Hey readers! Sorry it's been a while I haven't had the chance to get on the computer so here's the chapter!
Disclaimer: I don't own twilight, the characters, or the saying that Rosalie uses at the end, that's just a twisted version of the phrase from new moon.
Bpov:
We had gotten to the Cullen's house and were sitting on the couch getting ready to watch a movie that Alice had picked out.
"Oh god! Mike slipped his phone number into my backpack! That's so corny!" I said looking at the piece of paper with the words 'call me' then a phone number on it.
"Put it in your contacts, we can prank call him later!" Rosalie said excitedly.
"Ok! Here we go!" she said finally figuring out that the DVD player wasn't broken, she just didn't plug it in.
"You know its dopes like you who give blondes a bad name." Rosalie said to Alice playfully.
Then the movie started. The screen showed a desert then a mountain then some forest, and then there was a deer, which started running through the woods and just as it was about to jump over a tree some weird man caught it with his bare hands.
"Alice…what is this movie even about?" I asked watching the ever-changing screen.
"Fairies I think. It's apparently 'all the rage', but it sounded a bit stupid." She said smiling.
"Hey Ally, maybe you'll recognize some of your relatives." Rosalie said laughing.
"Ooh Rosalie that was cold, careful or she might sprinkle you with magic dust to make your hair fall out." I said laughing.
"She wouldn't." Rosalie said gripping her hands over her head.
"I will if you two don't shut it!"Alice said with an evil grin playing at her lips.
After that we just sat and watched the movie.
"Oh my god! That was the worst 2 hours I've ever endured in my life!" Rosalie complained after the movie was over.
"Hey I thought it was kind of cute how the human girl could fit her boyfriend in her pocket!" Alice chimed.
"I personally thought that the idea for a 'bad boy' pixie was stupid, hence my utter boredom throughout the movie." I said walking upstairs with Alice and Rosalie.
"Hey you can stay for dinner if you want!" Alice said, full of her usual energy yet again.
"Uh sounds good let me just call Charlie." I said excitedly.
I pulled out my phone and hit speed dial # 2. It rang twice before someone picked up.
"Hello?" My dad said in a cop tone, meaning he was still at work.
"Hey dad it's Bella, I was wondering if I can stay at a friend's for dinner." I said trying to sound not guilty, even though I was, because I ditched school.
"Oh umm yeah, yeah sure Bells, have fun." He said sounding surprised and pleased more than anything. I really couldn't blame him; I mean I didn't talk to any of my friends since the incident.
"Thanks dad! I'll be home around eight!" I said hanging up.
"I can stay!" I said happily.
"Good because tonight we're hosting a dinner party, so now I have an excuse to get you dressed up!" Alice said bouncing in her seat.
"What?!?" I said worried, because she didn't say anything about dressing up.
"You heard me!" she smiled.
"Ugh you tricked me! You're an evil little pixie!" I said trying to sound serious, but I couldn't help but laugh.
"Yup, that's Alice!" Rosalie said smirking.
Just then the boys walked in the front door.
"Hey ditchers!" Emmett said followed by his booming laughter.
I waved at everyone and my breath caught a little short when I saw Edward. Wow I haven't seen anyone make me do that since… never mind.
We were upstairs just finishing up my 'make over' and I have to admit I did look pretty good when they finished. I was wearing a blue tank top a white half jacket, and to my ultimate dismay, a black skirt a little higher than my knees.
"Rosalie I'm going to trip in this." I complained.
"Listen; if you trip I'll slap myself really hard on the face." She said smiling.
"Ugh fine." I said giving up.
We were walking down the stairs when I saw Edward standing at the bottom of the stairs smiling a big crooked grin. I was paying so much attention to Edward that I didn't notice the extra step in front of me so I tripped and fell right on my face, but me being me, that wasn't enough. I tumbled down the next flight of stairs.
"Oh god! Bella are you ok? Here let me help you up." I heard Edward say.
