Title: Be Your Everything
Rating: T with potential for M (Will warn if it gets to that)
Disclaimer: I don't own anything in relation to Pretty Little Liars or in relation to any pop culture references that are made in this chapter.
Summary: It's been eight years since their high school graduation, and in eight years a lot has changed. A wedding brings everyone back together, but just how much have these changes affected everyone's lives? Sequel to Better With You. A Spemily focused story with mentions of Aria, Hanna, and Alison friendships.
A/N – New update alert! First and foremost though, thank you all so much for the follows and favourites, and most of all, the kind words from your reviews. They seriously are my favourite thing to read.
Chiruri chikorate – It definitely was a crappy thing to do. But each of them will get their happy ending.
Dahliadaria – I'll definitely check it out once I'm done reading the like 10 other fics I've got lined up haha. Glad you kept your faith in Spencer btw!
Chxndelier – Thank you so much, it was my favourite chapter to write of all of my stories, by far. I'm not going to lie I think it's actually so funny that you find her funny lol because I cringe while writing her. Literally cringe to the point where I can't even go back and edit because it pains me to do so. I am soooo happy that Hanna was well-received lol, I was afraid people would think I made her too bitchy! You'll see some emotion from Spencer in this part of the chapter though, I promise. As for Melissa, I have this like incredible head-canon of them being these ride or die sisters, lol, so I need it to happen in this story. You'll find out more on this cheating business in this chapter. Can't promise that you'll like it though D:
Guest – A good guess. You won't find out about how Emily ended up with Xavi until a bit later though.
Guest – Glad you're enjoying all the different aspects of the story (:
TheFrenchMelody – Aw that makes me so happy, I was really hoping that I did the beginning justice. As unpromising as things look, Spemily is always my endgame so I'm hoping to keep you engaged with the story and do it justice.
Spemilylover10 – Your wish is my command…. Kinda sorta ;P
Guest – Oh trust me, I feel your pain with the irritation towards Natalie. She dumb.
Guest – Awesome observation towards Spencer's more recent actions in regards to why she's with the person that she's with. Sorry this update doesn't have the Spencer/Xavi interaction I thought it would, but next update for sure I promise!
Guest – You and I both share an understanding on what cheating means in a relationship. I promise, as bad as it seems though, it will get better.
Ramona Vic Flowers – I really don't want to spoil the story for you, haha but I will say this. One of those three is 100% correct. Though I won't tell you which.
Breyanaxo – Hope you enjoy the even more in depth look at their past, which is what you'll be getting this update. I'll see what I can do on the hilarious exit from this fic ;p I already have so many ideas! Glad you like the positive version of Spencer/Melissa. It doesn't happen nearly enough I find.
Keepitsmpll – Oh it's beyond an unhealthy relationship, not even gonna lie. But it serves a purpose, which isn't just to torture you readers haha. Promise. Flashback this update – check. Xavi and some disses next update – check.
Now, I totally had every intention of throwing this up on Sunday, the usual update date, but alas I was unable to. Why, you ask? Well, I was whisked away on a wonderful surprise birthday weekend getaway. So, needless to say I was unable to. But, in honour of the PLL Season Finale (which I loved, don't care what anyone says), and in honour of the fact that it's my birthday today, I decided to put this up today instead of waiting until this upcoming Sunday! So, that's that.
Some explanation about this next chapter: it will be split into three parts, it starts off with a flashback in which you will get Spencer's POV of what happened the day everything went to shit, and because of this, it also starts off with a sex scene. If you don't want to read the smut, skip to the first page break. I split it up again because if I combined all three parts together I think I'd be pushing 20k in words, which seems a touch excessive. So instead, I decided to do this in three parts. For those of you looking forward to the Spencer/Xavi bonding, I'm sorry but it doesn't happen yet (I know, I'm such a jerk). But I promise, 150% you will get that next chapter! Anyways, I don't want to spoil the entire chapter for you lot, so I'm just going to let you read. So, without further ado!
