I hate my love life
Chapter 4: My Plan: Avoid Him
Amu's P.O.V.
I was glad that nobody was there when I got home because I was balling my eyes out. I don't know why I'm crying! Is it maybe, I love him? No I don't think so… no wait, I do. That's why everything started to feel awkward around him. So that means my heart is broken right now I guess.
"Amu-chan, is it because you saw Kukai kiss Utau that you're crying?" Ran asked. I nodded. Even if I wanted to say something I probably couldn't.
"It's alright Amu-chan! There are plenty of other guys out there and besides your only 12 desu." Su said cheerfully trying to cheer me up. She's right there are tons of other guys out there. I'll get over him, maybe.
"They're right but I always thought he was the one. You two got along so well. You guys were really good friends, inseparable, but I guess nothing lasts forever." Miki sighed. I stared at her. Thanks for making me feel better Miki.
"You know what guys, let's go get some food." I said. I like to eat when I'm sad. What you ask? Dumplings of course, the ones made with flour and chicken broth.
Time Skip: Dumpling Shop
"I'll take 2 dumplings, to go." I said still kinda sad but not crying anymore.
"That'll be $2.50. Your order will be ready in 5 minutes." The guy at the counter said.
Finally we got the dumplings and my shugo chara started digging in. It was the best I've had in days.
"Yummy desu. Not even Su can cook this good." Su said happily. I was happy too. Why was I upset in the first place again? After a few moments of thinking I decided to go the park.
"We should have done this earlier." I said while relaxing under a tree. Su was sleeping, Miki was sketching, and Ran was people watching.
"Um Amu-chan…" Ran said kinda worriedly.
"What is it Ran?" I asked. I really hoped it was nothing.
"Well he's coming." She said while twitching. What did I do? Well I ran.
"Hinamori! HINAMORI! Wait up!" Kukai yelled. I just keep running.
"Amu-chan he's gaining on us!" Ran yelled.
I did the last thing I could think of, "Ran chara nari, my heart, unlock!" I said and in a matter of seconds I was wearing a pink cheerleading outfit and was able to "fly" away. I really don't want to face him now.
Time skip: My house
"Amu-chan you can't avoid him forever!" Miki yelled after I told her my new plan I made. It's called; My Plan: Avoid Him.
"Yes I can Miki and I will. You just don't want me to because of you and your crush on Diachi." I replied. Her crush on him is so obvious. Well, we are alike, I like Kukai she likes Diachi. The question is though, does she still have a chance? It was 9:00 o'clock by the time I looked at my clock and I decided to go to sleep.
Another time skip: At school, during lunch
"Hinamori-san may I speak with you?" Tadase asked me.
"Sure," I replied. Seriously it's no big deal if he wants to speak with me. It's probably about my behavior or maybe he is gay.
"Well um Hinamori-san well um… I like you, I mean really really like you but um I'm well, I-I'm gay." He said nervously.
I knew it but um I'm really at a loss for words. "I-I…" Then I ran off.
BANG!
I ran into something. Then I looked up. It was Kukai. Great…
"Hey Hinamori, can I speak with…" I ran off before he could finish. I really didn't want to hear what he had to say. Even though, here we go again with me crying. Why must I cry again?
Kukai's P.O.V.
Why does she always run from me? I'm pretty sure I didn't do anything to her. Maybe it's because I didn't tell why I had to leave and I'm getting the silent treatment. Maybe she knows that I have a crush on her? Oh wait, maybe she knows about me and Utau. If only she knew that I loved her too.
"Should we go after her?" Diachi asked me.
"Hmm maybe but she might need some space you know."
"Souma-kun, Souma-kun! Did you see Hinamori-san around here somewhere?" Hotori asked me.
"Well she ran that way." I told him as I pointed to the girl's bathroom.
"Oh well um I just wanted to make sure she was okay. I told her I was gay then she ran off."
"Oh… 'kay then. Well I gotta go so see you soon okay?" I asked him then I walked off. He's gay? Should have seen that coming. Maybe that's why she ran because of what Tadase told her? If that's true then what about the first time she saw me?
Amu's P.O.V.
I ended up going to the bathroom to think a little bit. How can a gay guy like a girl? I'm so confused. For some reason I always had a feeling he was gay but he likes me on top of that? Is that an insult or a compliment?
Then I ran into Kukai and wanted to talk to me. I bet he was going to say I love Utau you are just a friend nothing more to me and all that other junk. So I took a deep breath, splashed some water on my face, and heard the bell ring.
Oh disclamer: Like I said on Being the Bad Guy, We all know me, does NOT own Shugo Chara... (sob)
Don't worries something will happen in the next chapter that is fairly interesting…
And yes, I took the leap Tadase is gay in this… sorry peoples who like luvs him!
Anyways if you got this far all you gots to do is… review! So do it! Hehe TTYL!