Dear Diary, He's So Mr. Perfect

A/N: It's hard to believe that only four days ago I started this and was like I wonder what will happen in the end. I have so many ideas but I'm so far away from putting them down. I want a lot of things to happen for this story so I'm asking all of you readers now to please not judge this book as good or bad stories. All stories are good but this story I really didn't know what I was going to do with it so its kind of special to me because at first I didn't even think I should of made it into an Inuyasha fanfiction. But things change. I would like to thank Shichinintai's Girl for reviewing these past three chapters. I hope she continues. I like her positive energy flowing over my story. I might just make this book over 30 chapters long I hope. Oh guess what else Shichinintai's Girl? I have Avril Lavigne making hot plans in this book haha you'll see what surprise I have with one of her songs and Kagome… well yeah that's giving something out. But still. Onto chapter four with rigorous writing I shall accomplish. Oh sorry this A/N was so long btw. I'll try not to make it happen.

Chapter: 4- Camp Ties (A/N: I swear on myself that this is completely creepy and like writing talent. Before I write my chapter for anything I always do title first and ?I don't have any outline or anything for the chapters, I swear that I just pick the titles for it and like my whole chapter is coming out like magic and it just falls into the title I swear it's completely like gift. Idk how but it gives me 1 good damn chapter haha.)

Summary:I said really quietly, "Could you please let me go? I promise I won't go back to the movies." Inuyasha let go. I just stood there and slowly turned away. I finally said, but at my distance with my back still turned, "Why do you want to protect me so much when yet you are so cruel to me?"

Inuyasha sighed and said really softly, "Because you have no idea what I am and yet you… you…"

Inuyasha looked down as I turned to face him. Was he finally going to open up to me? Finally give me a chance? I felt like I had to say something to hopefully get him talking again but I knew that would ruin his moment. I stayed quiet and stayed in my spot because I might get yelled at for walking and it didn't feel like he was done talking yet. Inuyasha said, "Never mind." (A/N: Do you hate me? He wasn't going to say anything are you crazy?) I took a step forward to him and then I stepped back and stepped forward again.

Inuyasha looked at me and I knew he was getting irritated at me for not making my mind up whether to stay put or move forward. I moved back again and then moved forward before I looked into his eyes. They were a royal blue this time glistening into the moonlight. I stuttered as I said, "Inuyasha, please continue." Inuyasha looked back down. I walked over to him and stood in front of him. I was a little too shy to touch his arm. I knew he would bark at me. I slowly moved my hand up and lingered at his arm. It was so tempting to touch him, I was so curious and I finally gave it a chance. When I put my hand on his arm it felt warm. I looked down at my hand. It felt like suddenly I was warm. I wasn't so afraid of things anymore. I wasn't so cold about things and as afraid about them as I used to be. It felt like an old fire was being re-lit again. A fire pit that was put out for a very long time.

Inuyasha looked into my eyes and said, "But it's just that you, when you do this. When you are like this. I just can't believe this." (A/N: I know it's not nice to tease or fool but GOT YA! Haha. But still bet some of you weren't seeing what's about to come up happen.)

I looked back up into his eyes and said, "What? Do what? Believe what?"

Inuyasha said modestly, "This. You being like this. Everything. Why? Why to me?" I was really confused then. What could he mean this? What this? What why? I didn't get a word of it.

I looked back down at my hand and then said softly, hoping he wouldn't call me a stupid girl for saying this, "I don't know what you mean? I treat you just like everyone else. I don't know why to you… it's because I'm your friend." I heard a growl come from a deep part of his throat. Probably on the Growl of Ranking at a five that time out of ten. He was agitated.

Inuyasha replied, "Why are you my friend? I'm not everyone else. I'm worse than most in fact."

I looked back up into his eyes and said, "Maybe that's why I chose you to be my friend. Maybe it's because I took a liking to you so well, Inuyasha. I mean before you came along my life was dull and lifeless. Then I saw a boy with silver hair and an attitude that could scare away even the most harmless and I just stuck to you. I like you for who you are. If you want your hair silver then let it. I wouldn't have the guts to do it but hey you can. If you want to wear ears on top of your head go for it. But I can't."

