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/surprise surprise I'm alive and so is this story I guess you want an explanation well you see my iPad shat its self about a year ago it was my primary writing toll/school device at first I plead to save up and get a new one but buy the time I had a. I lost interest in the story and b. I wanted to get a Xbox one to play with my mates but after like a year or two I manage to convince my mum to cough up 500 hundred and grave us a new one but now I'm back let's get this shit started/

I woke up on the floor my memory cloudy I looked around the room and saw I was lying on some blankets in someone's kitchen/living room then all the memory's of last night came back to me and I just sat in horror. I remembered killing and eating that man because of my hunger witch was caused by my injures witch was caused by my body's weakness. As I was deep in thought I heard a door open and looked up to see toka in her pj's coming out of a bedroom it must have been her house. She walked over to the fridge and got out some milk and turned the kettle on and preceded to make coffee after she finished she handed me a cup.

"Morning" she said yawning

"Morning" I replied then took a sip of my coffee

"So you going to tell me what happened" she asked taking a sip of her coffee she then lent against the fridge

"I got in a fight with another ghoul at first it looked like I was winning but then he pulled out his kagune and started betting the shit out of me. Then I managed to bring out and control my kagune and win but was still really Hurt"

"And what about the family man you ate"

"I ran in to him on my way here and because I was weak enough to be badly injured in the fight had to kill him, it was un avoidable"

"That's a good way to look at it".

As I went to stand up the blankets moved and suddenly I felt chilly when I looked down I saw I was in naffing but my boxers and quickly covered my self

"Why am I practically naked"

"Because your clothes where stained in blood and I didn't want to get my covers dirty"

"Could you have at least left the pants"

"Whatever here's your uniform for work you start today remember" she said and chucked me some clothes and left for her bathroom. I quickly got dressed and rinsed my cup I noticed my phone sitting on the bench and graved it. I then sent a quick message to Andrew saying some friends came by and I forgot my bike he just made a joke about me having friends.

I decided to leave before toka finished her shower and was surprised to See that she lived above anteiku. When I arrived the manager showed me how to brew coffee then had me take orders and that was basically my entire morning naffing interesting happened till I smelled a familiar sent coming from the door. As it opened I saw the face of the ghoul that attacked me yesterday he started walking in my direction but I couldn't feel any hostile intentions towards me.

"I'm sorry for attacking you I saw you just now and decided to apologise my names Nishiki nishio by the way" the ghoul nishiki said with a little bit of fear in his voice

"It's ok I'm kirito nice to meet you nishiki" I replied in a polite voice laced in killing intent I didn't really like the guy

"Uh yeah same um also you dropped this" nishiki said as his fear grew a bit. He was holding my eye patch in his hand I took it and put it back on covering my left eye

"Ahh thanks anyway I got to get back to work" I said and returned back to the table I was cleaning.

After work I got a message from shino saying we where all going to Andrews bar to celebrate my recovery I gave her a text that I was in and started walking to the dicey cafe. As I walked I depilatory walked past the place I had killed and eaten my first human it made me sick to the core as I got closer I saw two ghoul investigators. One was old and one was young the old guy had wight hair, big crazy eyes and was kinda skinny and hunched over a bit. The younger one who was probably a new Investigator had dark black hair, a normal determined face and a strong muscular body both carried brief cases. As I walked past the older one graved my arm

"Hey what the hell" I yelled at the guy in my most convincing innocent voice

"I just wanted to warn you about ghouls in the area kid it's unsafe to travel alone I mean look at this pore fella" the investigator said pointing his thumb back at the body under a tarp. I put one a shocked face that was some what real. I backed up and gave a look of discuss

"I think I'm going to be sick" I said in a raspy voice and ran off thinking close call but the investigator was thinking 'how strange'.

As I arrived at the cafe I saw a closed sign and that my bike had been moved or less likely stolen I walked in and saw the hole gang but asuna was hear.

"Yo guys I made it" I called out to them they all turned from what they where doing and waved or said hey in response. Every one was sitting at the bar having a drink non alcoholic for the girls I took the seat between shino and Rika.

"Hey kirito did you see the news about that ghoul attack in the area and what's with the waiter get up" Rika asked me the second I sat down next to her

"What this, this is my work clothes I'm a waiter at a coffee shop" I said pointing at my clothes

"Our little kirito is growing up so fast first he moves out then goes and gets a job"

"Shut it rika and what ghoul attack I haven't heard anything about ghouls in a while"

"wait you seriously haven't herd it's all over the news some poor man got killed and eaten bye a ghoul down the block you can still see his body" Andrew sad in a saddened tone witch sent my guilt in fool swing again. We just sat talking about news and gossip drinking our drinks we didn't disburse till eight thirty after every one was gone but me and rika I graved my bike and asked here if she wanted a lift she declined and said she just needed the walk.

That was the last time any of us saw rika alive I had the afternoon shift the news was playing on the tv in the corner when it said a young woman with pink hair was found dead and half eaten this morning. They advised people to walk in groups as the area appeared to be highly dangerous

But no one was paying attention they where all looking at the loud crash of China hitting the ground and smashing.

The look of shock and horror on my face they all put one and one together and gave me looks of apology the manager gave me the rest of the day off and I returned home angry, sad, shocked and and a strong urge for revenge.

I took the next day of work but I still went to anteiku from what I learned from my two days there it was that anteiku was the home of gossip so I sat in the far back and listened. It was about tree hours before I got a lead some ghoul was telling his friend he new a guy that worked for the ghoul that killed the 'pink haired bitch' I sat and waited for him to leave when he did I followed.

