CHAPTER 4
Ana
Three Months Later...
Hannah can you come in here please? " Yes Miss Steele "
I am not feeling to well I am going to go up and see Christian and then I will most likely go home for the rest of the day, so if you would just take messages for me and I will take care of them when I get back on Monday I think I am going to take tomorrow off as well.
" Of course Miss Steele will that be all " Yes thank you Hannah you are the best.
Hey Andrea is he in a meeting or can I just go on in.
" Hey Miss Steele no he isn't busy do you want me to let him know you are coming in "
No I think I will surprise him thank you Andrea.
" You are most welcome Miss Steele, are you ok you seem like you are a bit under the weather "
I actually don't feel to good and I am coming to let Mr. Grey know that I am heading home and that I am also not going to be in tomorrow because I feel terrible.
" Oh okay well I hope that you get to feeling better and I will see you on Monday then "
Thank you Andrea see you on Monday maybe we can do lunch then.
I slowly open the door to Christian's office and he is standing facing the window sexy as hell.
Hey Baby are you busy?
" Oh Ana Baby to what do I owe the pleasure of your visit "
He walks over to me wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close to him kissing my forehead in the process. I was actually coming to tell you that I am going home cause I don't feel to good and that if it is okay with you I will also take tomorrow off too and then by Monday I should be better is that okay.
" Baby what's wrong " I don't really know I'm just really tired very nauseous and I can't keep anything down but I didn't want you to worry if you came to my office and I was gone. I am going to get Sawyer to take me home if that is okay with you my sexy man.
" Ana baby I will go home with you I don't have anything on my schedule for the rest of the day so we can leave now if you are ready baby cause I want to be the one taking care of you "
Okay but I don't want you to feel that you have to leave because of me.
" Ana don't be absurd you are my loving amazing girlfriend and I will do anything for you plus I have plans for us tonight and before you say anything no we are not going out I am having dinner delivered from The Mile High Club I have a whole romantic evening planned for us "
Oh really Mr. Grey and just what exactly to you have planned besides dinner what are you not telling me.
" Ana it's a surprise so don't ask any more about it just let me romance you please baby I love you "
As I love you okay let's go home cause I am ready to get into something comfortable and relax with my boyfriend.
Christian
I am standing in my office looking out at the world around me and think how could I be any happier than I am right now . I hear my sweet Ana talking to me so I turn around and walk over to her she is very warm and doesn't look to be feeling to good. She starts talking to me telling me that she is going to go home cause she doesn't feel to good and that she didn't want me to worry if I came to see her in at her office, well guess what baby if you aren't going to be here then I am coming with you cause I don't want anybody else taking care of her.
" Christian are you ready to go now cause I am really tired baby " Yes let me just grab my laptop and phone and let Taylor know that we are ready to go.
I call Taylor and tell him to have the car ready.
" Sir is everything alright are you and Miss Steele okay "
Yes Taylor we are fine although Ana isn't feeling to well so that is why we are going home so I can take care of her and we won't be back in the office until Monday.
" Yes Sir will you be needing to stop anywhere on the way home "
No is everything set to be delivered like I ordered. " Yes Sir it will be delivered at six o'clock "
Okay thank you Taylor I look at Ana who is now laying on the couch in my office I walk over to her and ask her if she is okay and she simply tells me " No Christian I am not okay I want to go home please and I also don't think I can walk I know I being childish but Baby I am so tired can you carry me please " I look at her and now I am starting to worry so I reach down and gently pick her bridal style and start walking towards the door and I look down at her and and she looks up at me at the same time and for the first time I see the fear in her eyes like she is afraid I that I don't want her I lean down and gently kiss her soft sweet lips and then I whisper in her ear and tell her that I know what she is thinking and that I am not going anywhere and that I love her with every fiber in my being.
Sawyer
I am sitting at my desk right outside of Miss Steele's office and I hear her call her assistant Hannah and I instantly start to worry cause she sounds nothing like herself so I call Taylor and tell him that Miss Steele doesn't sound to good and he said to watch her and if things get worse to call him and he will get the boss to come down to her.
Yes Sir.
I am sitting at my desk still and I am watching Miss Steele's assistant and man she has fucking hot ass body and I would love to fucking have her to myself I am slowly working my towards asking her out and I hope to god she says yes cause she is fucking beautiful.