Inuyasha started to giggle and then said, "You weren't afraid of me scaring you that other day? You think I died my hair? You think these ears are fake? If they were real what would you think?"

I looked up at his hair. I said slowly, "I don't care if it's real. I don't care if you have ears on top of your head."

Inuyasha said, "Well good because they are real. So you weren't scared then?" I shook my head. Inuyasha continued, "Why me, still?"

I just shrugged and then I stepped back. I wanted to take a full look at what kind of friend I was going to have. Got he had such nice hair. And his eyes were so luminous. His head was turned and he was looking at the moon. I smiled a little hoping that finally he would stay in this mood. After a few minutes I asked, "Why were you at the movies with Kikyo tonight?"

Inuyasha looked back at me as if he awoke from a haze and replied, "I wanted to take her. It was a good movie too. Why were you with Koga tonight?"

I said quietly, assuming that would keep him in the mood, "He asked me and I said yes." Inuyasha said, "Well are you really going out with him?"

I shook my head no. I thought it was finally safe to admit it. He was keeping quiet so far. That is until Inuyasha said, "Aha! I knew you were lying! So why did ya do it?"

I looked over at the bushes and said., "I don't know. Why did you go out with Kikyo?"

Inuyasha said, "Because I like her."

I said, "Because he's sweet." I could feel a huge frown appearing on his face from my news. But I know he knows he's a jerk so he wouldn't dare pretend he was nice. I finally turned back to facing him and said, "So will I see you at the orientation for camp tomorrow?" Inuyasha nodded slowly. I smiled and said, "Well sweet dreams Inuyasha." He just said, "Night."

-Next Morning-

I woke up earlier than the girls for once. I guess I wasn't that tired. I quietly went over to Ayanmi's bed and shook her. As soon as she was about to gasp I covered my hand over her mouth and shushed her. She nodded and then whispered, "Don't scare me like that. Why are you up so early?" Now diary the reason I had to see her is you can probably guess why. Ayanmi's a genesis when it comes to sneaking away and stuff. She's done it since 4th grade when a guy from her class asked her to meet him in the park at 6 in the morning and she did it and never got caught. Fourth Grade!

I quietly whispered back, "I need you to cover for me Ayanmi. I am meeting Inuyasha at orientation and Koga will be there and I'm not ready to answer all his grin and bearing questions right now because I'm not so sure about myself yet and I don't want you guys to think I'm ditching on you for some guy because I'm not it's just I need to talk to Inuyasha so will you please tell the girls some excuse and if Koga asks you guys where I am just tell him I was doing something and that I couldn't talk today. I just need some time to think. Please?" She just nodded her head. I smiled my thank you smile and quietly went to the bathroom to get ready. I wanted to go do something before orientation. Something I had to do every year.

After I was out of the cabin safe, quiet, and covered I walked over to a hidden trail on my left side to go to my secret spot. About a half a mile into the woods there was a little gum tree that had a stone on the floor and it was right next to the water line of the lake. I found it one year when I was 10. I used to go to that spot to think, scream, let out anything, and do anything. It felt like apart of me. I then finally put a wooden box under the stone one year and decided to slip in a piece of paper and some other possessions.

I carefully took out the box. I opened up the paper and took out a pen from my bag. I quickly wrote on the 3 line provided part, "Figure out who I am more and decide if I will ever be a good person to a boy. If so then go out with a boy. Find my better future, and figure out what I want to do. Get straight A's." I read the directions above my answer. "What do you want to accomplish this year?" I nodded and smiled as I put back my box. I got up and went down to the Food Hall. I was starving since I never got to eat dinner or lunch because of everything yesterday.

After I got there I noticed that it was still early in the morning. Only twenty kids were there. It was only 7:11 and orentation didn't start till 8:00. I grabbed a plate of food and sat down at a table near the back of the hall and at silently. After I was done I decided to go for another walk and just wait it out. I decided to walk on the whole mile trail. If I could run a mile in 16 minutes then I could surely walk a mile in less than an hour and make it back. I started along when I noticed that the trail I was following had all the bushes trimmed back. The bushes were no longer hiding away the mystery. I decided to walk it anyway. It wasn't like this was my secret trail or anything. It was just a really long path that helped un-bore me sometimes. I then remember that I had my Ipod with me and that it could just make use of itself yet.

