Hi again;
Thank you for your reviews, glad to know you like it. So to reply some questions, Leapyearbaby29; it's not like Wayne or Alison has to die, it's not a choice between them, I'll not spoiler the story line but you'll get it as the story continues. In any case, this is about Alison being in the list of death.
NOTE 1: Everything in bold italics, it will be the character's narrative, I mean, like an internal dialogue, their thoughts.
NOTE 2: The "X" it's to mark the beginning of a new scene, I mean, a change of scenario and everything between parentheses () it's to describe the scene.
I hope it's clear and thank you in advance if you have the time to leave a review! And the ending it's not even approaching!
Chapter 4
***Emily's narrative***
If you could have a second chance to be with the LOVE of your life. What would you do different?
(In the Fields kitchen)
Pam looks at her daughter and she notices how Emily has her eyes glued in Alison…
Pam. - "Emy... did you finish cutting the tomatoes...?"
Emily answers without knowing what was the question…
Emily. - "Huh? Yeah... yeah..."
Alison chuckles. - "Em... you haven't even touched them... here let me help you... I already finished what I was doing..."
Alison takes over Emily's duties in the kitchen and both girl blush and smile when their hands touch by accident.
Emily bites her lips, her heart beats like if she was running a race. She has Alison at her side and she's dying to put her hands on her; it's like high school all over again. The brunette feels hopeless under Alison's beauty and Pam notices it...
Pam. - "Oh my! I forgot to buy cherries for the dessert... Ali can you stay in the kitchen alone for a moment? I'll go buy them..."
Alison nods and Pam takes her car keys and as she passes close to Emily; she grabs her daughter by the arm and says...
Pam. - "You're coming with me!"
Emily wants to stay with Alison, but Pam drags her with her...
*X*
Since they got into the car; Emily knew her mom enough to know the cherries were just an excuse to get out... why?... Emily was asking herself that question over and over...
Emily. - "You look mad... why?"
Pam says as she's driving. - "Since you left for college, you have been distant, you barely call or send us any news about you..."
Emily presses her lips together and looks down at her lap.
Pam. - "I don't complaint I raise you to be an independent woman but still... it hurts not knowing what is happening in your life..."
Emily. - "I'm sorry... I just... I just..."
Pam. - "You just want to don't look back... I get it Emy... I do... all the "A" nightmare was awful for you and your friends... it's ok if you don't like this town or if you don't want to put a foot in here but..."
Emily asks. - "But?"
Pam scolds. - "But it's not okay to mess with people's feelings..."
Emily. - "I don't know what you mean?"
They arrive to the store and Pam stops the car without a warning, Emily gulps hard as she looks at her mom; she knows that look... it's mama's bear look...
Pam. - "Emily!"
Emily... damn, she's not calling me Emy so... she's really piss... Emily thinks…
Pam. - "I care for Ali as if I was her mother... I never thought I could love her that much... but I do... she's family for me and your Dad and I'm warning you..."
Pam points out her finger towards her own daughter and Emily gulps hard, her mom really knows how to intimidate someone.
Pam. - "Don't you dare to hurt her!"
Emily. - "I don't want to hurt her! I LOVE her!"
Pam. - "LOVE is a big word Emily! You haven't been in touch for 2 years! And you have a girlfriend! Do I need to remind you that?!"
Emily sighs heavy, her mom is right; saying she's in love with Alison looks insane but Pam doesn't know what Emily knows. Pam doesn't know what it feels to see Alison dead... to see that beautiful face without glowing... without color... Pam doesn't know how much it hurts to lose Alison and Emily can't explain it... she doesn't know even how it's that she got a second chance. The only thing Emily knows, it's that she can't live in a world without Alison...
Pam. - "Ali loves you... I know that... your Dad knows that, and you know that too... so if you're planning to just play with her feelings, you'll do it over my dead body!"
Emily chuckles under her mother's threat; she never thought her own mom could defend Alison like that...
Pam. - "I'm not joking Emy! I'm serious! I will not let you to hurt her!"
Emily. - "And I'm serious too mom! I'm not playing with Ali's feelings... she's the ONE and I will not lose her ever again..."
Pam looks at Emily and she sees how sincere Emily is with her words.
Pam. - "If you want my blessing to pursuit Ali, you need to be single..."
Emily smirks. - "You know I'm your daughter, right? It's Ali who should ask for your blessing..."
Pam smirks. - "Well, she already got my blessing a long time ago... you for the other hand... mmm... I'm not so sure if I will give you Ali's hand for marriage..."
Emily wildly opens her eyes as she says. - "What? Marriage?!"
Pam smirks. - "Oh Emy, I've tons of candidates for Ali so if you say she's the ONE... you better start thinking about putting a ring on her..."
Emily gulps; marriage was a big deal but imagining a married life with Alison was so damn fantastic that Emily grins with happiness.
Pam. - "I still have your grandma's ring and if you're wondering... it's just the perfect size for Ali's finger..."
Emily blushes. -"Mom!"
Pam giggles and says as she gets out the car. - "Come on Emy; we need to buy those cherries..."
Right... the cherries... Emily thinks as she gets out of the car too.
*X*
(In Alison's house)
It's being a long, long time since the last time she put a foot in that house. Everything looked the same and different at the same time.