Chapter Three (Part One) – Faces of the Heart
Flashback
Staring up at Emily, eyelids heavy as she locked gazes with the stunning raven-haired goddess should have been something that Spencer was used to by now. But years had passed, and no matter how many times she found herself in that position, her beautiful girlfriend never failed to take her breath away. Spencer ran her hands up and down the torso of Emily's naked body, feeling every inch of the bare skin, a thin layer of heat covering the girl's body. Her breath was labored, Emily's lips tracing her skin from her neck, across her collarbone. She could feel the heat between her bare thighs as she squirmed for some sort of release, the tension between the two girls almost too much for her to handle.
"Em," Spencer moaned out, her breath shaky as she tilted her head down ever so slightly, interlocking their lips in a kiss that quickly went from soft and slow to quick and desperate. In a matter of seconds, their tongues found one another and began to move in unison, neither girl wanting to stop for air. Spencer's hands locked around Emily's waist as she thrust into the girl above her while pulling Emily down into her lower body, the aggressive contact causing her girlfriend to pull away and let out a gluttonous moan into Spencer's ear.
"God, you are sexy. You are so, so sexy," Emily whispered, their naked bodies rubbing against one another, searching for release. The raven-haired girl placed butterfly kisses along Spencer's jaw before bringing their lips back together, her hands finding purchase in Spencer's brown locks. Spencer knew what her girlfriend was doing; avoiding direct contact with the one place Spencer wanted her the most in hopes of building the sexual tension. She was convinced Emily could use foreplay as a weapon of mass destruction, at least, against her anyways. But as much as she hated the anticipating, she knew that the waiting made it all the more worthwhile when she finally got what she wanted. It was her biggest love/hate relationship.
"Em, I—" Spencer moaned out once her girlfriend detached their lips and began trailing kisses down her chest. She took one of her hands and tangled her fingers in Emily's hair, giving it a gentle tug. "I need you, inside of—oh god," she trailed off upon feeling Emily's tongue swirl around her right breast. Spencer squirmed beneath Emily, her girlfriend glancing up at her with a bit of a smirk on her face as she took Spencer's nipple between her teeth. Desire built even further as Spencer swallowed the lump that had built in her throat before speaking. "Baby, s-seriously I'm going to exp-plode in about five s-seconds."
"As you wish, my love," Emily replied with a soft tone, briefly taking Spencer's nipple in her mouth once more before releasing it with a pop. She trailed kisses down Spencer's abdomen, loving the feeling of the brunette's muscles bulging out ever so slightly every time her breath hitched. The lower she got, the more labored Spencer's breathing became, and as Emily reached her destination, she softly placed her lips on the girl's folds, kissing them lightly while inhaling the girl's scent. "Babe, you smell… amazing."
Without a second of hesitation, Emily ran two fingers through Spencer's wet folds, her fingers instantly becoming coated with Spencer's juices. The brunette let out a loud moan; thrusting forward while her hands clenched the bed sheets on either side of her. Emily pulled her face away ever so slightly, glancing up at Spencer with a cocked eyebrow and the same smirk she wore earlier. Spencer's jaw clenched in sexual frustration; she was well aware of the teasing game that Emily was still playing.
"I swear to all that is holy, Emily Fields, if you don't put your fingers inside of me right now, I—" Spencer began but was immediately cut off by the feeling of Emily suddenly thrusting into her. She let out a high-pitched moan, eagerly grinding into her girlfriend's hand to deepen the penetration. "That feels s-so good," she moaned out, the two of them now moving in unison as Emily's fingers began pumping in and out of the girl, Spencer shifting her hips synchronously. Emily's thumb traced over Spencer's clit while she thrust inside of her girlfriend, the contact causing Spencer's breathing to quicken even more. Without stopping her movements, Emily moved up Spencer's body, now on top of the girl, placing kisses on the pulse point of Spencer's neck.
"Does that feel good?" Emily whispered, her thumb circling Spencer's clit even quicker now. Spencer brought her arms around Emily's neck, burying her face in its crook as she nodded, unable to verbally express her enjoyment as her breathing became increasingly erratic.
"M-more, Em. More," Spencer pleaded, her eyes shut as she continued to thrust her pelvis into Emily. The swimmer instantly captured Spencer's lips in her own once more, briefly slipping her tongue inside of Spencer's mouth before pulling out and moving down the girl's body once more. Spencer bit her lip in anticipation of what was to come, feeling Emily's thrusts slow. She groaned upon feeling Emily remove her fingers completely, but the feeling was significantly short-lived as Emily was quick to find a replacement for her fingers, thrusting her tongue deeply inside of the brunette. "Oh, Em," she moaned out once more, her hands moving from her sides into Emily's hair.
