Well, what can I say, it's been a long ass time. But what can I say? Writer's block is a bitch. Anyways, here is chapter four. Hope you enjoy and as always, please leave me a comment telling me what you think.

Chapter 4

Lucas couldn't sleep. His mind kept churning, images filling in the spaces that Lucas wished wouldn't. His sheets lay twisted in his lankly legs as he tossed and turned for hours on end. Finally given in to his restlessness, Lucas looked to the alarm clock sitting on the nightstand. The big red numbers glowed in the darkness of the room shone the time to be 3:45. Lucas groaned and placed the pillow over this head, hoping that it would drowned out the imagines that flooded his mind ever time he closed his eyes. But he knew it wouldn't. Nothing would until he dealt with them properly.

His eyes closed as his right hands slowly trailed its way down his chest and slim torso elating a moan to slip from his lips. Images of him and Nathan that night filled his mind. The way Nathan kissed him back, hard like he was the only thing in the world he needed. It was different from anything Lucas ever felt. More aggressive, yet soft and passionate at all the right times, it was unlike any kiss he and Peyton or Brooke had had.

His mind continued to wander as he thought back to the way Nathan's body felt against his. Hard yet surprisingly soft skin; Lucas never questioned it. His fingers lingered at the hem of his boxers as his mind continued to him kissing down Nathan's chest. His younger brother's taste was almost addictive, like a drug. He needed to have more.

Lucas' thumbs hooked the elastic of his boxers and pulled them down swiftly, his hardened cock springing out and slapping his toned abs, drooling with precum. He was so hard it hurt. Going back to his fantasy, Lucas was now slowly fucking his brother; each thrust into his brother's heat was like complete ecstasy. His hand now wrapped firmly against his throbbing member as he pumped it quickly. Each thrust in his fantasy brought him closer and closer to climax.

His hand was now a blur on his pole as he steadily jacked himself off to the image of him fucking Nathan. Suddenly Lucas was coming, hard and fast all over his hand and chest. His breath turned into pants as he just lay there in a post orgasmic haze before getting up and cleaning himself up, thinking about how he really needed to figure out what the hell was going on with him and deciding that maybe talking to Nathan would be a good thing.

Finally exhausted, Lucas fell into a deep and dreamless sleep.

Sometimes you don't really know who you are until you have seen yourself in the eyes of someone else. And Nathan Scott firmly believed that.

He knew that it was possible to change if the right person came along and you saw the real you in their eyes, the way they saw you. It had happened to him twice now. The first time was with Haley. She knew that behind all the badass jock exterior lay a decent guy and low and behold that was the type of person he had slowly become when he was with her.

The second time it happened was with his brother, Lucas. Though he was drunk, he knew he saw something completely different in Lucas' eyes than he had ever seen before. Most of the time the two teenage Scotts only saw themselves as brother, but that night something changed. And Nathan really wasn't sure what he meant.

All he knew was that something in their relationship was different and not so brotherly anymore.

There was one thing that Nathan was sure of and that Lucas wanted him just as much as Nathan wanted him, blood relations aside. Whatever caused what happened that night had opened a whole new viewpoint for Nathan, a whole new feeling and he was not about to give that up just because Lucas was confused, or scared or whatever the hell he was. Nathan knew what he wanted and he had to plan to get it.

Lucas walked into the school library. He had finally decided that he and Nathan should talk, get everything out in the open since Lucas himself couldn't figure out what the hell was going on between the two. Only problem was that he hadn't seen Nathan all day. Despite the fact that he and Nathan had some of the same classes, Luke hadn't seen him. He even tried texting him, but Nathan didn't reply to any of them.

The only conclusion that Lucas could come up with now was that Nathan was the one avoiding him. Of course, that would make sense, now that he did want to talk about everything. Sitting down at one of the many computers in the library, Lucas signed in and opened a web browser. After checking his e-mail and other sites of that nature, he was about to log off when an IM bubble popped up on the screen. Curious, he sat back down at the computer and read each word carefully.

Still thinking about me?

Lucas looked around but didn't see anyone around. Intrigued, he started to type a response when another IM appeared.

I can't stop thinking about that night.

Again, confused as to who was instant messaging him, he slowly typed a response.

