like a beast would be, craving for Light. He tried to hurt his loved ones. It took all of his will, and the ones of the four others in his heart to stop him - four ? Three, actually. One of them simply enjoyed the show.

I've been searching city streets
Trying to find the missing piece like you said
And I searched hard only to find,
There's not a single thing that's wrong with my mind

After this… incident, Sora tried all he could to stop it. To get fixed. To protect them.
But what if there wasn't anything wrong? What if that was just how things were meant to be? There had to be a balance in this world, right? So after fighting for Light for so long… Wouldn't it be balanced to try a bit of Darkness?

Yeah, I'm tired of tryna be normal
I'm always over-thinking
Driving myself crazy
So what if I'm fucking crazy?

That was his victory. Sora, guardian of Light, finally got tired of fighting back his dark, Dark thoughts. The voices in his head stopped complaining. The fourth voice even cheered.
When he woke up that morning, things had changed. Golden eyes. Silver hair.
He smiled at his reflection. He was free.

And I don't need your quick fix
I don't want your prescriptions
Just 'cause you say I'm crazy
So what if I'm fucking crazy?

Why would they try to help him? He didn't need any help. All he cared for was Light. Destroying the world. He didn't need to think. To talk. He was wild. He was free.
And yeah, he was crazy. And that felt fucking good.

I'm gonna show you
He would show them what crazy was.

This song is inspired by Chachacharlieco's SoraNort, although he doesn't follow the same story line (was plannng to, but the story went another way). If you are interested in a Sora being norted, I really recommend you'd go and check her tumblr. She also has other workds including that beautiful BBS animation, it's definitely worth a look!

Our next stop will be Without You - Three Days Grace