(Okay people listen, I know a lot of you say "Edward being OOC", but you have to understand, it isn't the dream anymore, so I'm making him a little bit different, and as for the fangs part, that is just what I think. So don't tell me I'm wrong, please.)

EVOP (Oh you weren't expecting that)

I just got finished explaining to Bella when vampires get their fangs. I don't know why, but I trusted her one hundred percent about her having this dream. I know I should be a little wary about it but I guess it was just because she knew so much, when no one except for members in my coven knew some of the information that she told me about. Also how would she know her sent is the most appealing to me? Especially when I just meet her that day! That would only have to do with her having some sort of vision, which meant that we were suppose to be more than just strangers toward each other, but certainly not lovers. But we weren't going to be more then strangers for long.

She asked me that night to turn her, I would lead her on, see how much she wanted to be a vampire after a few weeks, then somehow wipe her memory of any thoughts or dreams of me and my family. So I would give her the benefit of the doubt, make her think I love her, and make her think I will turn her, for now.

But this intrigued me to no end that she was so different, she was like no one else I've meet before. I have tried to push her away so many times in the past two days, but she still has figured out a way to break down my barrier, but I'm there to just put it right back up.

The night before I meet Bella, Alice went into a vision for seven and a half hours, and I was there to see it all. Inside the vision it showed everything Bella has explained to me so far, and more. It was different, Alice never had a vision like dream before, and it was the exact same dream as Bella's, at least that is what I have come to believe because of all of the coincidences.

I haven't told Bella of this vision I just want to see how much is the same. Bella was still staring at me with her jaw hanging open in shock, I laughed. Oh how misleading I am. A strand of hair fell in front of her eyes, I quickly reached over the table and whipped it away, I then rubbed the back of my hand on her hot, red cheek. She bowed her head and blushed even more. If only she knew how that blush affected me. Every time I see that color crimson the animal side of me goes crazy, but yet the human side of me melts a little. It's a different feeling for me, but I'm not going to give in, I'm going to stick to my plan.

She lifted her head shyly, giving me the sweetest sad, glassy eyes as she said, "They're staring at you," I frowned at her words as I twisted in my seat to follow her gaze to see a few girls at the bar whispering and giggling while pointing at me. I didn't even bother listening to their thoughts, I knew what they were going to be like, and I didn't want to hear.

I turned back to her and smiled as I asked, "Are you jealous?"

Her cheeks turned red as her eyes held rage and her face looked stern, "No, I am not."

"Okay," I chuckled.

"Don't go getting a big head on me now," she mumbled.

I laughed putting on a fake, shocked face, "I will do no such thing!"

She then started to giggle. Her face then turned frightened, "By the time we get back to my house it is going to be late! I'm going to get in trouble!"

I chuckled, don't worry, we'll get there soon enough."

I asked for the check and I slipped a fifty-dollar bill in the leather envelope with out even looking at the price.

I led her out to my car and opened the door for her. I shut it lightly after I was sure she was all the way in. I drove fast, and got to her house in record time, but instead of parking in front of her house -knowing fully well her parents were home- I parked at the end of the block. Once I made sure we were out of sight from all seeing range I put Bella on my back and ran to her house leaping up to her windowsill and slipped in.

Once I got her in she asked, "Are you going to stay with me?"

Foolish girl. I thought.

"Maybe later," I smiled. She gave me a pout but I backed up towards the window wiggling my fingers at her as a good bye.

"I love you," she whispered.

It hurt so much when I lied to her, but part of me felt like I wasn't lying, "I love you too," I whispered back.

I jumped out of the window and walked at human pace back to my car. The night air breeze brought a delicious sent of a young couple walking on the other side of the street. The woman looked over at me with wide eyes as if she was in shock, as the boy saw this he pulled her closer giving me an icy glare. I smiled to myself as I turned my head back to the path, which I was walking. As I got closer to my car I decided I would come back for it later, because I was to energized to sit tight right now.

I looked around, trying to see if I could read anybody's mind to see if they saw me, but I caught no sign of a watcher so I quickly took off. I darted in to a back ally and jumped to a roof to make sure no one saw me, even though I was going to fast for human eyes. I looked at my blurred surroundings, it was so quite, and a chill ran up my spine as I thought once more of Isabella Swan's face. Even though I was most certain I didn't have any romantic feelings for her what so ever I still felt wrong.

But that was the problem, I was mostly certain, I wasn't completely certain.

