AN: WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS NON CON SEX! If you don't like it, please skip this chapter, I'll put a short recap at the beginning of the next chapter so you know what happened

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Byakuya really hoped that Renji's heart could even be mended at all, even if he himself did not end up becoming Renji's lover, ever, he would still be happy for him to find happiness again. No matter how much it would break his own heart to see his beloved with someone else. He had been able to endure that heartbreak once, so why not again`

But what the captain never expected was that Renji's interactions with Ichigo would take on a whole new level, and he never came close to expecting that he would be caught in the middle of it all.

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Byakuya's eyes flew open wide when he felt someone crawl on his bed.

"Renji? What's wr-" He couldn't even finish that sentence because Renji put a finger on his lips. And it was only then that he noticed how Renji's eyes showed no life. He was sleepwalking again.

"shh….. Ichi….." He heard Renji whisper. "Wouldn't want your dad to walk in because of the noise, now would you?"

Byakuya stared at him. He didnÄt know what to expect. But if it was what he feared, he was going to be in deep trouble. He knew from past experiences that waking up Renji was nowhere near possible. He'd found out when Renji had tried to kiss 'Ichigo' before and Byakuya had tried to wake him before he would lose himself into that very passionate kiss.

And before Byakuya would even have the chance to push Renji of, said redhead was kissing him as passionately as that day in the gardens, and he was starting to lose himself in that kiss once again.

But deep down he felt a pang in his heart when he remembered that those loving, passionate kisses where not meant for him, but for Ichigo. He could wish for it all he want, they were not for him.

Suddenly he felt Renji rip open his nightclothes and grab his member, leaving Byakuya in shock and making him moan when he started stroking him.

Byakuya bit his lip. It had been so long since he had been touched there, even by himself , which was making him so very sensitive at his member that he barely felt Renji's finger enter him.

'DAMNIT! He moves too fast!'

"Renji! Wait! Please stop!"

"Shh… Ichu….It'll stop hurting soon, I promise. You know I'd never hurt you."

"But Ren- ah!" Byakuya bit his lip even harder now that renji entered a second finger. This hurt too damn much for his virgin ass.

It was not like he'd never had sex with Hisana, but it was never this rough and he wasn't on the receiving end.

He could feel Renji widening him, and even thought it was starting to feel kind off good, seeing as how Renji was now hitting his prostate, it was also as wrong as it could be. But all his protest were heard by deaf ears and Renji just kept on preparing him. Even when he tried to get away, and to push Renji off, Renji just pulled them close together again, telling him that it was going to stop hurting very soon.

"Renji. Please. I'm not Kurosaki! I'm Byakuya! Please wake up and stop this. Please." He was starting to get desperate. So desperate that even begging wasn't out of plan. But nothing helped, and Byakuya's heart and mind were starting to close themselves off for protection, and his body was now drowning in those loving, passionate touches without his heart telling him how wrong this was.

Suddenly Renji pulled out his fingers, making Byakuya gasp at the loss.

"I'm coming in… Ichi…. Relax. Or this is gonna hurt. And I don't want to hurt you."

Byakuya bit his lip until he could taste blood. This was hurting more than being pierced by a sword, and the pain even reached his heart that was still trying to close itself away. Just knowing that Renji's concern and love in this, were not for him, but for the Ichigo in his memory of their first time, was breaking his heart as it could no longer seal itself away now.

And then, Renji started moving, slowly at first and then going deeper and moving faster and harder, hitting Byakuya's prostate after only the third thrust.

Meanwhile the ravenhaired man was lying underneath him, moaning in pain at the rough pace he was not prepared for.

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Byakuya grunted when he lifted Renji, carrying him back to his own bedroom. His whole body ached and his senses were still tingling and sensitive. He could not deny that it had started feeling better, great even near the end, when his body started getting used to the rough pace, but his heart ached more than ever underneath that pleasured body. Almost breaking when Renji has screamed Ichigo's name during his release, immediately after collapsing and leaving Byakuya in his aroused state.

He laid Renji down, just barely keeping in a groan as he felt semen run down his legs, and his own still hard-on rubbing against his stomach.

When Renji was covered up, he looked at the pained expression on the redheads face and decided to never speak of what had happened. It would probably break Renji's heart even more, to know what he had done to his taichou, and he did not need another reason to kill himself. Something that that knowledge would certainly result in.

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About half an hour later he finally stepped back into his freshly cleaned bed. He's showered until he was spotless, and there was no evidence left of what had happened except for some bruises on his hips where Renji had grabbed him. Then he had changed his sheets and told his staff to pretend it never happened, to never speak about it to either Renji or each other, and to make sure Renji never found out about it.