Chapter 4
A/N: I don't own twilight Stephanie Meyer does.
EPOV:
It's been three days. The longest most miserable three days of my life. How could I be so stupid? She stood right in front of me and told me she wanted me and I just took off like a bat out of hell. I've tried calling her but she won't answer my calls. I still can't get the feel of her in my arms out of my head. She fit so perfectly like a missing puzzle piece. My piece and I just ranaway like the coward I am.
"Mr. Hale you have a visitor here waiting to see you." Gianna my personal assistant tells me over the intercom. "Ok let them in." I say hoping and wishing it was Angie. My door burst open and there stands a very angry and homicidal looking Rosalie. Fuck!!! I stand from my desk and walk over to my sister. Big mistake. Her small hand packs a big punch. "Fuck Rose. What the hell was that for?" I say as if I didn't know already. "This is going to be a black eye." I say holding my hand to my eye. She reaches in her purse and tosses me an ice pack. Always like her to be prepared for something like this.
"Good that's what you get for hurting Angela. Are you so blind? She's been in love with you since we were in the 10th grade. She's not one of your bimbo skanks. She's the best you'll never have because of your stupidity. From now on just stay away from her." She seethes at me. "What do you mean stay away from her. You can't tell me what to do Rose." I say panicking at the thought that I won't be able to fix this. "Oh yes I can when it concerns my best friend. I love you Em but Angie needs me more. She's really hurting right now and seeing you will not make it better. If your really serious about just being friends then leave her be and let her get over you." She says her anger being replaced by concern for her friend.
"Fine I'll leave her alone." I say my heart breaking a little. "I swear Em if you so much as look at her the wrong way I'll do more than give you a black eye. Like I said you're my brother and I love you but this was your choice. Now you have deal with it." She says and gives me a sisterly hug and walks out my office. She's right I made this choice and I'm just going to have to live with it. I grab my brief case and leave my office. "Gianna cancel the rest of my appointments today. I'm not feeling very well. I'm going to do some work from home. When you're done you can cut out early." I say and leave before she can question me.
I walk through the door of my place and I immediately regret coming here. "Hey baby what are you doing home so early?" Tanya says and walks over to me to give me a kiss. I turn my face away so she ends up kissing me on the cheek. I haven't been able to kiss Tanya since kissing Angela. It just feels wrong somehow. "I wasn't feeling so good. I just need to take a hot shower and get some sleep." I say trying to hide my black eye. I rush past her not wanting to have a conversation with her. I strip off my clothes and hop in the shower trying to wash away the sickening feeling I have knowing I won't be able to see Angela for a while. Just the thought of her makes me so hard. I stroke myself thinking of Angela moaning like she did when i pushed my tongue in her sweet mouth. She tastes like english toffee. I stroke myself harder needing to release all the tension that has been building in me since the party.
TanyaPOV:
Something's not right. He's been too distant for a few days. He won't even kiss me or touch me. I need to call Irina my sister for some advice. "He's going to dump me." I say as my sister answers her phone. "Don't worry Tanya. He won't leave you if you give him a reason to stay." She says trying to hint at something. "What do you mean if I give him a reason to stay?" I say confused at her statement. "Sweetie a man like Emmett would never leave you if you just happen to get pregnant." She says. "You know that would never work. You know just as well as I do that I can't have kids." I say getting aggravated with her.
"That doesn't matter. He doesn't know. All you have to do is say your pregnant then he'll marry you. You just have to rush the wedding and once your married pretend to have a miscarriage. It's really simple. How do you think Kate got Garrett to finally marry her? I know she's pregnant now but she wasn't when she told him." She says sounding like this is the best idea she's ever had. "There just one problem, how I am I suppose to get a positive pregnancy test." I say almost considering what she is proposing. "Easy, you just tell him you're running to the store. Buy a test and come over to my place and I'll have Kate take the test for you. Then all you have to do is put on a little show. Act a little scared, have some tears and show him the test." She says thoroughly enjoying this.