I'm guessing the fall made me a bit dizzy, because when Edward grabbed me to help me up it felt rough, mean. Like he was trying to force me, or hurt me, and it sent me into hysterics.
"No! Stop! Please! Don't hurt me! Please!" I said sobbing and shaking.
"Bella! I would never hurt you Bella!" I heard Edward saying, panicky.
"What happened to her? Why is she shaking?" Alice screeched.
I felt myself being lifted off the ground, and being carried.
"Bella?" I heard someone whisper. "Bella what happened?" I could now identify the voice as Edwards, and guilt instantly consumed me as I remembered my irrational reaction to what I had thought was somehow related to the incident.
"I'm so sorry, you guys have tried so hard to be nice to me, and be my friend, and all I've done in return is totally flip out whenever I'm remotely reminded of when I was… umm never mind." I said silently crying.
"Bella, what happened to you?" Alice whispered.
"We won't ever tell anyone, or judge you, we've had are fair share of… problems." Rosalie said, briefly pausing.
"Ok, you might want to take a seat, it's a long story." I said shakily.
Once everyone was seated, Emmett being on the floor because there weren't any more seats.
"Ok well, back in phoenix I had been dating this guy named James, and we had been dating for about a year and a half, and we were- well at least I was in love with him, and I thought he was in love with me, but i guess I was wrong. One night when we were 16 we were on a date and he was acting weird, like more… mean almost. After we ate dinner we were in his room listening to music, and like kissing, but that was as far as I wanted to go. When he said he wanted to go farther I told him I wasn't ready for that. He was quiet for a minute, then he started yelling, calling me a stupid bitch, and saying I owed him that. He was talking about me as if I was his property or something. So I told him I didn't owe him anything, and if that's what he thought, then we were through. After I tried to get up to leave, he hit me… hard. I fell back on the floor, and when I tried to get up again he kicked me in the rib, so I screamed and he said if I wasn't quiet, then he would kill me. At that point I believed him so I shut up and focused on getting out. He pushed me back down and hit me again, I hit my head against his bed, and I felt dizzy, almost like it was a dream… a nightmare actually. He then climbed over me and I couldn't fight him, I was too dizzy, too weak, too sure it was a nightmare, except I could feel. He then to pull my shirt up, soon continuing with…. The rest of my clothes. I tried so hard to wake up, but inside I knew I was living my nightmare, not asleep at all, but just losing blood from the cut in my head. After a while there was a knock at the door, and I remember there was police there who took him away. It was still too little too late though, because I will always have that horrible memory, that awful reminder that I'm not, nor will I ever be normal, it's just awful. I stayed in phoenix just a month after that, only as long as it took to straighten things out, and then I moved to Forks to live with my father. It's just that I'm constantly reminded of it, it's horrible. Every night, every night I have to re-live it in my nightmares." I said, tears slipping down my cheek as I re-stated everything in detail, which I hadn't done since the actual incident.
Everyone looked at me with the same look, a mixture of sympathy, concern, and surprise, except Rose had something different, maybe understanding, it seemed. Then my phone made a beeping noise, which was weird because I was sure I turned it off, but I just ignored it.
"Bella, what happened to you wasn't fair, and it wasn't your fault either, not at all." Alice said putting a comforting hand on my shoulder.
"Hey Bella, can I talk to you for a minute?" Rosalie said walking slowly towards me.
"Yeah sure Rosalie, what's up?" I asked
We walked for a while before stopping in the kitchen, where Rosalie stopped to sit in a chair.
"Well, I just wanted to let you know that something very similar happened to me when I was about 15, but that's another story for another day, I just want to let you know that I'm always around if you need to talk, or just get what's on your mind out, because I know how you feel. Terrified to remember, forbidden to forget." Rosalie said sincerely.
"Thanks Rosalie, you don't know how much that means to me." I said honestly
Rosalie just smiled at me. I could tell we were going to be great friends.
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