Warnings: Language, yaoi Horo x Ren mild sexual content. No kids allowed!

How much would you pay for me?

Chapter 4

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Fourth Night

I still have the feeling in my lips, the delicious taste in my tongue and the loud moans that came out of his mouth are carved with precision in my mind. It was really worth it to go out that night even if just walking was painful, a torture I'd gladly go through again if the reward would be as comforting as remembering the position his body took with his back arched on the bed and the little sweat drops decorating his skin, his golden eyes half closed and to top it all the things he said each time I moved skillfully along his manhood... those words in Chinese that maybe were moaning for more.

In those moments I wasn't fully aware of how I came to be on top of him, I just acted on inertia, but now I can remember how it all happened and how I made that choice.

After the beating I had earned thanks to Hao, I was left in the floor, it rained and I was wet, but even still I couldn't get up because of the pain. I laughed ironically on the ground while the blood was washed away by the large rain drops.

Staying there wasn't such a bad idea, at least I wouldn't have to see Hao's face and laying there like a mediocre my mind was free to think of Ren Tao.

Yoh arrived and freaked out when he saw me, he lift me up, took me to my room and healed some of my wounds, he didn't talk, he was so upset he didn't crossed a word with me. Once he got out of my room he slammed the door and I could hear him screaming at Hao "You know that kid almost dies" "he's not your property" "he's a person" and the last sentence he said left Hao speechless "I'll end all this even if you're my brother, I won't allow you to hurt people anymore, even less this boy"

Even in pain I got up and went to where they were, I smiled at Yoh and said "everything will be alright" he shook his head and looked at his brother distrustfully. He couldn't argue with my words since he had taught them to me himself and it wasn't going to do any good to me or other who also "worked with" Hao if Yoh ended the "business". Not only I depended on it, but many girls and mothers who need the money to support their kids, it's not the most honorable job however many people including myself don't have other options.

Yoh came to me once again and took me to my room, he looked more calmed and I asked him for a favor: to help me meet up with Ren. He wasn't ok with that and it took me almost an hour to convince him. Finally he accepted and took me in his car, I was late.

I finally recognized Ren just by seeing the tone of his skin and the way he stood up, he was leaving. He noticed I wasn't feeling well and even still he took me to an apartment, but not to do what I thought but to have a very strange doctor see me.

The man seemed funny but creepy, I would have liked him a lot if it wasn't because the mere fact that when we were alone the man changed his smile to a very serious face, I could almost swear the doctor hated me, even though after his words I could understand the reason behind his behavior. He just wanted what was best for Ren and between "what's best" I wasn't included. I remember his actual words:

-You're not good for him, if he's the one who went after you just turn him down- he said while he bandaged my left arm, I really didn't understand why he said that if he didn't know me, but I guess the marks in my body gave me away, and he was a doctor so I guess he recognized the bruises I have and figured out what type of person I was - someone of your profession should not be by his side.

-I'm just a friend - I argued and I was being honest up until certain point, we never trespassed any line and the mere fact that we met was just a coincidence, in fact I think that if I didn't do what I did Ren and I could have been good friends.

-A friend? How much money do you want? I'll pay you double of whatever he offers you if you never look for him again - he said stopping what he was doing while looking at me, it angered me, I never had such intentions towards Ren and I also guess he didn't go after me looking just for a fuck either. Still it was hard for anyone else but us to understand that, after all he was a rich kid who could do whatever he pleased and I was a prostitute, I didn't know how to defend ourselves with what he had.

-I don't want anything, I already told you Ren has been nice to me I don't want to take anything from him - I defended and he laughed, like he would believe me...

-Ok, well since you are his friend and so am I, I'll ask you a favor, don't ever see him again, he's a very important person and even if he looks strong and untouchable he's not and your mere company can confuse him and it's not even just that, if an enemy of Ren would find out it would destroy him and his family... Ren simply can not make more mistakes you understand? - His words shot through me like thin ice needles burying in my skin, freezing my being. I knew that seeing him was a problem but I didn't know it was such a big one, he was right it had to be the last time I'll see him and then never again.