I was in the mood for a happy song but it had a sad ending and the lyrics had to be pointless but it had to have some meaning behind it. I defiantly wasn't depressed or anything but I wasn't also Mrs. Cheerleader either. I settled for Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson. (A/N: The song just fit her mood so shut up if you hate it or the singer. It's whatever as long as it fit's the mood.) As I listened to the song I began to realize that I do have pieces of me all over the place. I am no longer the Kagome everyone knew last summer. I had to have something different happen to me. There just had to be something. Then next thing I knew Inuyasha appeared out of nowhere. He was walking my direction. I noticed he wasn't in his normal happy mood so I stopped walking and waited for him to walk to me. We were going to meet into each other anyways.

As soon as he was close enough to speak to I said, "Hey, what's up?" He looked up as if I had just destroyed a big moment for him a moment like he was focusing onto something really important and I made him lose his thought. He said, "What are you doing over here?" I looked around me and said, "Am I not allowed?" He said, "No I just never knew you would know about this trail. There's a lot of trails why did you chose this one?" I looked down and then said, "I just wanted to walk. This trail is pretty long." Inuyasha nodded in agreement. I then said, "So where were you going?" He said, "Orientation." I said, "Oh, well it's only 7:20." He just nodded. I said, "So what cabin are you staying in?"Inuyasha said, "The one with the fish on it." I said, "Oh, Pointers." He said, "Yeah whatever."

I looked around and then said, "See you at orientation?" He nodded and walked around me as I kept walking. Then a few moments later Inuyasha and I both turned around at the same time and he said, "Kagome? Uh, you might want to watch out for snakes. They like this trail a lot." I laughed and said, "Don't worry I've been on this trail a bunch of times. I'm just wondering why someone has the guts to cut the bushes away. It was so pretty." Inuyasha looked down guiltily and said, "Yeah, well how else am I supposed to get to my cabin if I can't see where my feet are." I looked confused and said, "The boys cabins are on the other side of the lake." Inuyasha shook his head and said, "Actually this is a round way to the other side of the lake. If you keep following this it eventually gets around the lake to our side." I laughed and said, "That's impossible." Inuyasha just started walking towards me till he passed me and then was a few feet ahead when he said, "Ya coming?" I just ran to him.

Silence filled the air. Not even birds were singing. I put my Ipod away because it got annoying after a while. Inuyasha was still not saying anything and I didn't want to break the silence and have him tell me I'm a stupid girl or something if I would say something stupid. I couldn't take it anymore and I finally said, "So Inuyasha, what about your family?" Inuyasha looked over to me and said, "When I was little my mother died. As did my father. I am stuck living with my putrid son-of-a-bitch half-brother Sesshomaru." Those were some pretty hate words there. I just said, "I live with my mom, my brother Souta, my grandfather and a very fat cat on a shrine. I don't know my dad. When I was little my mom said he died."

Inuyasha asked, "Why do you come here every summer?" I said, "My mom thought it would be a good chance to practice my communication skills and she thought that my roommates here, Sango, Kim, and Ayanmi, would be bored too. We all used to go to the same school till in sixth grade Kim moved away, then in seventh Sango's parents moved away for a better job, and Ayanmi was sent to a private school because her parents wanted her to have a better education. What about you?"

Inuyasha looked down and said, "My brother said it was for better reasons. My friend Miroku he's here accompanying me because he too was bored." I just nodded. I said, "Why do you hate Sesshomaru?" Inuyasha said, "We just never got along. I think it was because when his mother died my father remarried and when they had me he hated the feeling he wasn't number one to our father anymore. After my mother died my father died. Then that was it. Sesshomaru was nineteen so he was supposed to take care of me." I looked down and said, "Sorry about your parents." Inuyasha said, "Sorry about your dad." I said, "You ever hate it how when people find out about the deaths they say their sorry but they don't really mean it. They could care less about your family or yourself. People are really selfish sometimes." Inuyasha laughed and said, "When were you so pessimistic?" I just shrugged.

