That night, Sanzo laid in his room impatiently, twirling his thumbs together and biting his lip. He paced back and forth by the windows, hoping to catch a sign of Gojyo coming up to the hotel. After waiting for two more hours, he decided that Gojyo had stood him up and wasn't coming. The priest sighed and felt his heart break as he crossed his arms across his chest. He sat down on the bed again and clutched his pillow close to his chest. For so long he had wished to have Gojyo holding him once more, and he thought that tonight just might be his chance to feel loved again, to feel at home in Gojyo's arms. It was all just a hopeless dream and Sanzo realized this now, letting his tears soak into his pillow. "Angel..." He heard from the doorway. His eyes shot over to the source of the voice and saw Gojyo leaning against the frame, a blank expression on his face. Sanzo's eyes widened and he bit his lip, letting go of his pillow. He slowly stood up and started to shake, unable to move. Gojyo took a few steps toward him and reached his arms out, inviting Sanzo into them. "Gojyo..." The priest whispered. He hated how the kappa could bring out the weak side in him. He ran into Gojyo's arms, their shirtless bodies colliding with amazing force. Sanzo gripped Gojyo's back tightly, his nails digging into the tanned flesh. Gojyo groaned at the slight pain, but he too clung to his ex-lover. Sanzo was nearly climbing Gojyo's body in an attempt to get closer to him, and Gojyo lifted him up, wrapping the priest's legs around his waist.
"I love you so much... I'm so sorry..." Sanzo whispered, running his hands through Gojyo's crimson hair. "I love you"
"I love you too, Sanzo. And I'm sorry too." Gojyo rubbed his hand against the back of Sanzo's head, which was resting on his shoulder. The kappa walked over to the bed and laid them both down on it, letting Sanzo relax against his chest. "I don't know why I did that to you... but I'm so sorry..." Gojyo kissed the top of Sanzo's head and gently rubbed his back, sporadically scratching the porcelain skin.
Sanzo was crying silently, his tears soaking into Gojyo's skin. "I love you..." He kept whispering quieter and quieter until there was nothing to be heard from the priest.
"Sanzo... you awake?" The kappa asked, looking down at him.
"Mmhmm." Sanzo sighed and rolled off to the other side of the bed. "Just trying to relax..." He whispered again, closing his eyes.
"Sanzo..." Gojyo said quietly, resting his weight on his elbow. "Where are we"
"In bed, Gojyo"
"No, no, I mean... us. Where are we"
"Oh..." Sanzo kept his eyes closed. "I'm wherever you want me to be." Sanzo said, a slight smile spreading across his features.
Gojyo leaned in close to the peaceful face before him, parting his lips slightly. He closed the space between the two sets of lips slowly, brushing his lips against the priest's. Sanzo gasped and let Gojyo slip his tongue into his mouth. The kappa cupped Sanzo's face in his palm and deepened the kiss by lying on top of his lover. "Gojyo... Gojyo..." He gasped against the kappa's lips, sliding his hands down the slim, tanned body. His palms traveled back up and slipped through fiery red locks. "Should we... really be doing this"
"Why shouldn't we"
"I don't know..." Sanzo closed his eyes as Gojyo kissed him again, his hands grasping Sanzo's golden hair between his fingers. Gojyo sat up on Sanzo's lap and looked down at him, his eyes pleading the priest for more.
"Sanzo... would we be even if... if you... if we switched"
"You want me to fuck you"
"...would that make us even"
"Gojyo... I don't want to get even." Sanzo said simply, sitting up to wrap his arms around Gojyo's neck. "And besides... I like how you fuck me." Sanzo smiled and kissed Gojyo, bring him back down on top of him. Gojyo smiled into Sanzo's kiss and slipped his hand down between Sanzo's legs, making the priest gasp loudly. Gojyo massaged the sensitive area of Sanzo's body, making the priest whimper at the friction in his jeans. "Wanna take those off?" The kappa smirked as Sanzo began grinding their hips together. Sanzo responded by tugging his jeans off, pulling them over his hips without even undoing them. The priest moaned as his erection caused difficulty. The pants came off quickly once they were over the temporary obstacle.
"Oohhh..." Sanzo moaned loudly as Gojyo wrapped his smooth palm around Sanzo's shaft. "God baby..." The priest grabbed a handful of his own hair and pulled on it roughly. Gojyo quickly ridded himself of his own jeans and began pumping Sanzo's cock faster and harder than ever before, making the priest nearly cry in pain and released tension. "I've waited... so long for this..." Gojyo panted.
"Gojyo... please..." Sanzo whimpered.
Gojyo made quick work with Sanzo's request and he plunged into his entrance with as much force as he ever had. There was no preperation, no lubrication, and definitely no warning. The priest's eyes widened and he cried out, biting tight into the kappa's shoulder, wrapping his legs around Gojyo's waist. The kappa thrust hard into him and scratched Sanzo's back roughly with one hand, holding the two of them up with the other. Sanzo clawed at his lover's back in return, crying out his name and finally cumming over both of their stomachs. Gojyo gave Sanzo his release shortly after, collapsing on top of the small priest. They laid next to each other, Gojyo still inside Sanzo, for some time. Sanzo squirmed, trying to get comfortable and Gojyo moaned. "Baby... don't move. Please." The kappa asked quietly. "I'll move." Gojyo pulled himself out of Sanzo and let the priest roll over so his back was to Gojyo's chest.
"I love you..." Gojyo whispered into Sanzo's ear. There was no response from the sleeping man, but Gojyo knew that somehow, he was loved too.