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Chapter 4

September 3rd

12:00am Wednesday

I took a deep breath and headed up the stairs to my study. I wasn't sure what was going on with Esme, but if I ever get away from that pixie bitch, I like it, that's her new name. I'd ask her what was going on. When I entered my study I noticed my book lovingly waiting to be read, fuck me running. Screw this I'd order the fucking rose from the little shop on Main Street and call it a day. I took one step towards my book when the scraping sound of pixie bitch floated up the stairs. "Don't even think about it." Son of a fucking bitch. "I need those flowers ordered tonight." Stupid vision seeing vampire chooses now to have one of her visions. Why does it seem like lately all her focus is on watching me?

I opened up my laptop and started in on the tedious search for the fucking perfect pink roses. Bella doesn't even like pink. Edward once said her favorite color was brown. After 20 stores of pink flowers that didn't match the fucking color thingy I started looking for freesias also.6:00 a.m. cannot come fucking fast enough. Maybe if I bring up flowers to Bella at lunch pixie bitch, I love her new name, she'll tell her that roses are not her favorite and freesias are. Unless the bitch twins, oh I like that name, don't let me get a word in AGAIN, what is up with that fucking shit any way? Hell I'm not going to fucking bite her. I'd never hurt my Bella angel.

With the list of shops that had the closest color to the fabric thing I went and got ready for school. My plan was all set to bring up the flower question, I'd ask her in the hall what her favorite flower was and then bring it up at lunch. I'd say, hey did you know that Bella's favorite flower are freesias? I hope that pixie bitch hears and is willing to change from roses. As I came to the top of the stairs I noticed Esme at the bottom. Her emotions were weird today; in fact her emotions have been strange all week. She was feeling desperation and love with something else, but it was being blocked. Esme never blocks me. When I got to the bottom of the stairs I asked her what was wrong, she placed her hand on my cheek and said, "It's okay and when you're ready I'll be with you." What the fuck does that mean? She raised her eyebrow and told me to stop swearing so much. She so has an extra power she's hiding. I continued on my way out to the fucking stupid pixie bitch's, I love that name, car with my list in hand. I had narrowed it down to five shops in the area and I prayed to what ever higher being that was out there it would be the shop in Forks. I hoped that I would not have to go to each shop to pick up a sample, but I figured that luck was not on my side, and I was right. She asked me to get a dozen of each color pink rosés from each shop and handed me a list of twelve additional shops. Fuck me running. I was starting to get fucking pissed and was about to protest when pixie bitch started in on how it was for Bella and she was her best friend. Queue circus music and think of the little clown car I just love those fuckers, and a bunch of other crap I stopped listing too, on the way to school. Bella is her best friend and she doesn't even fucking respect her wishes about not making a big deal of her birthday. I'd always respect my Bella angles wishes. Fuck I still need to come up with a present idea for her.

When we got to school I notice Edweirdo looking at me with a strange expression on his face, and I realized I was still thinking of the little clown car. I really do love those fuckers. I decided now would be a good time to bring up the flower question, but as soon as I took a step towards Bella, Edward started to rush her off to class. As he was walking into the building with his hand on her back she turned her head and gave me a shy smile. At that moment something inside me warmed and a cold shiver went down my spine. The only other time I've felt this was when we were in fucking Phoenix, with the whole James cluster fuck. At the hotel, Bella smiled at me then too. I headed off to class thinking of just how special she was if she could make me feel loved with just a smile. My Bella angle was one of a kind.

All day I kept trying to find her in the hallway, but every time I did pixie bitch and mind reader bitch blocked me. Something is just not right, I'm not sure what's going on, but since this whole party thing started it seem that they have been doing everything in their power to stop me from seeing or talking to Bella. I've been so preoccupied lately that I haven't been looking at what they were feeling and Edfucko had been more scared than usual. It was at lunch that I became suspicious; they were trying to block my fucking power. What the fuck is going on?

As school ended I was in a bad mood, I never had the chance to talk to my Bella angel as I was blocked each time. I knew that my control was not up to Carlisle's, but this was getting fucking ridiculous. Alice, the pixie bitch, came up to me and handed me the keys to her fucking stupid yellow car, she handed me the keys and danced off. What the fuck? Not even saying a word to me. I decided to say fuck it and headed to the shop here in town. I figured okay, I hoped that the rosés would be the ones she wanted. I pulled up to the Forks Flower Shop, real original fucking name, NOT. The lady at the counter perked up when I walked in saying, "Hello Mr. Hale it's nice to meet you I'm Michele Watson." The amount of lust pouring off her was ridicules. I was posing as a 17 year old and she has got to be 40, at least. I sighed and ignored the fact that she knew me and asked for one dozen pink roses. I figured this would be easy and fast, but I should have known it wouldn't. She asked me what shade I wanted and long stem or short. I let out a breath and told her I'd take one dozen of each shade and stem length. What the fuck, 13 dozen pink roses and each one different. This was fucking Forks, population 1,300 or some shit like that. Why does the shop have so many fucking pink rosés?