I look up and Hannah is standing right beside me and I almost fall out of my chair when I look at her cause she is leaning over to talk to me and her top buttons on her shirt are undone and I am getting a nice fucking view at her big fucking tits. " Sawyer Miss Steele isn't feeling well and she is getting ready to go home but first she is going up to let Mr. Grey know " Okay Hannah thank you for letting me know. " You are welcome Sawyer "
Um Hannah can I ask you a question? " Yeah sure Sawyer what's on your mind " Well I was wondering if you might want to go out to dinner with me sometime? " Oh that sounds like a good idea I would be honored " Really you will well damn that was easier that I thought it would be.
" Well Sawyer I can tell you this I have honestly been trying to get the courage up to ask you out myself but I didn't want you to think I was just some bitch trying to land a quick fuck if I am being completely honest with you cause I have had the fucking hots for you since you started here and I just about cream my pants when I see you so I hope that doesn't scare you away now "
Wow Hannah thanks for being honest with me and I also have felt the same way about you too and I am going to be honest with you cause I consider myself to be a straight forward kind of guy so here it goes every time you bend over for any reason at all it takes a lot of self control not to come up behind you and ram my dick in you cause you are fucking hot and I have wanted to have you all to myself for the past three months but like I said I have been patiently waiting and I guess now is the time then.
" Well when do you want to go out I know that Miss Steele said that she want be back in until Monday and I have to work tomorrow but I am free the whole weekend "
Okay I will call you when I find out what my schedule will be like this weekend cause with Miss Steele being sick I don't know if Taylor will want me on call or if he will let me have the weekend off but I will talk to him today and as soon as I know I will call you that you can count on.
Christian
Ana baby wake up we are home. Fuck I wish I knew what was wrong with her.
I am planning on asking her to marry me tonight and I am hoping that she says yes, but know with her sick I wondering if I should wait until she is feeling better but then I have this whole evening already planned so I am just going to go ahead and do it that way if she says yes and I truly believe that she will then she will have something to make her feel a little better cause the ring I got for her is custom made and I think she is going to fucking love it.
" Christian hello earth to Christian " I jump at the sound of her saying this uh oh sorry baby I was just thinking anyways what were you saying.
" I was fixing to ask you what you was thinking about cause you seemed like you were a thousand miles away are you okay please don't tell me that you are worried about me cause I will be fine I think I just over did it this week with all the new up and coming authors we have signed and all the meetings I think I just took to much on at one time and didn't pace myself but I know with plenty of rest this weekend and some amazing sex with you I will be back to my normal self by Monday "
She says this to me with the sexiest smile and I can't help myself I smile right back at her.
Well Miss Steele I do believe I can help you with sex.
" Oh I know you can Mr. Grey and I know you will but right now I need a nice long bath do you want to help me with this very hard task "
You only have to ask me Baby... please lead the way Miss Steele.
Ana
We had a long hot bubble bath of course we had to play for a bit but now we are sitting in the great room and dinner has just been delivered and it smells so good Christian gets up to bring me my food, And to my surprise I eat everything on my plate and I have never been able to eat all of my food and it is really shocking and Christian seems to be happy about my eating everything.
" Ana how are you feeling baby you look like you are feeling a little better "
I am feeling a little better I just can't believe that I ate all of my food I never do that I don't understand why I did this time but anyways I guess I needed to eat that much I just don't want to get fat.
He looks at me with a very angry glare and through clenched teeth says " Anastasia don't ever say that again you are nowhere close to being fat and I don't like you degrading yourself like that and frankly it pisses me off that you think that way about yourself so please baby don't talk like that about yourself ever again ok I love you and I happen to think that you are perfect in every way "
I'm sorry Christian I didn't mean to upset you I don't even know where that thought came from I have never thought that way I don't know what is going on with me but the past week I have been feeling so different and I just can't figure out what it is but I will figure it out soon I promise.
We have finished our amazing dinner and we are laying on the floor in front of the fireplace just holding each other while kissing and staring into each others eyes. Christian looks at me at tells me he needs to talk to me and that he will be right back and for me not to move.
Christian
I tell Ana that I need to talk to her and tell her to stay where she is and not to move and to my surprise she stays on the floor and doesn't say a word she just gives me that beautiful smile.