Inuyasha said, "Well we should get back it's time." I nodded and he stopped and said, "Do you trust me?" I laughed and said, "You saved me from a kiss, you saved my life, you scared me half to death, you ruined a date… and you're asking me if I trust you? Well saving my life over ruining a date kind of evens out so I guess I trust you."

Inuyasha said, "get on my back and we could get there a lot faster without being late." I said, "How is giving me a piggy back ride going to make things faster?" Inuyasha said, "Just trust me and do it." I got on silently and then before I knew it he was going faster than people generally running. It was kind of scary at first because he hopped and then leaped but I got used to it quickly and before we knew it we were back by my cabin again and with ten minutes to get there. I got off his back and said, "Silver hair, ears on your head, sharp claws, leaps, fangs, are you like half dog?" Inuyasha laughed and said, "Yes." I smiled and just kept walking. Before we got there Kikyo was waiting by the gate. As soon as I saw her I just walked to the other side of the crowd hoping she wouldn't see me with her boyfriend. It would be a little crazy. And some ideas would pop and last thing I needed was Inuyasha to go back to being a jerk to me.

As soon as I passed the gate I took my seat next to Ayanmi who I was thankful for sitting alone. She said Kim found some guys to sit with and Sango was getting breakfast. I sat next to her and told her all my details about last night except Inuyasha and my conversations. Those were confidential. But Ayanmi always knew that boys topics with girls were always confidential unless it was a remark or some comment or compliment about the girl or guy then it was totally supposed to be said and mentioned. I was just happy that he finally wasn't a jerk to me. It was way better than me feeling so bad for being mean.

After the camp orientation with the introductions with councilors they talked about how this year there was going to be some changes. This year they were having sports tourniquets and anyone could do it. They were also having classes out for cooking, performing arts, and music. It was all out there and the last part I caught was that after all our twelve weeks here the last day of camp we were to perform in a talent show. And just do whatever is best. The week before and week of that was the sporting tournaments. It was defiantly different. I've never been good at any of that. Except sports but Kikyo was better than me. Ayanmi whispered in my ear that some one was staring at me from behind on to the right side. I looked over inconspicuously and noticed it was Koga. I turned around quickly and then was tapped on the shoulder and then turned around behind me to find it was some random guy. The guy then said, "Koga wishes me to ask you if you would be willing to be his partner and sign you two up for a sporting match or anything you were willing to do?" I sighed and said, "Tell him I'll think about it." The boy nodded then got up and left. Ayanmi said, "How sweet." I just said, "Yeah. He doesn't deserve me."

Ayanmi said, "What do you mean? It's not like you've been cheating or anything. You're not even official." I sighed again and said, "I know but after that stunt Inuyasha pulled for the second time last night I feel so bad. And he did ask me out on a date so romantically." Ayanmi sighed and said, "You're so worth it Hun! So go for it. Be his partner in crime." I nodded and then waited for them to finish. When Ayanmi and I were leaving Inuyasha came over to me and said, "So I was wondering… if you would be interested in doing something tomorrow." I looked over at Ayanmi looking for an answer and she just nodded to him. I said, "Well ok. What did you have in mind?" Inuyasha said, "I don't care whatever is fine." I said, "Um well anything is alright with me." Just then Kikyo approached us and said, "Inu-baby come on. We're going to be late for the show. I want to get good seats this time." Inuyasha sighed and said, "Ok." Kikyo looked at me and said, "Well hope you're not going to enter the tennis match because it would be awfully sad to watch a poor dog lose." I looked up at her and said, "What do you mean I'm not the one that is going to eat my ass for breakfast. So come and get a piece of me." Kikyo stuck her little primp wanna-be nose up and walked away pulling Inuyasha with her. \

I turned back and said to Ayanmi, "Oh it is on. Koga prepare for battle! You too Ayanmi. We're going to wipe that daddy's princess ass all over this camp!" Ayanmi nodded. I wished so badly that Inuyasha wouldn't let her talk like that to people too. It is so wrong. I knew one thing though. She was going down and I was taking her little dog too.

A/N: Haha, well this means war! can't wait for the next chapter with the practice. This is going to be a fun summer. Yey for Inuyasha!! So proud. He's turning out so nice. Well wait for tomorrow. Reviews are oh so lovely… sweet thoughts!

-Black4rose13