"I don't know Irina. Emmett's such a wonderful man. I couldn't do that to him. I want him to marry me because he wants to."I say still hoping that he'll come around. "Look think about it and if you want to do this call me back. I'll help you whenever you need me too. I'll talk to you later love you bye." She says and hangs up. I pace around our bedroom mulling over her suggestion and I'm still so confused. I need to talk to Em and find out what's wrong first.
I go to the bathroom door and open the door slightly and I can hear him moaning and grunting. Shit!! I don't want to walk in on him pleasuring himself. Then I hear it. "Oh Angie!!" He says cumming and moaning that bitches name. Mother fucker!!! I should have known this had something to do with her. How could he possibly want that four eyed mousy whore. I can't let her win. He's mine even if I have to fight dirty.
"Emmett, darling I'm just going to head to the store. I think I need some ginger-ale my stomach has been icky all day today." I say sweetly through the door. He opens the door standing in nothing but a towel. I can't help but get a little hot just looking at him. Focus Tanya. "I can go if you want me too." He says concern in his beautiful blue eyes. "No it's ok, you get some rest. I'll be back in no time." I say and grab my keys and jacket. I peck him lightly on the lips and rush out the door.
I grab my cell and call Irina. "You're right. I'll do it." I say and hang up the phone. I go to the nearest drug store and buy a few pregnancy tests. Something I had never thought I would have to do. I was born with out a uterus. I can have babies I just can't carry them. I would have to use a surrogate. I have ovaries and fallopian tubes but no uterus. I found out when I was fifteen and didn't have a menstrual cycle. Only my sisters and mother know. I haven't told Emmett because I know how important being a father is to him. I never thought I would love him as much as I do. This is why I can't let that little bitch get him. He's the best boyfriend I ever had. He's a good man and it's hard to find a guy like him now a days.
I pull up to my sister Irina's house and I already see Kate's car in the driveway. I hurry inside before I can chicken out. "Here I got a few different kinds. I didn't know what to get." I say nervously. Kate grabs the bag and heads to the bathroom. "Don't worry your doing the right thing. If down the road you really want to give him a baby all you have to do is use a surrogate. You just have to pretend the miscarriage happened because you have some problem carrying babies to term. Men don't really get into women's issues. He'll accept whatever you tell him." She says and hugs me tightly.
A few minutes later Kate comes out with a plastic baggie full with positive pregnancy test. "Here now go home and tell him. Call us when you have finished talking to him." Kate says and gives me a hug. I jump back into my car and race back to our apartment before I lose the nerve to tell him. I walk up to the door and I feel sick to my stomach and I can feel the guilty tears begin to form in my eyes. I open the door and he's sitting in the living room watching TV.
I can do this I say to myself. I place the ginger ale on the kitchen table and I go sit next to him on the couch clutching the plastic baggie. "Emmett we have to talk." I say barely a whisper. "I know. I've been meaning to talk to you too. You know I care about you a lot Tanya but things have been really off between us lately." He says looking so tortured with what he's about to do. Fuck, he's trying to dump me now. Before I can let him get the rest of his speech out I yell out "I'm pregnant." Then I thrust the baggie full of positive test at him.
He looks at me and then looks at the bag. His face is a mix of surprise, sadness, horror and anger. Great I'm not even good enough to have kids with. "How…I….mean….when?" He asks still very much in shock. I remember what Kate told me to say. "I'm not sure I'm only a few days late. I'm thinking maybe three weeks along." I say still unsure if that's what is right. He still looking at me like I just told him he had cancer and a few days to live. I finally let the guilty tears free and burst out into a loud sob. He pulls me close and I bury my head into his chest. He strokes my hair and tells me everything will be ok.
I cry harder not because I'm happy but because I know what I'm doing is so wrong. It's too late I can't take it back now. If I tell him it was all a lie he'll never forgive me. I guess I'm just going to have play this out the best I can. I just hope nothing goes wrong. I don't know what I'll do if I ever lost him.
A/N: I hope you like this chapter. Please Review. Next up Emmett tells Angela.