I sped home hoping that one of these fucking shades of pink would work. As I pulled up to the house I noticed the bitch twins off at the tree line. I figured they heard me coming, but after 30 seconds I honked the horn, there heads snapped up and shot me a look of shock, what the fuck is going on? Bitch one looked pissed and pixie bitch stormed over to me, when she reached the car she asked what the hell I was doing home so early. Again what the fuck is going on? My anger started to flare, who the fuck does she think she is talking to? I was about to call her out on this, she may still be my wife, but I'm not going to take her shit any longer. When I felt a hand on my shoulder, I whipped around ready to rip Dickwads arm off when I realized it was Esme. She looked me in the eye and smiled saying what lovely roses I picked and how she new Bella would appreciate all my hard work. At the mention of Bella's name and the love and understanding pouring out of Esme, I eminently calmed down. She turned to pixie bitch and told her to pick a color. Of course pixie bitch and Edbitch, hey Edbitch I like it. Said that none of the shades would match what she needed. Esme tightened her hand that was still on my shoulder, keeping me from opening a can of whoop ass on them. "Jasper why don't you take these flowers to the hospital, I bet there will be a lot of patients that would love them. I'll let Carlisle know you're coming." She then opened the car door for me and gave a little shove and a smile. I mumbled fine and drove off, gunning the engine as loud as possible. As I looked in the review mirror I saw her stomp her foot and glare at me. Oh yeah, that got her fucking panties in a bunch. While I laughed out loud.

Carlisle was waiting for me outside the hospital with a dolly. He helped me unload all the flowers. I was about to get back in the car when he stopped me and told me that Esme wanted him to tell me it would all work out in the end. He asked what it meant and I told him that Esme had a secret mother voodoo gift and was now using it. He chuckled and sent me on my way with a goodbye wave. Son of a fucking bitch. Great now I was off to Seattle to get more fucking pink rosés that Bella would not like. Maybe I can have a bouquet of freesias delivered to her house.

Shop #1

Jasper- I'd like a dozen pink rosés please.

Shop keeper- What shade would you like?

Jasper- Sigh. I'll take 1 dozen of every shade please.

Shop #2

Jasper- I'd like a dozen pink rosés please.

Shop keeper- What shade would you like?

Jasper- Sigh. I'll take 1 dozen of every shade please.

Shop #3

Jasper- I'd like a dozen pink rosés please.

Shop keeper- What shade would you like?

Jasper- Sigh. I'll take 1 dozen of every shade please.

Shop #4

Jasper-I'd like 1 dozen in every shade of pink roses you have.

Shop keeper- I'm sorry sir we only have 1 shade of pink roses.

Jasper FUCK ME RUNNING, I'll take the 1 dozen please.

As I was about to leave I remembered the freesias I wanted to send to Bella. I asked about them and told her where I wanted them delivered. The shop keeper told me she could have the order wired to the shop in Forks, fucking aye, and went on to tell me how they did it and some other fucking shit that I zoned out on as I tried not to fall over from all the damn lust she was projecting on me. After 45 minutes I was finally able to escape. I hoped that my Bella angel would like the flowers, but I still wanted to get her a gift also.

As I pulled up to the house once again I noticed Rose and pixie bitch standing on the porch. While that is not uncommon, what was uncommon, was the dozen red with white bottoms roses Alice was holding. As I exited the car pixie bitch held up the roses and said, "Look Jazzy, argh that fucking stupid fucking name again, there called Fire and Ice roses are they not the most beautiful color, they are perfect for the party." Fuck me running. Once again I felt a hand on my shoulder, I knew it was Esme and didn't bother to turn around. She whispered in my ear that Carlisle would be waiting for me with the trolley at the hospital. She cupped her hand to my cheek and whispered that it would all work out just be patient. I tilted my head into her hand and sent her all the love and trust I could muster. She leaned in and kissed my other cheek and sent me on my way.

After dropping off the flowers I was finally on my way home, 24 hours of fucking flower bullshit was just too much. The only good thing was that my Bella angel would be getting her freesias and I knew they would put one of her smiles on her face. By the time I got home it was 11:56. Fuck! I wondered if I could sneak in through the basement window.

Eternity Games by Tamilya its Bella/Jasper and Its a great read.

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