A/N: Final part of Hate is Love! Thanks for sticking with me! Please review…Big Brother will be watching!
After
it is only now that I truly hate the Party.
before they were but a fly, a mild annoyance that could easily be swatted away.
but now they devour me, they are my all.
and I find hate is just as strong as love, and maybe stronger,
and maybe what I really feel is love.
and this doublethink makes me believe they are the same,
hate and love.
they both consume our lives, until we see nothing else.
perhaps I really hated Winston all that time, and merely could not tell the difference.
Winston- I can say the name now, for he is nothing.
I no longer need to protect him, no longer care who knows what he has done.
he is nothing.
yes. I must have been confused. I hated Winston, never loved him.
Big Brother has shown me the light,
and now the only lover who ever mattered is less than a fly to me.
I adore Big Brother for setting me free,
teaching me,
letting me see truth at last.