-I won't see him again, at least I won't go after him - After that he took a needle, I thought he was going to wet my face again but no... He sedated me and I fell asleep. I think I could hear him saying thanks before I went unconscious but I'm not sure.

When I woke up I felt my face being gently touched, generally when that happens it means something unpleasant and that scares me, but that night it was Ren's eyes on me. It would be the last time I'd see him so without much thought I went over him and licked him with all the vehemence and determination that took over me in that moment.

And now I'm just here, thinking, remembering and touching myself for him... because last night after he came fully in my mouth and lips I blushed violently and wiped with the back of my hand the remains of that white substance that ran down the corner of my mouth, I looked at him frightened since I didn't know how he'd react, I had just gone all over him not taking into account if he was ok with that or not, but still, what was done was done. So while he was laying there still trying to catch his breath I got up and left his apartment saying a mere "I'm sorry"

Just remembering turns my whole body on, but yesterday I had no choice but to leave things there, I had to step away from him. I don't just like Ren Tao, I was drawn by his eyes, hypnotized by every part of him and especially by the way he was with me since I was more than sure that he wasn't like that with anybody else.

It was uncomfortable being in the bathroom, and to finish in the toilet that unsatisfied longing of being in bed with Ren...

But I have no choice, after last night I haven't been able to stop thinking about it... and at least today I'm at Yoh's who was been taking care of me since he took me out of Hao's house.

I'm not all comfortable here and not because the brunette is not of my liking but because he has a very peculiar wife. A beautiful crazy blond who has a very bad temper and as far as I know she's the one who provides for the family while Yoh does the cleaning, cooking etc... Very peculiar, even though I wouldn't mind staying at home like Yoh taking care of the house while somebody else works for me.

She doesn't know what Yoh's brother does for a living or at least she pretends she doesn't very well for what I know she works in a very prestigious place and it wouldn't be good for her to get involved with that. She doesn't let Yoh see Hao or any of his friends, myself included... even still the blond has been strangely nice to me, I guess Yoh convinced her that I'm not a bad person... though sometimes I wonder if I am.

-That idiot... he's already been twenty minutes in the bathroom - Well and there's the aforementioned and her lovely voice.

-I'm sorry - I come out embarrassed, she looks at me angry, she knows what I was doing in there, she sighs and smiles.

-Go on idiot, go to your room and we'll see what we're going to do with your tomorrow... after all you are not going to be staying here for long without doing anything - she pointed at me with a finger while she moved as though she was going to poke me, she probably doesn't know that even if I try I can't work for anyone else but Hao since I'm in debt with him, he bought himself a couple of years of my life working for him as a prostitute.

-Yes Anna - I still answer, if I have to work on the mornings too I have no problem.

-Annie don't be so tough on him, he's been through a lot, you know - Yoh speaks to her in a sweet voice, they truly love each other there's no doubt of that.

-Tomorrow I'll talk to my boss about you, don't make me look like a fool - she smiles and turns around while Yoh looks at me calmed, he knows I won't be mad or go against her, besides she only does all this to help me.

-Yes madam - I answer with my hand up in sign of joy, after all I could have a more honorable job for a while… Sadly my joy is ephemeral, the door is knocked with a lot of force, I can almost guess who it is and I run to it before Yoh or Anna get there first.

-Good it was you who opened! Let's go… don't say a word, I'll be a little more flexible with you since you have another client – It was Hao indeed, his eyes were penetrating, his smile sarcastic, I had been out for a long time so it was obvious that he would come for me, even though I didn't expect him so soon. I took a deep breath, I knew what was coming.

-Hao… - I said with frustration, probably a new client and with all the pain in my ribs, after the painkillers had worn off it had been pretty painful - I'll just say goodbye to Yoh-

-I'll give you five minutes- his last words as he proceeded to enter what I assume was his new car.

-Yoh…- I said while he looked at me sad, I guess he doesn't want me to go back but I have no choice. Then Anna came after him and spoke.

-Tomorrow I'll be waiting for you here at seven am… you still have options Usui, Hao is not the only solution-

-Anna…- I answered… when she said that I thought of Ren, I guess he probably had thought the same thing… I wonder, what is he doing tonight?

The next night I'll also be waiting for you…

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