Hola Everyone:) I AM VERY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR TWO MONTH!*Gasp*:[ For an apology I wrote this chapter a bit more longer.I have probably have lost my reviewers...I been sick for a while and I'm finally feel better. And there was a lot of stuff I'm sorry and thank you for the reviews :) Also I'm trying to be careful with my OC if she's Mary sue or not. I try my best to not make her like that. Enjoy this chapter:) I was planning on writing another chapter this week but I'm busy this week and excited!!

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN DEATH NOTE! I HOWEVER OWN THE OC KARI.

Chapter 4: Raindrops

Hikari's POV

It has been month since I came here. Matt and Near have been very nice to me, but Mello and I haven't talked since that argument in lunch that day. It kind of makes me a little sad because I did nothing to him...but Matt says it just him and it take a while until he gets use to me. Today we have no classes today, so Matt and I stayed at our room with him playing video games and I'm reading a book. Mello walked in and slammed the door hard almost breaking it. Matt and I jump and stared at the angry boy.

"Hey Mello," Matt said but had his eyes on his game. I glance at Mello quickly and went back to reading my book. Jerk, I thought to myself.

"Whatever!"He yelled out loud. He went to his bed and punched his pillow hard repeatedly.

"Well someone woke up in the wrong side of the bed, "Matt teased and put away his video game.

"Shut the F up, Matt!"Mello yelled.

Matt walks to him and put his hand on Mello's shoulder, "What's wrong Mel?"

Mello shrugged Matt's hand, "It none of your business! So leave me alone!"Mello then punched Matt in the stomach and then left the room quickly. I looked at Matt while he had his head down.

"Matt! Are you okay?" I ran to his side and looked at his face. His mouth had a bit blood but he wiped it off. He smiled weakly and told me, "I'm okay but it kind of hurts."

"Do you want me to take you to the nurse or do you want me to bring an ice bag?"

"Just get me an ice bag please, "Matt said weakly. I ran down to the nurse to get an ice bag and then came back up in like 1 minute.

"Here you go," I handed him the ice bag. He looked at me surprisingly.

"Wow you're fast," he laughed.

"Yeah I get that a lot," I smiled," So how is he your best friend again?"

"Oh he's just very angry of something and he does that to me a lot."

"And you're not mad at him?"

"Because he's the only friend that I had here--but now you're here so I have two best friends."

"Um...thanks but does he hit you this hard," I looked him curiously.

"Actually no so I don't think it Near this time," he said and looked at the calendar, and then he looked surprised, oh now I know why."

"Huh?"

"I don't know if I should be telling you this but this is day Mello's Parents died and he was send here."

"Oh." I looked away from Matt and started to remember why I was here. Since I was hanging with Matt, I forgot the reason why I was here. I thought sadly.

"You should lie down and I'll be downstairs to find Mello," I told him.

"Alright but be careful with him okay?"

"Yes."

I left my room and went downstairs. I watched the little kids play all around the halls. The halls were full of screaming and laughing of the kids. I went to the front doors of the house and went outside.

Drip,Drip,Drip,Drip,Drip,Drip.

It was raining so hard that I can hear the ground pounding. I looked up the sky to see the gray mushy clouds. I remember when mom and I had a conversation on rain when I was 6.

"Mom?" I asked looking up in the sky by my window.

"Yes, honey?"

"Why does it rain, is the sky crying or something?"

"Well I don't much on Science but grandma use to tell me because the angels are crying."

"Why are they crying?"

"Maybe because they look down on Earth and see the people who do the wrong things."

"I don't want to make the angels upset if I do something wrong."

"Well everyone make wrong decisions in their life."

"Yes because none of us are perfect, we're not that near to that word, am I right?"

"Yes but when it rains one day and you're very sad, go outside to the rain and cry."

"Why?"

"No one will know you're crying and only think the raindrops are falling on your face."

"I remember that."

I still remember it, mom, I thought. Tears start going down my cheeks but I wiped them away and went to search for Mello. I went to the sandbox, the swings, the slides, and mostly where all the children usual play.

I don't think he go away from here so he must be here. Until I saw a small playhouse that had a blond hair sticking out of the window. I went closer to the place and I hear sobbing noises.

"Mello? Are you here?"

"Go away!" Mello was sitting and having his head on his knees.

"Mello you should apologized to Matt for what you did to him."

"Leave me alone!" He looked up and had dried up tears on his face, "Why are you here?"

"I know that we don't talk that much since I came here but why are you mad at me?! What did I ever do to you?!

"Because you smile all the time like nothing ever happen in your life and you try to hide the pain somewhere in your heart!" he yelled," your smile is too gentle and you don't show any kind of sadness or anger on your face!"

I looked at him blankly and I realized that he is right.

"I hate you because when I first came here I was anger because my parents killed each other and they always abused me!" He screamed," They hated me and I told myself if no one loved me then I wouldn't love no one back!"

He looked at me at the eye," I hate everyone!"

"But what about Matt, don't you care about him at all?"

"Matt...?"

"He cares about you and he even lets you hit him and he's says you're his best friend!"

"Matt's okay..."

"Mello, you will love someone in your life because what the point in living if you don't love anyone," I whispered, "Love is very important because if you don't love anyone, you'll will be all by yourself."

He looked at me dumbfounded.

"Then that make you angrier and you will eventually hate yourself." I said sadly and then smiled," Your parents did love you but they never showed to you and they must have regretted leaving you by now."

"Mello is only angry because he's feeling guilty that his parents killed each other of his fault." I finally said loud.

After the silence, he nodded and said, "Mom use to tell me that I had a bad temper and it got worse when I came here."

"Your mom is right," I said jokily. He laughed and I looked him surprised.

"Now I know the reason why I try my best to beat the Sheep because I want parents to be proud and finally loving me."

"Yes because they will see that their son was very smart."

"You say stuff that a grown up will say."

"My mom taught me from wrong to right."

"You're weird but you're okay."

"Also Mello, maybe someday you will love someone so much," I smiled lightly.

"Maybe..."

"Mello, are you my friend now?"

"I guess you are."

"Meanie."

"Sure, you're my friend."

Mello and I walked up to our room. We're both soaked and wet from the rain. Matt was playing with his PSP when we opened the door.

"Matt! Go get me some chocolate from the kitchen!"Mello said.

"Ahem," I said.

"Oh Matt, I'm sor---rr,"

"What?" Matt looked confused.

"I'm sor--rrr-- sorry!"

"Wow that took a while to get it out of your mouth," I laughed.

"Shut up Kari!"

Matt's POV

"I'll be back," I said smiling and took Kari's arm and whisper to her ear, "Thank you."

"For what?" she looked confused.

"I'll tell you later."

"Matt! GO NOW!" Mello yelled.

"Yeah,Yeah," I looked back and seeing Mello and Kari talking about the book she's was reading.

Kari cheered up Mello which is very hard to do so that girl must have a unique trait in herself. Things are going to look better this way, I thought.

See ya!

-Yuki Dark:)