A/N Hello Again! Sooooo here is chapter 4! I hope the people who are reading my story are enjoying it As always, please review, I really could use some ideas! This chapter is a little bit shorter than the others, so don't hate me! There is a slight risqué scene at the beginning, but not a full fledge lemon….. yet. S.M Owns twilight, I just threw my own thoughts and some characters into it. Enjoy
. Aubrey's P.O.V. .
Aubrey was hyper aware she was alone with Jasper. She was standing in the kitchen, drinking a glass of water. She could feel Jasper behind her. Her breathing picked up. She wasn't sure what was going to happen next, but whatever it was she was just going to let it happen.
"Aubrey…" Jasper murmured. Aubrey Turns towards him. He steps up in front of her. Her heart starts to race. He had rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, exposing his forearms. The lighting was dim, leaving the two in semi darkness. Aubrey brought her right hand up to touch Jaspers forearm. He shivered slightly. This was so new to both of them. Jasper brought his hands up to cradle Aubrey's face. He wasn't expecting her reaction.
Aubrey wrapped her arms around Jasper's neck, and kissed him. His mood caught up with her quick. He pulled her into his chest, kissing her back enthusiastically; Lust was taking over. Jasper began to walk them into the living room, not breaking the kiss. The back of Aubrey's legs hit the arm of the couch, but Jasper kept them moving, until they tumbled down. Both were giving over to their desires. Jasper ripped his shirt off, not worrying if any buttons were lost. The only thing that mattered was that Aubrey was here, Aubrey was kissing him. Her skin was flushed. She feverishly pressed herself against him, her dress riding up underneath them. Gosh, she wanted him so bad. She didn't want to stop. His hand was on her hip… If only he'd move it to her thighs… If only… His expert hands unzipped her dress from the side, making it so Jasper could slip it off Aubrey. Breaking the kiss, he pulled it down her body slowly, enjoying the way it looked as he slowly exposed her bra, and then her underwear. Before he could grab her, she grabbed him and pushed him down. Straddling him, she kissed him as if she could never get enough. She pressed down with her lower body onto him; they were both drunk with desire.
Going farther could be dangerous. He had no idea if he would be able to control himself, and not hurt her. He wanted her, but no not tonight. Not here, on a couch. "Aubrey…" He murmured against her lips. "Hmm?" She answered. Jasper pushed up so they were both sitting up facing each other. "You have no clue how much I want to finish this… but not tonight. Not here." He says. "Oh… maybe… yeah." Aubrey mumbles. "You don't… ok. Wow, I guess this is what happens when you want someone." A look of confusion crosses Jaspers face. "What do you mean?" He asks. "What I mean, cow boy, is," Aubrey pushes Jasper back ward, " You're the only guy I've ever gone this far with, and have actually considered going all the way with. Bryson never…" A look of extreme sadness crosses over Aubreys face. "Dammit… Bryson…"
Aubrey gets up and gathers her clothes. Jasper can't help but love the view. "Goodnight jazz… It was a night I won't forget. Thank you for that." She says, and heads upstairs.
. Aubrey's P.O.V. .
The next morning Aubrey stared out Alice's window at the pouring rain. She felt so guilty inside. Last night had been so much fun, and she had a magical time with jasper… But there was Bryson. He wanted to stay with her, and she thought maybe she wanted to stay with him too; But last night… She had never felt a conection like that. Every time her and jasper touched, it was as if an electric current was passing through her whole body. She wondered if jasper felt the same… But she felt so guilty…
Alice quietly walked up the stairs. She could hear Aubrey's quiet tears. She had forseen this, only too late. Jasper and Aubrey had been at it once she had had the vision. But she had hope for Jaz and Aubrey… She knew something none of them knew.
Once up the stairs, she found Jasper sitting outside her door, eyes closed listening to Aubrey's tears. Alice sits next to him, andwaits for him to speak. Jasper looks at alice with dark eyes. Alice Whispers "Don't be angry with her, but I had a vision…. Her and Bryson are still together, but its not for much longer. I cant give details, but I can tell you, he's going to hurt her, and she's going to break it off." Jasper nods. "Jazz, how do you really feel about her?"
Jasper looks away from Alice. "… I love her. I love her already. But what does it matter? We can't ever be together…" He whispers. " But her and Bryson-"
"No, not that. Because of your boyfriends treaty with our family. I can't turn her into one of us. And I like jake, and I know he cares about you, but he'll never change his mind. None of them will. It's hopeless." He whispers angrily, and gets up and heads downstairs. Alice gets up and quietly heads into her room to talk to Aubrey.
. . .
Aubrey comes home to an empty house, a note on the table from her mom saying she's coming home by Tuesday. The rain was still coming down, and she was alone in her house. She heads to her room, unsure of what to do with herself. It was too quiet.
She picks up her phone and dials Bryson. Maybe now was a good time to discuss their… "Relationship" .It rang and rang, till finally she heard his voicemail pick up. She tried again twice more. On the third try it didn't even ring, but went straight to voice mail. Was Bryson ignoring her now? Was he so busy that he couldn't pick up the phone? She laid down on her bed, only her thought keeping her company.