Emily focused in on Spencer, quickly thrusting her tongue in and out of her girlfriend while she brought her hand up to the girl's clit, her thumb once again tracing fast circles around it. As much as Spencer tried to control it, Emily could feel the girl's thighs squeezing together against Emily's head, a sign that the girl was close. She could feel Spencer's walls clench and unclench against her tongue, almost synchronous to the brunette's hands, which continued to clench Emily's hair in between her fingers. The sound of Spencer's intense breathing was enough to tell Emily that a few more thrusts would push the girl over the edge; but Emily wanted to watch her girlfriend come undone.
She pulled her tongue away from Spencer, but before the girl could complain about the sudden loss of contact, Emily pushed three fingers deep inside of Spencer, curling them in order to hit that spot while still rubbing her clit vigorously. Emily once again found herself eye level with Spencer, barely hovering over the girl who looked up at her with hooded eyes. The movements of her hand increased, and Spencer's eyes rolled back, her mouth open but no noise coming out as her breath caught in her throat.
"Me haces muy mojada", Emily whispered, running her tongue along the outer shell of Spencer's ear. Upon muttering the words in Spanish, she could feel Spencer's walls becoming tighter, the arousal taking over her body. "Quiero hacerte el amor toda la noche," she muttered out before sucking on Spencer's pulse point. As Spencer's moans became uncontrollable, Emily moved her mouth, trailing kisses along her jaw until her lips were in line with Spencer's, just barely ghosting over the brunette's. "Dejar ir, mi amor. Come for me."
Spencer shook beneath Emily, their bare, sweaty bodies writhing against one another. Emily could feel Spencer tighten around her fingers completely, the brunette inhaling sharply as her entire body seized movement, digging her nails into Emily's back.
"Fuck, fuck, f-f-fuck," Spencer breathed out shakily; her eyes closed as she let out a deep exhale. Emily felt an overwhelming amount of wetness come from Spencer, knowing the girl was tumbling over the edge. She allowed Spencer to ride out her orgasm, supporting her as she brought her lips to Spencer's, softly kissing the girl while repeatedly mumbling 'I love you' against her lips. Upon feeling the stinging sensation on her back from Spencer finally releasing her nails from Emily's back, the swimmer gently collapsed on top of her girlfriend, softly kissing her once more.
"I am so in love with you, Spencer Hastings. And you are the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes on," Emily whispered out to Spencer who could barely keep her eyes open. She placed a soft kiss on Spencer's forehead and then rolled off of her, pulling the brunette so that Spencer was cuddled against her side. Emily wrapped her arms around Spencer who happily obliged in her post-coital bliss, and Emily traced shapes along Spencer's shoulder with a smile on her face as she replayed the events that had just occurred. She placed a soft kiss on the top of Spencer's head before quietly whispering, "I love you so much, babe."
"I love you too, Em," Spencer whispered out before slipping into a peaceful sleep.
"Do you have to leave right now? You didn't even let me return the favour from last night," Spencer whined with a pout on her face as she looked up at her girlfriend who stood at the side of her bed, fully dressed. Upon looking Emily up and down, Spencer felt herself unconsciously tugging at the blanket that covered her otherwise bare chest. Emily gave Spencer a half smile, reaching forward and cupping Spencer's cheek in her hand, caressing it softly with her thumb.
"Babe, you know you're not making this any easier for me, right?" Emily told her with a sad smile. Spencer nuzzled her cheek into Emily's hand, turning her face slightly and kissing the inside of the swimmer's palm.
"I know Em, that's the point," Spencer replied with a wink. Emily rolled her eyes and shook her head with a smile as she leaned in, placing a kiss on Spencer's forehead. Her fingers ran through the brunette's hair, Emily bending down even further so that they were eye level, their faces just inches apart.