I practically run to my office to grab the ring I got for her and then run back to my Ana she looks up at me like she thinks I am crazy or something.
" Christian are you okay you are breathing really hard "
Yes baby I am fine well better than fine I just ran to my office to grab something and ran back to you baby I didn't want to be away from you for a second longer than I have to be.
" Well what was so important in your office that you had to run there and run back for "
I sit back down on the floor but instead of sitting behind her this time I sit right in front of her and grab both of her hands in mine and look directly into her eyes. She is looking at me and to honest I think she is actually a little bit nervous.
Ana first I would like to say that I am so thankful that you came into my life and now I can't even picture my life with out you in it these past four months have been beyond amazing and second I have something very important to ask of you.
" Christian okay first you had me nervous for a minute there cause I thought you were fixing to break up with me and I honestly thought to myself If he dumps me I will die cause Baby with out you I wouldn't be able to breath I love you so much "
Oh Baby I am so sorry I didn't mean to make you think that way and I will tell you right this second leaving you had never even crossed my mind so please don't even think that okay, now back to what I was wanting to talk to about and I want you to listen to me cause I am so damn nervous I don't know if I will be able to talk straight okay baby.
" Okay Christian I am all ears baby you have my full attention I reach over and give a soft chaste kiss on his sexy lips "
Anastasia Rose Steele I feel in love with you the first day I laid eyes on you when you feel into my office and I am falling more in love with you every single day and I would love it if you would do me the extraordinary honor of becoming my wife and spending the rest of your life with me I love you Baby.
At first she doesn't say anything or even blink and then I notice she is smiling and has tears slowly running down her cheek then she finally looks at me and says
" Oh my god Christian I can't believe this is happening oh my god oh yes of course I will marry you oh my god baby I love you so much i am the luckiest girl in the world I can't believe it wow oh my god please pinch me cause I must be dreaming "
The whole time in between her talking she is kissing me all over my face. I don't even think she notices me putting her ring on her finger, I finally pull her hand to my lips to kiss right where her ring has now taken its rightful place and she slowly lowers her eyes and looks at her hand as soon as she sees it she starts to squeal and bouncing up and down and leave it to me to get a hard on from watching her bounce and making her perfect tits bounce too she doesn't have a bra on so that isn't helping matters either. Ana baby are you happy cause I am very fucking happy and I can't wait to get married I mean I am good with going right now to Vegas and eloping but of course we can't do that cause then our parents wouldn't be very happy with us.
Ana
Wow I can't believe it I am engaged to the sexiest kindest and most loyal and loving man in the world. At first when he asked me I was in shock cause I never thought in a million years that I would find someone to love me cause I have a terrible fucking past and I am into kinky fucking or also known as B.D.S.M. but since iv'e been with Christian I haven't really wanted anything to do with that life style anymore I mean don't get me wrong me and Christian play and everything but I don't need the playroom like I used to. We have a room here at the penthouse but it doesn't have all of the heavy shit but we do have some amazing fucking sex in there where we play hard, but when we are in our room we make love together and its is wonderful.
" Ana baby are you okay are you sure this is what you want "
Uh oh yes baby this is everything I want and more In love you so much and I can't wait to get married either and I agree I wish we could just run to Vegas and elope but you are right our families wouldn't be to happy with us.
" I am so glad I get to marry the sexiest woman in the world "
Oh god Christian Please move baby I am going to be sick I get up and run as fast as I can to the closest bathroom and throw up and I notice as I am finishing and flushing the toilet that Christian is right behind me holding my hair and rubbing my back.
" Ana baby are you sure you are just tired cause you are starting to worry me "
I'm not really sure about that know cause I was fine then all of a sudden I got dizzy and felt very nauseous. I get up off the floor and go to our bathroom so I can brush my teeth and change my shirt. While I am doing this I hear Christian talking to someone but I am not sure who it is. As I am putting my clean shirt he comes in the room and looks at me and he looks so worried.
Christian
While Ana is in our room I get on the phone with my mother and explain to her what is going on with Ana and tells me to ask her when was her last period and then let me know I think she may need to take a home pregnancy test just to be sure.
I walk into our room and Ana is pulling a clean shirt over her head and she looks so tired and pale i walk over to her and pick her up and put her on the bed with me I pull her to me with her back to my front and wrap my arms around her kissing her head.
