Dear Journal,
It's cold out here. But I'm wearing a sweater that Sakura told me to wear. I think it's helping. I'm in the forest taking nature photos, a hobby that I took up after I graduated. I've taken a picture of a raccoon when she was feeding its babies. I hope I didn't disturb it too much. She was beautiful. She almost reminded me of Sakura, who always worries about me and wants to come to Japan so badly again to see me. People think that there is no one in my life besides Mitskuni, but we're growing older and I realize that sometimes you have to let go of the one you love the most. My brother let Chika go right when he wanted to be let go of and felt sad, but knew it was the right thing to do. Mitskuni wants to be let go, too. He has Rini-san and I Sakura. But I must let him know that I will always love him. No matter how far Sakura and I go, or he and Rini.
I am going to see my friends on Saturday so I have to be getting back soon. I took the week off from work, seeing as I'm my own boss. I never want to leave the chickens behind and hate to leave my students with a substitute instructor but after hearing that I would see my friends I needed to clear my head, and I needed more than a meditation room.
I haven't seen Tamaki for so long I can barely remember the last time I saw him. He wasn't at the wedding, we think he was sick. Kyouya called with the news of meeting up and Tamaki was on another extension. He sounds well, I'm glad. The twins sound well, too. Kaoru plans on moving out soon and buying an apartment somewhere closer to their university and closer to his Hoshi, who lives near the university in Tokyo. Haruhi is well on her way to becoming a lawyer and a brilliant one at that, I've never doubted her. I hope that, even if I am quiet, she knows that I care for her just as much as everyone else does. Kyouya and Midori-san are doing fine, as I was talking on the phone with Midori-san the other day; she's so easy to talk to, and she told me Akihiko is bigger and can crawl. I'm glad.
A/N Bizarre, right? I gave Mori so many lines! I'm happy, though. Sakura is my friend Carina and will not show up any time soon. Rini, either, probably. So don't hold your breath. Please review! I'd really love it if you did!