Alison says as she walks to her kitchen. – "You didn't need to come with me… it's not heavy…"
Emily chuckles. – "It's ok… I just love to be at your side…"
The blonde blushes and she opens her drawers as she looks for something in her kitchen…
Alison. – "I know I've it around here…"
The blonde is looking for something and Emily just stares at her in silence; the brunette leans her head on the door of the fridge and she smiles as she's entranced in Alison's beauty… how I could have been living all this years without her?... Emily asks herself and she can't find an answer. She can't imagine how she has been able to live without having Alison in her life and definitely she can't imagine her present and her future without the blonde. Alison finds what she was looking for and then she stares at the big bowl in inox; she's entranced in the piece of metal when she asks something….
Alison. – "Why you kissed me?"
Emily. – "You didn't like it?"
The blonde presses her lips together, she stares at the big bowl she has in her hands, scared of looking at Emily into the eyes. Off course I loved it, off course I'm happy for it but why? Why now? Why so sudden? What changed? The blonde can't stop asking herself those questions, but her mind stop thinking when she feels a hot breathing on her neck. Emily was already hugging her and burying her face on Alison's neck.
Emily mumbles. - "I've been missing this aroma so much... vanilla... uhmmm..."
Alison blushes, she wraps her arms around Emily and whispers...
Alison. - "I've been missing you, too... a lot..."
Emily looks at those beautiful blue eyes... those two beautiful sapphires and she says as she leans for a kiss.
Emily. - "Let's not miss each other ever again..."
The brunette wanted to touch Alison's lips but instead, her lips got glued to Alison's index finger; the blonde presses her finger against Emily's lips and she genteelly pushes her away...
Emily. - "What is wrong?"
Alison. - "Em... believe me there's nothing else I want more than kiss you but..."
Emily says with a pout. - "No buts... just kiss me..."
Once again Emily tries to kiss her but once again the blonde avoids the kiss.
Alison. - "Em... no... you have a girl-..."
Emily cuts her out. - "I already broke up with Paige..."
Alison. - "What?! When?! Why?!"
Emily says as she brushes Alison's hair with her hands.
Emily. - "I know it looks rush, but it was the right thing to do... about the 'when?' I called her today when I was in the store with my mom... I should have done it in person but there's no time to waste..."
Alison. - "Em..."
Emily. - "And about the 'why'? Well, because of you..."
Alison. - "Because of me?!"
Emily. - "Yes! Because of You! Because you're so damn beautiful! Because you're the owner of my heart..."
Alison smiles
Emily continues. - "Because you are you... my 1st love... the ONE and I refuse to spend another minute... another second without you... I lov-..."
Emily can't finish her sentence since her lips get sealed with Alison's lips. Alison grabs Emily by the neck and she deepens the kiss as much as she can, something that makes Emily very happy. The kiss was messy with despair and hungry. Emily's hands touch each cm of Alison's body and the brunette feels weak when she starts rubbing Alison's boobs.
Alison moans. - "Em..."
Emily bites her lips, she looks at Alison with lust and desire, the blonde looks at her in the same way; Alison feels an eruption in her body; it has been years since someone has touched her and she couldn't be happier that Emily is the one touching her. The brunette keeps kissing and touching the blonde and a little moan gets out of Alison's mouth and Emily smirks with proud. Bites, kisses, sucking… Emily knows each weak point of the blonde; with erratic breathing and feeling the wetness palpitation between their legs. They decide to go upstairs.
Alison guides her upstairs, Emily follows her, and the brunette feels it like a déjà vu because once again she's there... following the blonde towards her bedroom like when they were teenagers. The bedroom was exactly the same and Emily stares at the room as old memories hit her mind. Alison's breathing becomes even more erratic, her blue eyes gets darker of lust and even if she doesn't get why all of this is happening; her desire is more powerful than her logic and without hesitation, she gets closer to Emily and she starts undressing her. They leave a trace of clothes on their path to the bed; Emily's mouth gets sore as she looks at the beautiful naked body of the blonde…
Emily. – "You're so beautiful…"
Alison slowly approaches and smiles. – "You're the one who's beautiful… mermaid…"
Mermaid… how many years has been since she has heard that nickname? Emily smiles and she pushes Alison against the bed and with sloppy kisses they explore their bodies as if this was their 1st time; the girls take their time to maps their bodies with kisses.
Emily moans. – "I can't hold it anymore…"
Alison. – "Wha…. Ahhhmm…!"
The blonde tilts her head back and her feet curl as the brunette explore her wet spot between the legs. Craving to taste it; Emily don't tease her, she just nails her head between Alison's legs and buries her face on Alison's folds.
Alison groans. – "Fuck!"
Her hips rocks against Emily's face and she moans louder and louder as she feels Emily's tongue getting deeper and deeper inside her…
Emily moans. – "God! You taste so good!"
The brunette makes her come and she climbs up; her lips gets glued to Alison's pulse in her neck as her right hand starts rubbing Alison's clit…
Alison moans. – "Emily!"
Emily starts sucking Alison's neck when her fingers get inside the blonde and Alison feels in heaven when the brunette starts pumping her.
Alison moans. – "Yes… right there Em… oh GOD! YES!"
More than once Alison cum with Emily's touch till she falls asleep in the arms of the brunette. Emily softly rubs Alison's cheek with her nose and kisses her cheek…
Emily says as she slowly falls asleep too. – "I love you and I'll not lose you this time…"
The brunette falls sleep too, but even in her sleep, she keeps holding the blonde tight; like if she was scared to let her go from her arms…
***Emily's narrative***
If you could have a second chance to be with the LOVE of your life. What would you do different? Would you love her more? Would you spend all the time with her? Would you be able to let her go again?