I cornered him in a alley pind his back against the wall and punched him in the nose

"What the fuck you cunt you broke my fucking nose" he shouted out while trying to get out of my hold "where can I find the ghoul that killed the pink haired bitch as you put it" I spat out venom dripping from every word

"I don't fucking know so let me the fuck go" I punched I'm ones more in the gut this time

" I was listening to your conversation back there I know you know someone that dose so where the fuck do I find them" I angarly shouted as I kneed him in the nuts

"Who hero why didn't you just ask that I'll fucking tell you just stop hitting me... he hangs out at the helter skelter in the fourteenth ward now let me fucking go you nutjob" I realised him and started walking home I'd done enough for the day.

When I got home I was surprised to see the same ghoul investigators from the other day standing out front knocking on the door I walked up to them and asked If I could help them the gave me there names mado and Amon. Mado was the older white haired one and Amon was the younger one there said the where sent to investigate the ghoul activity increases and wonted to ask me some questions about Rika I said shore and invited them in.

" so mr Kirigaya from what we have gathered so far you where the last to see miss Reka alive"

The younger one Amon asked me while mado the older one looked around my flat

"Yeah I offered her a ride but didn't have my spare helmet so she refused I should of made her go any way but didn't" i blankly said witch probably sounded cold hearted but I was to tired and shocked to be bothered " you don't sound that upset about it" mado said blantently

snapping me out of my slight daze

" ha oh sorry I'm just still trying to believe it I'm really tired listening I didn't see anything I offered her a lift then left looked back and saw her waving that's it... is that all you need"

"Yes that is all mr Kirigaya we shall be leaving now" Amon answered will getting up then he and mado left my apartment and went to bed.

AMON POV

After we left Kirigaya flat mado round to me and said " I don't trust him he seems to detached run a background on him when we get back" I nodded my response and we kept walking till we got to our car I opened the driver side door and started it up "do you think the girls attacker is the same one that killed that man the day before they where only a few blocks away from each other" I questioned it was something I'd been pondering all day

"No I don't the man's attacker killed out of hunger and desperation you can tell by the way he was eaten but the girls attacker took his time and enjoyed him self I think she may have been alive for some of it" he replied tapping his case

"Well that's enough for today we should he'd back to hq and do the paperwork" he continued as I started driving towards the hq I started to get this nagging feeling about that kid kuzuto

KIRITO POV

I spent the next two days tracking down the helter skelter and a couple more waiting around for hero to show up in those days I noticed that the bar was run by a ghoul and nearly all the costumes where also ghouls on day I was sitting at the bay drinking a beer when hero finally showed up he walked like he owned the place sat down a couple off stools down and ordered a drink I sat there watching him for a couple hours before he got up and started leaving I got up and followed him we walked for about 10 20 minuets until he started heading down a dark sacluded ally I followed him around the corner only to be grabbed and thrown down the ally witch was a dead end and hit a wall

"Why the fuck are you following me punk" hero asked his eyes slowly touring black and his kaguna a simple blade like one wrapping around his right arm I stood up slowly staying in a semi battle stance " I just want to ask you a question" I responded slowly walking to wards him as he did the same "and what's that" he said while raising his arm in to a battle stance

"Where can I find your boss" he seemed to smile slightly at that " beet me in a fight and I'll tell you"

He replied looking at me with a deadly glint in his eyes a simple agreed as my left eye started to turn black under my eye patch witch I then removed he then charged at me slashing at my chest I jumped out of the way then proceeded to kick him in the gut with a round horse kick throwing him agents the wall I then summoned my right arms kaguna just in time to block another slash from my enemy he kept slashing at me for another five seconds with me blocking all of his attacks until I finely saw a opening. I punched him in the face distracting him for a split second in witch I brought my kaguna down in a arcing slash cutting of his right arm braking his kaguna and cut open his lower stomach as he fell to his knees in pang I cut off his left leg at the upper thigh.

"Now let me ask you again Where is your boss"I asked calmly as I bent down to his face he looked up at me terrified "h h he's at the gangs base it's a old abandoned apartment complex in the 20 ward" he said he then gave me the address and started to beg for his life. I stood up and started to walk away but stopping if I let this guy live he'll warn his friends and I'll just have to kill him latter any way I thought to my self then turned around and cut his head of then cut his body in half just in case.

It was around nine pm when I got home to fine the door unlocked when I opened it I saw toka sitting on my couch watching tv "what are you doing here" I asked she just said the manager wanted to know when I was coming back to work "I don't know next week on Monday if that's fine with him" she looked at me with the slites bit of concern and asked "are you ok you seem kinda spaced out wait is that blood on your shirt did you get in a fight again"

"Oh I didn't even release I had blood on me.. oh yeah I got in a fight with a ghoul in the 14 ward"

I replied

"And what where you doing in the 14 ward and who was it" she asked more curious then concerned now I was considering lighing but thought fuck it why not tell the truth

"I was looking for the guy who killed my friend I found one of his underlins and beat his location out of him then i cut the underlins head off" I casually said like murder wasn't a big deal for me even though on the inside I was still stabbing my self in the gut fore it.

Toka didn't say any thing for a minute then sighed

"There's no use trying to stop you is the" "nope" "thing then do what you need to just don't get killed or it will be my ass understood" she ordered I just nodded my head in reply she got up heading towards the door then turned back and said "there's some food in the freezer just try to eat it will you" she then opened the door and walked of in to the night.

He walked over to the fridge and opened it seeing five brown packages sitting the taking one out and eating it with a disgusted look on his face he then turned the tv of and hit the sack tomorrow he was going to probably kill a lot of people or die he needed his rest

[and that for today so that it's short I'll try to write 6k+ from now on this was just a short chapter reminding people that this story exists and that I'm not dead (x.x) well that's it till next time witch will hopefully be between tomorrow or the day after till then]