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Edwards POV.

We were now in Tanya's house. Bethan reluctantly tied me to a chair.

I knew she didn't want to be here it was all she was thinking about. It seemed that in her human life, she had had a boyfriend that was planning to propose to her the night Victoria and Abi changed her.

They'd left her in her house while her parents were away.

Three days later, she ended up killing her only love. She was heartbroken and set out for revenge. Bethan couldn't bring herself to do and ending up being a tool.

How she coped with the rest of them I did not know.

But I did realise one thing while reading her thoughts, if I wanted to get out of here and see Bella alive she was my only hope.

I couldn't do it now as it would be to early. I would have to earn her trust over time.

It was a sacrifice I would have to make.

Bella's POV.

It had happened again I was an empty shell. It had only been a few days yet it felt like years since Edward had stroked my hair with his firm icy hands.

Why did it have to be like this? I was nothing without him. Alice had been my only comfort but there was only one thing I wanted from her.

I needed to find Edward; I would have to betray him to find him.

"Carlisle, there is something I need Alice to do fo…" He interrupted me half way through.

"Bella, Alice has already seen your decision and at this present time is very confused. She does not want to betray Edward but she wants to do the best for you too."

His face was vexed as he saw the terror bursting out of me.

Everyone except for me and Alice had been calm about the whole situation. Rosalie and Jasper had gone on as normal, as if nothing had happened.

While Emmett, Carlisle and Esme had found my presence awkward.

"If you really want this Bella the right time to ask is now. Alice is on the verge of changing her mind as Edward will be very hurt. Especially with the marriage."

I grasped my hands tightly and it took great effort to force the next few words out of my uncooperative mouth.

"Carlisle, I will ask her but I need to know, will you provide me with the basics?"

"Bella darling," he put his hand on my shoulder. It was nothing like Edwards touch. They were both hard skinned but Edwards felt much… softer.

"We will all support you and when you are strong enough, we will fight with you. For now though Bella, we have to take things as they come. Especially when you are at such a vulnerable stage."

I nodded and headed of to find Alice. If she did not say yes, then Carlisle would do it.

An icy calm rushed through my veins as I knocked on her door….

Tanya's POV.

We returned from our hunt to Edwards's unhappy growl and Bethan's chirpy voice.

I had loved Edward once but he did not return the feelings I gave to him.

Now whenever I saw him pure hatred burst out of me, ready to attack him.

I had to control myself.

He was Victoria's meat as well as mine.

It had been a good hunt; we had sped to the nearest city and feasted on the homeless.

It was a perfect meal, they wanted to die and no one would care if they had gone missing. It was dark so they could not tell we were vampires as they rattle they're empty tin can at us while asking for change.

The Volturi had made a huge mistake in telling everyone we existed.

Edward seemed to agree with me on this point as reading his mind was like a little play. So very… interesting. He was the scarred little boy frightened by me!

It annoyed me at times though, Bella this and Bella that. I could not take it for long and neither could Victoria. She did not love Edward but she did hate Bella with a loathing as pure as my own.

It was not long before knocks could be heard at the door….

Hey, I hoped you like it, I haven't updated for AGES so I'm quite pleased with this one.

My writers block had gone and I've got loads of idea's for the next chapters!!

Idea's are welcome and I would like some reviews pleaseeee!!

Can I just point out to Dragonwingedhanyou Tanya does not love Laurent but refused to help kill Victoria in the book because Laurent was a friend who had stayed with her.

Thanyou!!

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