"But you know what it means if I leave sooner, right?" Emily whispered out with a sincere tone. She rubbed the tip of her nose against Spencer's, causing the girl to scrunch her nose up, something that Emily found to be absolutely adorable. The two girls smiled at each other, and Emily kissed the tip of her nose before continuing. "If I leave sooner, it means that I'll be back sooner."
"Yeah, I know," Spencer agreed with a sigh, resting her forehead against Emily's as she closed her eyes. "I just wish I could come with you. You know how much I hate it when we're apart."
"You and me both, my love. You and me both," Emily agreed as she exhaled deeply before giving Spencer a gentle kiss on her lips. Pulling away ever so slightly, the two girls looked at one another lovingly. "I don't know how I'm gonna fall asleep without you by my side."
"Ugh, don't remind me," Spencer responded, kissing Emily once more and then pulling away completely. She collapsed back onto their bed, throwing her arms overtop of her face so that her forearms were covering her eyes. "Y'know, if I knew being Melissa's sister meant missing road trips home in order to wait on her hand and foot while Eric was out of town, I never would have signed up for it."
"Not sure whether or not that was a bad joke about the fact that she was adopted," Emily spoke, cocking her head to the side. Spencer moved her arms away from her face and looked up at Emily, both of them sharing an amused smile as Spencer shook her head. "Either way, you love her. And you love waiting on her not only because she's your sister and you love her, but also because even if he's not born yet, you already love your future nephew and would do anything for him and his mom."
"Sometimes I hate how well you know me," Spencer muttered out.
"Oh really?" Emily asked with a smirk on her face while crossing her arms over her chest. "So then I guess that means you also hate the platter of bacon and hash browns I knew well enough to have cooked for you this morning? Darn, I'll just have to throw—"
"Touch that food and I might have to end your life," Spencer spoke immediately, prompting Emily to perk her eyebrow in amusement at the girl's words. A look of innocence came across the brunette's face as she pushed herself up from her bed, resting her back against the headboard, the blanket still covering her chest. "And I say that with the utmost love and appreciation for my wonderful girlfriend who I'm happy knows me so well and took the time to learn how to cook bacon and hash browns just for me."
"Nice save, dork," Emily replied with a wink, stepping closer to the bed and reaching her hands out to her girlfriend. "Come and give me a kiss. I really need to get going. Ali is expecting me for noon."
"Ugh fine, if you must." Spencer agreed, her tone playful. She shifted from her sitting position onto her knees, shuffling forward so that she was closer to the edge of the bed; her and Emily almost flush against one another. Spencer brought one of her arms up and wrapped it around Emily's shoulder, using it to pull her closer while the other one held the blanket up to her chest. "Promise you won't forget me while you're back there?"
Emily gave her a look of amusement, wrapping both of her arms around Spencer's waist and pulling her in the rest of the way so that they were pressed against one another.
"Ignoring the fact that I'm only going to be gone for a few days… I could never forget you Spencer Hastings," Emily whispered out before capturing the brunette's lips in her own. Almost instantaneously, Spencer wrapped her other arm around Emily's neck, eagerly responding to the kiss. Their tongues collided in unison, gently swirling against one another, and Emily ran her hands up the skin of Spencer's bare back. Before allowing herself to get too caught up in the moment though, Emily pulled away, resting her forehead against Spencer's as the two panted breathlessly. "Whether we're apart for days, months, or years… You're kind of unforgettable."
"Good answer," Spencer replied, placing one more peck on her lips before pulling away completely. She removed her hands from around Emily's neck, placing them back on the blanket that covered her front. "Call me as soon as you get into Rosewood?"
"Of course. I'll call you as soon as I get to Ali's house and I'm not driving," Emily agreed with a smile on her face.
"Excellent. And I'll be sending you inappropriate texts until then," Spencer replied with a wink, both girls laughing at her comment although the two girls knew that Spencer's comment was far from a joke. Emily could just imagine all of the dirty texts that would be waiting for her later on, and if she was being honest, she was kind of excited for them.
"I wouldn't expect any less from you," Emily responded before leaning forward and kissing Spencer on the lips. "I love you so much baby."