Nate, is that you?

For a few minutes there was nothing but silence. Lucas wondered if he was going crazy, imagining everything, or maybe it was just some really fucked up dream and he would wake up any moment now. But then, the familiar IM bubble popped up again.

Meet me in the History aisle right now. We need to talk.

Still utterly confused and just a bit curious about who was sending these instant messages to him, if they were meant from him at all, Lucas once again looked up and around the library but found himself again alone in the room. Now Lucas wasn't normally one to just go investigate something that he had no idea about, but this had hit too close to home. And with him not talking to Nathan about what had happened with them, he needed to know if it was indeed him.

Logging off of the computer and standing up, Lucas slowly made his way over to the history section of the library. Feeling completely crazy for even doing this, Lucas cautiously walked down the aisle, seeing that no one was there. Lucas chuckled to himself. This was just a prank; someone was just fucking around with him. He shook his head as he began to walk back up the aisle. Suddenly, an arm reached out and pulled him in between two of the gaps in the bookshelves.

Before Lucas could realize what was going on, a pair of lips was pressed against his in a heated kiss. His eyes closed automatically as he fell into the kiss before he realized what was going on and they opened back up. All he saw once his eyes were opened was a short crop of black hair that could only belong to his younger brother. Pulling away from the kiss, Lucas looked into Nathan's very similar blue eyes as he caught his breath from the intense kiss.

"Nathan, what the hell are you doing?" Lucas almost yelled before his brother placed a finger in front of his lips.

"Shh, we're in the library. Do you want us to get caught?" Nathan's face turned stern before his hands fell down below Lucas' waist as his brother quickly unzipping his jeans and slid his hand down the front, grasping Lucas' semi-cock.

"Nathan! What are you - -" Lucas suddenly then moaned softly as his brother started stroking his member, quickly bringing it back to life and to full hardness. Nathan could only smirk as he watched his older brother melt into him as he worked his hard cock. He leaned in, once again capturing his brother's soft lips and kissing him hard. Lucas moaned into the kiss, which gave Nathan the opportunity to slip his tongue into his sibling's mouth, exploring every inch of Lucas' mouth as he could.

Lucas, in full euphoria from his brother's menstruations, could only kiss Nathan back as hard as he could. In his mind, he couldn't believe what was happening. They were in the public library where anyone could walk around the corner and see them, while Nathan worked his dripping cock and they kissed as if they were dogs in heat.

Suddenly, there was coolness on his cock as Nate pulled it out of the hole that the unzipped jeans provided and then continued working it again. He could feel Nathan's own hard on against his leg as Nate grinded his groin against Lucas' leg. All he could do was moan into Nathan's lips as he kissed him and his hand sped up on his arching member.

Suddenly Lucas broke the kiss as he locked eyes on Nathan, "Nate, ah, shit, I'm about to cum; fuck, I'm going to cum." And before Lucas could even blink, Nathan was on his knees in front of Lucas and he felt a warm around the head of his cock as his hand worked faster than ever as he suckled Luke's head. Lucas held back his moan and bit his bottom lip as to not make too much noise as he came hard into his brother's waiting mouth.

Nathan kept sucking and stroking as Lucas unloaded into his mouth. Spurt after spurt filled his mouth, splashing against the back of his throat as he swallowed as fast as he could, not letting a drop fall from his lips. He slowed his strokes, milking Lucas for all he could as the last bit of cum dribbled on his tongue. Swallowing the last of his brother's load, Nathan gave the tip one last lick before he tucked Lucas back into his jeans and zipped him back up before returning back to a standing position.

Nathan leaned in and kissed Lucas, letting him taste himself on his tongue before breaking the kiss and standing back, smiling at his brother as he came down from his orgasmic haze. "Nate, that was - -"

"Amazing?" Nathan finished from him, smirking the whole time. "If you thought that was amazing, come by my apartment tonight and I'll show you something amazing." And with that, Nathan turned and walked down the aisle, leaving Lucas to figure out what the hell just happened. Before Lucas could wrap his mind around what had just occurred between him and Nathan, a voice sounded behind him.

"Funny and I thought I was the reason we broke up." Lucas' eyes widened as he turned around, completely stunned by who was standing behind him.