Baby I just talked to my mother and I was telling her everything you told me today and also what happened just a few minutes ago and she told me to ask you when was your last period.
" Oh my god Christian I haven't had it this month at all and I have never been late or even missed my period at all god how could I be so stupid to not even notice "
Ana you are not stupid and it's okay my mother said that you should be take a home pregnancy test just to be sure so I sent Mrs. Taylor out to pick up some test and then we can find out what is going on.
" Christian are you mad at me "
No Ana I'm not mad at you I am worried about you I don't like seeing you sick it makes me feel helpless. Do you think you are pregnant?
" I'm not sure what if I am everyone will think I did this to trap you and force you to marry me "
Ana baby no one is going to think that of you and if you are pregnant then that's fine with me it just means we can get married a lot sooner.
I hear the elevator ping and I tell Ana to stay put I will be right back I run to the foyer and meet Gail.
" Oh hi Mr. Grey I tried to get back as fast as I could I didn't know which one to get so I grabbed two of each brand "
That's fine Gail cause I honestly don't know which one to use either.
I am walking back to our room and I hear Ana throwing up again so I call my mom and ask he to please come over and then I go into take care of my girl.
Hey baby are you okay listen I hope you don't mind but I called my mom and asked her to please come over and check you out is that okay.
" Yes that is fine did get the test cause if you have them then give them to me cause I really need to pee " I hand her the bag and she looks at me and tells me to get out cause she can't pee in front of me really we have done all kinds of kinky shit and yet she still can't pee in front of me I don't get that shit at all.
Grace
Well that was a interesting phone call from Christian he called me to ask what could wrong with Ana is sweet and wonderful girlfriend I absolutely adore her and I am so thankful for her being in Christian's life and I know he loves her more than life itself and I am the happiest mother in the world to see all of my children so in love it just melts my heart.
My oldest son Elliott is dating Ana's best friend Kate and she is so good to my son he loves her dearly and she loves him the same but sometimes little miss Kate can be a bit if a bitch if you even think about crossing anyone in the Trevelyan-Grey family for the Steele family or her family she is a strong willed young woman and I have a feeling that Elliott will be asking her to marry him soon and I just know that when the time comes she will say yes.
My baby girl Mia is Kate's brother Ethan and he adores Mia and she loves him so much it took them a little while to actually get together but they finally did about two months ago and they are connected at the hip and myself and Carrick couldn't be happier. I think in the next few months Ethan will be asking my baby girl to marry him and I know she will say yes she has done informed me that she is going to marry him.
My my baby boy Christian well we never thought he would ever settle down, hell we all thought he was gay and I was okay with that I just didn't want to push him to tell us anything I told my husband and children that we will wait for him to come out and tell us but boy was we all wrong, Well Elliott didn't say he thinks his brother is gay he told us that we all need to open our fucking eyes and pay attention everything about Christian said he was getting laid on a regular basis. I for one didn't even understand what the hell Elliott was talking about and I'm a damned doctor for Christ sakes.
Oh fiddle sticks Grace focus stop your damned day dreaming I silently reprimand myself Christian needs my help he told me that Ana isn't feeling well and that she is really tired and staying nauseous or vomiting quite a bit and he is really worried about her so I tell him to ask her when was her last period and then I tell him that she needs to take a home pregnancy test just to be sure.
I tell him to do this and then call me back, He tells me he loves me and he will call me back real soon and it takes my breath away to hear him tell me he loves me hell he even hugged me the other day when we had everyone over for Sunday brunch and I just cried like a baby cause he has never hugged me or told me he loves me but that was all due to his early childhood abuse and my husband and myself understood completely and we never forced him but his siblings on the other hand didn't but it wasn't bad Elliott has always had a very close bond with Christian and they are still as close today as they where when they were kids but when we brought our precious Mia home we all noticed a big change in Christian he even started talking to me and he his father and he was always wanting to hold Mia it was just so precious to see. Okay back to the now I am waiting on Christian to call me back now. And on cue he is calling Hi darling boy is everything okay. " No mom I need you to come over here now Ana is throwing up again and she is very pale mom please hurry I am really worried about her "
Okay son I am on my way just give her some orange juice and get her a cold compress and have her lay down I will be there soon.
" Thank you mom I love you "
Ana
I can't believe I threw up again god this is embarrassing I am laying in our bed and Christian has brought me some juice and has even gotten me a cold rag for my head. We hear the elevator ping and he tells me to stay put and I do.