"I love you too. Drive carefully," Spencer responded, kissing her girlfriend one more time before letting her go. Emily walked to the door of their bedroom, picking up her duffel bag full of clothing before turning around and flashing Spencer one last smile. She playfully winked at Spencer and then waved to the girl before turning around and walking away. Spencer sat in place, listening to the sounds of Emily making her way through the condo, and upon hearing the front door closing, she collapsed back into her bed, reached over to the pillow that Emily had slept on the night before, and held it tightly against her body, lightly inhaling its scent. Yep, it was going to be a lonely weekend.
Spencer paced around her living room, glancing down at her phone for what seemed like the twentieth time in the past 5 minutes.
1:39pm.
After Emily had left, Spencer decided to do anything and everything she possibly could to pass the time until she had expected to hear from the girl again. But here she was, almost five hours later, rested, showered, and fully dressed, but still waiting on a phone call from Emily; a phone call that was an hour and a half overdue. The worry had started to set in at around 12:15pm. Usually if Emily was even a minute later than her anticipated time of arrival, she would send Spencer a text to let the girl know she was okay. Needless to say, Spencer had originally given her the benefit of the doubt. But when 12:30pm had rolled around, the worst scenarios began to play through her mind and hadn't stopped since.
What if she got into a car accident?
What if somebody kidnapped her when she stopped at a gas station?
What if she was lying face down in a ditch with nobody even looking for her?!
Spencer shook her head. She seriously needed to stop watching Criminal Minds. Still pacing, she once again looked down at her phone to check the time. 1:43pm.
"Where are you, Em?" Spencer spoke to nobody but herself. She unlocked her phone and opened her text messages, scrolling through the most recently sent messages.
12:01:10 – S: 'I know it's only been a minute, but you know how neurotic I get. Let me know that you're okay, Em. Love you.'
12:05:27 – S: 'Okay seriously babe, I'm having a mini freak out and it's only been five minutes. Call or text me back asap. Love you.'
12:17:33 – S: 'All joking aside Em, I'm getting really worried. Where are you?'
12:33:15 – S: 'Em, call me or text me as soon as you see this. Seriously, I'm scared.'
After the fourth text, Spencer stopped send them, figuring that if the girl was still driving she wouldn't be able to see them anyways. And that was where the calling had begun. As Spencer looked through her call log, her eyes ran along the several unanswered calls from 12:40pm onwards. Letting out a deep sigh, she tapped on Emily's contact and hit the call button again.
Ring. "Come on Em, answer your phone." Ring. Ring. "Come on, answer. Answer!" Ring. Ring. Click.
Hi, you have reached Emily Fields.
Spencer rolled her eyes and ran her fingers through her hair in frustration.
Sorry I'm unable to take your call right now, but please leave your name, number, and a detailed message, and I will get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks.
"Okay Em, it's been two hours and you still haven't called me. I don't know where you are, or what's going on but I'm leaving the house right now and coming to you. Hopefully you'll get this message and call me to let me know you're okay, but if you're not just know that I love you and I'm coming to you."
Spencer rushed through the house, grabbing her backpack and emptying its contents onto the couch before quickly making her way to her bedroom. She threw a change of clothes in her backpack and then zipped it up, whizzing through the condo to make sure that she had everything she needed. As Spencer was about to grab her keys and lock up, she heard the sound of her phone vibrating against the living room table. She rushed to the phone and glanced at the name that came across the screen.
Alison DiLaurentis
"Thank god," Spencer muttered out before answering the call. "Ali? Is Emily wi—"
She paused upon hearing faint, muffled sounds through the phone. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion as she pressed the volume button, pushing it to its maximum. Was that… Moaning? Spencer pulled the phone away from her ear, putting it on speaker while simultaneously double-checking that the phone call was coming from Alison's phone.
Mm, that feels so good. I need more.
Her eyebrows shot up, the distinct sound of Alison's voice filling her ears. She could feel her cheeks get warm, slightly uncomfortable by what she was hearing.
"Uh, Ali I th—"
Oh God Em, faster.
Spencer froze, clenching the phone in her hand, trying not to panic although she was almost positive of what she had just heard through the phone. The name rang through her ears. Em. But it couldn't be. It couldn't be her Emily. There was no way.
F-fuck, that feels amazing. Oh my god Em, don't stop. Don't stop, baby.
