Sakura P.O.V
What is pain? as I asked myself that question. Deeper then deepest blue sea a voice inside of me answer me. Sharper then sharpest knife another voice inside of me replied. One of your best friend I said to myself. What is Pain? I already answer that question for you the voice said inside of me. Pain, It's a feeling I know all too well. It feels like someone is stabbing you with the same knife over and over to feel the same pain they are feeling.
Probably one of my favorite and most felt emotion.
"Yeah! it something that is repeated a couple of times, as I answer to that question.
All of my demons comes and goes like quicksand.
"They are demons of hate and destruction to my soul" as I whisper into the air.
Why? does my heart seeks comfort.
"Only you can answer your own question the voice responded inside of me."
I knew Inner-Sakura was trying to be supported in help me to figure what? I wanted in life.
"Sasuke was clear that he just used me for his revenge," sakura said.
"Naruto is probably mad at me for not believe him, as I shed a tear."
Please, can someone share my pain!
"Are you calling for him to rescue you" Inner-Sakura shouted at me.
I cling to pain like a defenceless human being.
"Yeah! I was weak I cling to pain like a child to a mother, I need her to be my supporter, to be there when I need a shoulder to cried" I said to myself.
Please, someone, help me!
I need someone to come and rescue me from drowning deeper into my sorrows.
I heard the beating of my heart it sounds like someone was knocking on a door.
I tried to answer my own beating heart. I know it sounds silly but... but I don't have a choice I said to myself.
"Knock, knock, knock who there?", I answer with a sad voice.
"Doctor, Doctor I need your help" my heart answers back to me. "What wrong?" I said.
"How did my heart knew I was a doctor" sakura said to herself.
"A lucky guess" Inner-Sakura shouted back.
"I have a huge pain!", he responded to my question.
"Pain Killer's will not take it away" he screamed at me.
"My chest feels heavy as, I pointed to my chest with one finger," Sakura said.
"It's so hard to breathe! as I tried to gasp for air" as I shouted.
"Please! make it go away, I can't handle it is too much for me as, he yelled from the top of his lungs."
"What happen? I asked who? brought this upon you!"I yelled back at my aching heart.
"Since the pain was born it only brought more pain and sorrow, he replied back! It there a cure for this please!, I really need to go back to my normal self "he said to me as he stared at my green eyes.
"I understand your pain as well," I said to him.
"I being crying in front of the mirror and I saw my own reflection."
"I was embarrassed I told my own heart I was crying" Sakura murmur.
Normal P.O.V
The sun was reflecting on me like a huge flashlight being energize from a huge battery.
Sakura was just standing there.
looking! through her window pane how life is wonderful to others, do they understand? how I feel! every emotion and every feeling went haywire! everything I been through just to get here! I said.
"Do they understand? that my life has not been the same since you left!, It's hard to get up from my bed? and put one shoe at a time! I dragged my feet without any strength just to get here where I'm standing in front of the window?" Sakura questions herself.
"Please! someone cut me open and take this pain out? sew me back together! make me new" I said.
"Give me the strongest medicine you have, so it will not come back!" I said to myself.
"Please! hold me tight and never let me go!" I shouted to the voice inside of me.
"How I wish upon a star to go back!, when I had you in my arms and never let you go!" I whisper into the air.
My heart spoke to me again through his beating when you're done removing my pain? put a huge bandage to cover my emptiness inside.
All of the sudden the room become dark, I could see anything.
This darkness was pulling me into a deep hole but...but instead I was frozen in time.
It was me and you standing there! looking at each other with sadness.
You look at me with tears running down your face.
I heard you speaking to me with a sad voice.
"Why? Sakura you hurt me with those words" the voice said.
"I'm sorry Naruto" I shouted at him.
As I tried to reach for him to embrace him.
The more I tried to reach for him, he was fading away from me.
"Don't leave me" I shouted.
"I love you! I said to him.
"You're a liar" he shouted.
"It's true!" sakura said.
"You're lying to me!" the voice said.
"You love Sasuke" he shouted with anger.
"Not anymore!" idiot I said.
"I don't believe you anymore!" Naruto just looks at me!.
"I hate you!" Naruto said.
"You have every right to said that I responded to him."
All of the sudden the darkness fade away.
I blink a couple times to just my vision, he was no longer there!.
Sakura looks down as she shed a couple of tears.
Her tears were tears of sadness she really missed him Naruto. To be there when she felt sad or angry about something but...but he was not there for her because she broke that bond to him since she married the traitor. But... something inside of her was tell her that Naruto still loves her no matter what?.
That brought more sadness in her heart, she didn't deserve him. He deserves someone that was going to love him like Hinata.
Sakura felt a stingy on her right cheek, Inner-Sakura just give her a slap for saying Hinata name.
Sakura screamed with angrier towards Inner-Sakura.
"Why? did you hit me" she asked her Inner-Sakura.
"You mention her name!" Inner-Sakura shouted at me!.
" You mean Hinata" Sakura shouted back.
"Yeah!"Inner-said.
"Do you know! she loves Naruto" Inner-Sakura said.
"Yeah!" Sakura responded back to Inner-Sakura.
"Are you going to let another woman like Hinata or maybe Ino take Naruto away from us" Inner- Sakura shouted at Sakura.
"Maybe!" Sakura responded back.
"He deserves someone better than me!"Sakura said.
"I'm cruel to him" Sakura shouted.
"Are you stupid or what?" Inner-Sakura shouted at Sakura.
"Are you going to let another woman take your man" Inner-Sakura screamed at Sakura with madness.
"I wake up! Sakura and smell roses" Inner-Sakura shouted at Sakura.
"That why? you slap me!" Sakura said.
"Yeah!" Inner-Sakura responded back.
"If you are not going to fight for Naruto", I will Inner-Sakura said.
Inner-Sakura disappears back into her conscious mind.
Leaving Sakura with more tears and something to think about?