He is coming back in the room and I am coming back out of the bathroom he asks me did i throw up again and I just shake my head to tell him yes. I see he has a bag in his hand from the pharmacy so I know what is in the bag but I ask him anyways if that is the pregnancy test and he says yes.
I take the bag from him and turn to around in the bathroom door way to go pee on the damned sticks and I notice that Christian is right behind me I politely tell him to get out cause I am not peeing in front of him and he just groans. I don't get it myself we have done all kinds of kinky stuff yet I still can't pee in front of him it is really weird I mean he can pee in front of me no problem at all.
So now that I am alone in the bathroom so I take out the test and I grab three different test and I manage to pee on all three at the same time I put the caps back on them and then I place them on the sink and go and open the door to find my sexy fiance' standing at the door patiently waiting on me I smile at him and tell him I took three test and now we just wait three minutes for the results. I am so nervous I can't look at them so I tell Christian to go and see what the test say. He comes back out with the biggest fucking grin on his face and has all three of the test in his hand and he comes over to me but I still can't look.
Christian
I am standing outside of our bathroom door waiting for my fiance' to come out after taking the test. I am secretly hoping that my sweet Ana is pregnant but I think she thinks I will be pissed at her and honestly I am very excited.
Damn she finally comes out and tells me that she took three test and that we have to wait three minutes for the results. I keep looking at my phone for the time and finally three minutes is up but Ana says she is to nervous to look and that she wants me to look first.
I go into the bathroom and pick the test up from the sink and two of the test say PREGNANT and the third one says PREGNANT 4-5 WEEKS. I am looking at the test and then I look at myself in the mirror and I have the biggest fucking grin on my face. I walk out to tell Ana the results and she is just staring at me so I walk over to her to show her the test but she won't look I know she is nervous so I just tell her two says PREGNANT and one says PREGNANT 4-5 WEEKS.
She finally looks at me then at the test and she says
" Christian I don't know what to say are you pissed at me or are you happy "
Seriously does she not see this big fucking smile on my face. Really Ana I am so fucking happy you have just made me so fucking happy twice over first agreeing to become my wife and now you are giving me a baby I couldn't be happier. So now you know why you haven't been feeling to great lately.
" Well now that I know what is going on that explains my missing period and my breast getting slightly bigger and why I am so tired all the time I am just glad you aren't mad at me I just can't believe I am going to be a mother "
Well baby my mother should be here any minute and then we can tall her we found out why you aren't feeling good and then we can tell her about the engagement if you are okay with that.
" Oh god of course we can tell her I love you mom she is so sweet to me and I really enjoy being around your whole family I feel so loved and wanted when I am near any of them "
Wow I can't believe I am gong to be a dad oh my god I am so excited I can barely sit still I hear the elevator ping again and I know it's my mom so I go out and greet her.
" Well Christian where is our sweet Ana at and how is she feeling now "
Well mom we have figured out what is wrong with Ana. " And are you going to tell me or am I going to have to guess "
Well lets go in the room where Ana is please. I lead my mom into our bedroom where Ana is laying in bed sipping on her juice.
" Hi Grace it's good to see you how are you doing this evening "
" Hello Ana I am good but I am starting to get a little worried about you though sweet girl "
" Well Grace I am doing much better now that we know what is wrong with me and I will tell you but you might want to take a seat first "
Mom we actually have a few things to tell you so please take a seat on the bed there by Ana please.
" Oh god you two are really worrying me will you two please just tell me what the hell is going on before I have a damn heart attack here "
We both look at each other and the back at my mom and we say at the same time that we are PREGNANT and that we are ENGAGED too and my mom just sits there not saying anything at first and then she says
" OH MY GOD I am going to be a grandmother I can't believe it this is so exciting and I am also getting this wonderful sweet girl as my daughter in law "
Yes to both mom we got engaged about two hours ago and then Ana got sick and well now here we are. Mom I can't even begin to tell you how happy I am I feel like I am floating on cloud nine right now I mean I am the luckiest motherfucker on this planet.
I AM GOING TO BE A DAD AND I CAN'T WAIT.
I know this chapter is pretty long but once I got started I just couldn't stop
And I would like to thank all of you that has read my story so far it really means a lot to me :)