Her heart started racing as tears filled her eyes, listening to an intimate moment that she obviously wasn't meant to hear. Maybe it was a misunderstanding. There could be a perfectly logical explanation. Maybe Emily was… Giving Alison a back massage. Spencer couldn't help but internally defend her girlfriend, hoping and praying that what she was hearing was a misunderstanding. She was convinced that there was an explanation until she heard the muffling of another voice over the phone.
Dejar ir, mi amor.
There was an overwhelming feeling of her blood running cold upon hearing the same words that her lover whispered into her ear less than 24 hours before. Without another second of hesitation she whipped her phone against the floor, the tears spilling over and streaming down her face. It was a pain that she'd never felt before. An all consuming pain, as though someone had taking hold of her heart and was slowly tearing it out of her chest. Her breaths were shaky, almost as though she was trying to regulate it, though it quickly began to sound like hyperventilating.
Before she realized it, her legs had given way, and Spencer had crumbled to the floor, clenching at her chest. The room was silent; her teeth clenched together, the only sound coming from her heart, which was pounding through her ears. The air rapidly felt as though it was leaving her chest, Spencer almost choking on her sobs.
Unable to contain it anymore, she let out a blood-curling scream in complete agony. But it wasn't enough. Nothing would ever be enough to let out the pain that coursed through Spencer's veins. Because this wasn't just ordinary pain, Spencer knew this for sure. This? This was true feeling of her heart physically breaking.
End of Flashback
"Spencer. Spencer!" a voice called out, snapping her fingers in front of Spencer to pull the girl from the recollection of her past.
"Huh, what?" Spencer questioned as she came out of her daze. She glanced to her side to see Melissa staring at her with a voice of concern. "W-what?" she questioned once more, confusion taking over. Melissa gave her a scolding look and Spencer rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest. "Okay can you stop giving me that creepy Medusa death glare?"
"S, what are you doing? Agreeing to watch her kid? Really?" Melissa questioned, her eyebrows furrowed at her younger sister. Spencer rolled her eyes once again and scoffed at her sister's words.
"What?! I watch Matt all the time, Melissa," Spencer argued back. Melissa threw her hands up in the air and shifted her body away from the younger girl's as she began to pace back and forth.
"Yeah but you're not—" Melissa started. "It's just—" she paused again trying to find the right explanation. "It's not the same thing Spencer, and I think you know that."
Spencer exhaled deeply and stepped in front of Melissa, placing her hands on the girl's shoulders in order to stop her constant pacing, which had started to make Spencer antsy.
"Look Melissa, you told me that I either had to be all in or not in at all. And you're right," Spencer admitted. She gave Melissa a look of sincerity as she dropped her hands down to her sides and continued. "Regardless of what happened between us, I can't deny that I missed having Emily in my life," she shyly admitted with the shrug of her shoulders. "If I'm going to be her friend, I'm not going to half ass it. And if that means watching Xaviera, then I'm fine with that. I'll be fine."
"Okay, but just… " Melissa paused and ran her fingers through her hair. "Just be careful, alright? I know how badly everything messed you up before; I mean I watched it change you for the past five years, S," she reminded her younger sister. "So just, seriously… Be careful."
"I will, I promise. Thank you, M. Seriously," Spencer told her. The two shared a look and Spencer gave her sister a half smile before walking past her toward the hallway near her front door. She picked up the burgundy blazer that hung off of the coat hanger and draped it around her body while turning around to face her sister at the same time. "Come on, sis. I'll drop you off at home on my way to pick Xavi up."
Melissa glanced down at the half-unpacked box that was in front of her and then pulled out the last few photo frames, placing them on the side table that rested against one of the living room couches before looking back up at Spencer with a relieved smile on her face.
"Sorry, that would have driven me crazy. Now we can go," Melissa agreed, and Spencer shook her head as she chuckled at her sister's actions. Typical Hastings neurotics; it never got old.
And there you have it! As I said before, the next update will be heavy with the Spencer/Xavi bonding (and by that I mean it's more likely than not going to be all Spencer/Xavi bonding, which I will try to make as adorable as possible). I hope you liked this update though, and that you're not too upset with me for that flashback. Like I said though, it is only one side of the story! Anyways, thank you so much for reading, don't forget to review, and I will see you lovely people here in a few days. Thanks again, love you all!