This Chapter contains Mature content, You have been warned.
"Can I get you anything else Mam'm?" The flight attendant asks me.
I have already had two cokes and finished my pink berry. "No, I'm good. Thank you." I tell her. She gives me a smile and continues on.
I have the row to myself. For the most part, the people in the first class cabin have been quit. Everyone seems to have business on the mind. Ive been listing to the playlist Rob made me. I love every song, but my favorite has to be What If by five for fighting.
I hope that his objective was to give me songs that expressed his feelings… He loves me. He has told me that so many times, but I still need to hear it. Especially since I'm pregnant again. If Rob didn't love me as much as he does, there is no way I could have another baby.
I haven't taken a test yet, but I know my body a lot better now. I recognize the signs, and I am defiantly pregnant. I know I should find out for sure, but I'm not ready for it to be reality yet. I want to focus on the promotional side to On the Road. The movie deserves my full attention, we all worked so hard on it.
The pilot announces our decent into New York, I buckle up my seat belt and watch as we grow closer to the ground.
…
"Hello?" Rob says over the phone.
"Hey, babe. I just got up to my room."
"Oh, great. How were the crowds?"
"Nothing out of the ordinary. I miss you." I tell him.
"I miss you too, sweetie. Only two days." he says softly to me.
"I know. Ummm, I have something I need to talk to you about once you get in." I tell him, my voice trailing off at the end.
"Ok, is everything alright?" He sounds concerned.
"Yeah. yeah, everything is great." I lie to him.
"Kris, I know you better then you know yourself. And I know when your lying. Why don't you just tell me the truth,"
God, this man is too good. "Everything is great, or, should be great.." I say.
"You seem upset, come on, just tell me whats wrong." He pleads
"I will. Once you get in. Promise." I say.
He sighs, "Fine. Listen, I'm glad you got in safely. I have to go into another meeting, I'll call you later."
"Ok, have fun." I giggle.
"I love you."
"You better." I laugh again.
…..
RPV
Kristen is lying to me, and I know what it is concerning. Either she is pregnant and scared or not pregnant and sad. I wish something could just be easy for us just this once. I really want a baby, and I know Kristen does too. She is just scared out her mind that something bad is going to happen again. Everything is so complicated now, I'm afraid that she has all these feelings but is afraid to act of them. But I do remember when we had just made love for the first time since Felicity…. she was fearless.
"Have you been taking your pill?" I ask her.
Tears pool in her eyes and fall one by one as she shakes her head 'No'
I nod understanding why she hadn't been, so I lean over into my nightstand drawer and pull out a condom. I have no idea if she wants the protection or not, I hope I don't hurt her feelings by suggesting a condom.
Kristen notices what I have in my hand and placed hers on mine, she whispers "No."
"Are you sure?" I ask, tears in my eyes. Does this mean she wants a baby? Or isn't afraid?
Either way, my wife is so strong, "Yes."
I lay her down and is probing right near her entrance. "I love you more then anything Kristen, I will do anything for you."
"I love you too, Rob." she cries.
We make contact and she is so tight it blows my mind. I thought since the baby, this way of connecting would be different, but its just as beautiful as I remember.
I slowly move in and out of her, I hear the pleasure in Kristen's moans and cries, "Kris" I breathe
"Rob."
We both come together, finding our release.
We had comic con the next day, Kristen was worrying about what type of questions were going to be asked, if people were going to treat us differently. Of course, I had those questions too, but I needed to stay strong for her and let her understand everything really was going to be ok.
We had just checked into our hotel when she surprised me, yet again…
"Rob!" Kristen screams from the bathroom.
I get off our bed and head towards the sound, "Is everything ok, sweetie?" I ask, walking thru the door.
"Yes! Look! I look amazing in this skirt!" She said giddy.
I laughed, she was wearing a skin tight lime green skirt. She complimented if with a very tight white T-shirt that showed off her incredible tits.
"Yes, you do!" I laugh. I grab her by her now tiny waist and smash my lips against hers. "I can't let you leave looking like this."
She blushes and lifts her legs up and wraps them around me. "What if we walk in like this?" She giggles.
"Hmm, this could work." I sneakily run my hand up her back, underneath her shirt. My fingers find her bra strap and gently un hook the restraint. She looks down and laughs, "God, my husband is a fucking man whore!"
"He sure is." I press my lips against hers again and Kristen rubs her chest against mine and I feel the reaction down south. "Fuck." I moan.
Kristen laughs yet again and slides down back to the floor. "Lets take care of this.." She whispers, bending down onto her knee's…
God, that was the best blow job she ever gave me. I need to see her. Two days is so fucking long. I hear the door opening up signaling they are ready for me. I am here discussing the filming schedule for my new movie, The Rover.
"Rob, we are ready for you."
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