A/N:
Merry Christmas everyone! Today's Christmas, right? Or is it tomorrow? I dunno… Okay, just read this.
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*in blue ink*
8th Sept
10:12 AM
So that's what happened:
*in purple ink*
I went out and decided to go eat somewhere because I was hungry. So I went to a small café that I knew served awesome cheesecake. [I like cheesecake] And, as I was sitting there, somebody entered, and also sat there, and suddenly I saw him, and it was the MURDEOUS GUY. Coincidence huh? And I just froze there. I mean, I was trying to get up, but my legs, they didn't move. I just sat there and stared at him – he didn't even notice me… And, I really stopped hearing things. I think someone insulted him or something… So guess what? Yes, I witnessed another horrible slaughter, then another, and… I think I have died there. Not… literally. And then, there was no one left except me. And he said something to me. He said a lot of things, but I've heard only:
"…FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU?"
[Um, I believe he was surprised that I didn't scream and run away. Yeah, surprised.]
And yes, I really thought that I needed to say something – uh, not SAY, just tell him why I'm so SILENT. I don't really remember – I think I pointed to my throat or something indicating that I was mute… which is not really true but whatever… he got my message anyways.
And yes, he did try to kill me. With a fork. But I'm fast! I didn't know I could run so fast.
*in blue ink*
That is not the end of this story… But right now, I need a dose of sleep.
11:13 PM
And then:
*in purple ink*
Yes, I ran fast. But soon enough, I got tired. I have no idea why I ran so fast [it was adrenaline! Right.]. I stopped when I found myself in some… park, I guess. There was a bench anyways, so I sat there, and it was REALLY hard to breathe.
But, you know what? He found me. He sat next to me and asked, as thought we were just having a casual conversation:
"So, you don't talk?"
Once again, my legs didn't move, and I merely nodded.
"But you're not deaf" [OMG he's SO observant]
I nodded again.
"You're just mute?"
I shook my head, because I'm not really mute.
"Then why aren't you talking?"
Now, I couldn't just nod or shake my head. So I just sat there. And when he FINNALY understood that I wasn't going to answer, he introduced himself. His name is Johnny C. He said that I'm weird, but in a good way. I dunno why. But anyways, soon, somehow I angered him, and he started screaming things and attacking me with a BIG knife. And, once again, adrenaline. I ran away and then got lost. I've been walking all day until I found my home. And when I got there, I – guess what? – yes, I slept, and had a dream! Like this:
I was sitting on the roof, and there were forks, and Mr. Johnny C. who told me that NOW I'M WEIRD IN A BAD WAY! HOW DARE I LAUGH AT HIM! I'M LAUGHING AT HIM NOW AREN'T I! I'M JUST LIKE THEEEEEM! And other stuff. And he killed me like the birds previously did.
*in blue ink*
Know what? Now I'm officially stupid. Because, why the hell did I bring a mirror with me? A MIRROR. I could've put another knife there. Though I didn't use a knife. [So I'm double stupid] And I bought a new baby blue clock while I couldn't find my home. [Triple stupid. Why? Because I am.]
And I need blue hair dye because my awesome blue streaks in my hair have started to fade. Or something, they're just not so awesome anymore. They're morons, those streaks.
9th Sept
3:24 PM
I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING.
MAYBE MYSELF.
XP
10th Sept
11.00 AM
Yesterday was a rather stupid day. I'm NOT afraid of anything! I'M NOT! But I'm not going out!
Sadie:
"You brat. I'm not talking with you until you BURN that little NOTEBOOK of yours".
OF COURSE, nobody likes me. XP
I was thinking about Mr. Johnny C. And, what day it is? I'm pretty sure I heard Edan… In my room… Maybe he was here trying to make me go to Dr… Yesterday… I'm confused. And it's so cold outside.
5:33 PM
Karen came today, and I was hiding, and she left. She brought me food – lots of nice, nice food. I ate.
I think the best things in my life are things people are trying to ignore. Sleep and food. I LOVE sleeping, and I LOVE food. And I'm not even TOO fat, what the hell?
7:00 PM
I'm scared again. I am now aware there is a murderer in my town. It's bad. Mothers should hide their children. There should be… military men everywhere. I should call the police, but I don't remember if it's 911 or 119. Or something else.
T H I N G S T O D O
[x] EAT
[ ] FIND MY LAPTOP
[ ] STOP FEARING MR. JOHNNY C.
[ ] FIND A NICE BOMB-PROOF SHELTER
[ ] FIND THE MEANING OF LIFE
[ ] BUY SOME HAIR DYE
[x] SLEEP
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A/N:
Ugh. Please, please tell me if Johnny is OOC, and what I should do to write him in character.
I may post another chapter tomorrow. Because after that, I am going to Mexico on my amazing vacation of doom and I won't be able to neither update nor write anything for a while.
Anyways, review!
~me.