I stopped at a halt and darted my head around, seeing if there was anyone, anything around that would be able to see my break down. Once I was sure no one or nothing was near I dropped to my knees on the wet mud it the dark forest, I let out a loud terrifying growl that followed with a roar. I was angry, I was angry at my unknown feelings that I just came to realize. I started to growl, I will not let these feeling get in the way of the plan! I yelled at myself in my head. I collected myself, mentally and physically from the ground and made my way back to my home.

As I got in the family came from all rooms, "Is the plan working so far?" Rosalie asked with a stern face.

"Yeah," I mumbled.

"This isn't right, its wrong! Bella put trust in us! I have put trust in her!" Alice shouted.

It felt like a hole was forming in my chest at her words, "I know, but it's the only way," I whispered.

"No. No its not," Alice said in a more calm voice. Carlisle and Esme nodded. Emmett looked away, not knowing who to side with. Most people may not know this, but on the inside of that dummy, lives a caring, smart guy that puts a lot of thought into things, but may not word it all the time. I'm the only one in the family that knows of this just because he cannot hide his thought all the time.

Jasper also looked crossed, but he finally decided to side with Rosalie, "She is right. We cannot trust her. She is a filthy human,"

"What were you before you became a vampire?!" I roared.

He laughed bitterly, "You cannot be having feelings for this girl already! You just met her!"

"Answer the damn question," I said with a slight smile.

"I was nothing before I was a vampire. Humans do nothing for this world but make it worse," He said in a low voice.

"That may be true at times, but with out humans, there would be no vampires," I retorted.

He had a look of defeat on his face, I silently approved of myself.

I turned my back to them and started to massage my temples with my hangs that were balled up into fists. I turned back to them and said quietly, "Thank you for winning her trust today at lunch, but you don't have to help anymore if you wish,"

Rosalie snorted, "We can't just step out now! We already befriended her! What will she think if we just stop talking to her, hmm?"

"She's right you know," Emmett said looking at the floor, "I may not find this right, but if you choose to do this Edward, I'm not going to get in the way, but we cant just stop talking to her now, she'll think something strange is going on and we can't get her suspicious, now can we?"

I sighed, "No, no we cant."

Alice looked hurt at her three other siblings decisions to back me up but she quietly said, "If this is what you want, it is what you want. But don't think I'm not going to get friendly with her. She is nice, and I've wanted a friend out side of this family for so long. Someone different. I'll make good of the time I have."

She tuned towards the stairs and started to dart up them, but once Jasper started to follow her she turned around putting her hand up to stop him and growled, "I want to be alone." She must have been made at him for choosing my side. He looked hurt for a second but then put and emotionless look on and darted towards the kitchen.

I sighed, I know this isn't right, but it has to be done. "I have to get my car," I said as I walked out the big, mahogany door.

I darted through the woods and the ally ways, making my way back to Bella's house. When I got there the whole house was silent, they were all sleeping from the sound of it. I jumped up to her windowsill and looked in. She was beautiful, but Jasper was right, she was just a human. I should've isolated her from myself when I had the chance but I had to be stubborn and see what more she was about.

That is what got me into the mess I'm in now, fighting an internal battle with myself. I can't read her mind, and therefore, there are things coming out of her mouth I do not expect to come, which pulls me towards her knowing that it is the right thing to just let my lustful side win. But then the other side is saying that she is just a filthy human, no more then an animal, either drink her and dispose of her, or just ignore her all together, hurt her. My evil side.

Right now I was letting my lustful side win, but I would let my unknown side win, the third side, the side that is responsible, and thoughtful, the side that is telling me just forget about her, let her get on with her life, with no harm done. Wipe her of her memory of the last few days and replace them with phony ones.

That's the side I would let win. So I have officially chosen a side.

"Edward," she mumbled as she tossed and turned.

That didn't help causes at all, it just powered the lustful side. I drew near her, listening to her heartbeat, listening to her breathing. I wouldn't take it away from her. I would try. I quickly jumped out the window and dashed toward my car.

As I climbed in I realized, this plane is going to be a lot harder to follow through with.

If you don't like the way the story is going then don't read! I have been getting some nasty messages, and nasty reviews about them being OOC, well duh, they will be since it is not in the dream anymore!

Also, I need more reviews to encourage me. If I don't get more reviews (nice ones) I'm going to get lazy and start updating later and later, and probably stop it all together. So encourage me!