Hey far this fic is going left off in the last chapter was esmeralda passed out when she tried to comment suicide. Roses of may by katethegreat19. Fox familar, I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY.
Several hours later,Esmeralda woke up to find herself in the med bay with pain in her wrists. She looked down,saw them wrapped in bandages, and a IV in her arm. Her body begin to shake when she started to remember happen to her before she passed wouldn't understand what she been though and people will call her insane. Cutting herself gives her release of her misable life. She been doing this for two years and this was her first bleed out. She's terrified that the autobot will send back her to her abusive parents. She heared someone snoring next to her, turn her head to see Prowl sleeping in a chair next to her started to remember what he did and smiled for he was very kind but she scared that he would yell for what she did to herself."Prowl..." Prowl woke up when he heard her,"Esmeralda why would you do that to yourself!" he said, very worried.
Esmeralda tensed up at his question and started to cry,"I...I started when they carved those word on me and they left the knife there in the room.I just started to cut myself and take away the pain."Prowl hugged her gently so he won't crush Esmeralda and whispered soothing words to calm her down."Shhh... Don't cry.I'm right here." Esmeralda crying decrease to little sobs after a few minutes in Prowl's arms. he remind her very much of her father when he was alive."Now you need some rest,little before I go,here." He handed her two necklaces,One was the choker with the allspark shard in it and the other was a crystal hanging from sliver chain. she stared at the crystal pendent,she notice that it started to shine. her eyes began to drop and her body relaxed."close your eyes,Esmeralda and sleep.I'll be here when you wake up.",said Prowl,putting her choker nodded,closed her eyes,and fell asleep almost instandly.
Next morning, Esmeralda woke up and smiled at Prowl,who was sleeping in the bed next to her."thank you, Prowl.",she whispered in his ear and lefted the she enter the living room,She was almost ran over by Jazz."Jazz I'm fine." Jazz looked worried and scared,"please don't do that again. Bee passed out when he saw you." Bumblebee looked embrassed,looked the other way,and blush,"I did not faint!" Esmeralda giggled and smile at everyone in the room."they do care about me.I should stay here.",she thought,as she made breakfest."What is today?" Sari looked at her Ipad,"Today is May 13TH." Esmeralda "I have to go somewhere to today."
After she ate, she went out for a walk to her old masion,which is still burn went to the middle of the wreakage, knelt down, and gave her parents a silent turn her head to see her mom's black bag. she remebered that her mom was a witch . she pick it up and went though it to find her mom's leather jacket with a blue crecent moon on the back and leather strips on the sleeves,Her book full of spells,and a locket with a picture of them. she looked at the picture, Silent tears began to come out of her got up and begin to sing her lullbye.
her heart underneath
cries quietly
this part of me
I choose not to see
what lives must I take
for fealty's sake?
how much blood must stain
this warrior's blade?
Starscream was over the woods,mumbling about him wanting to be leader."I should be leader instead of him.I'm stonger, smarter and-" In the middle of the rant,he begin to hear music and was followed the music to a burn down saw a teenager female kneeled in the middle of the wreakage and notice she had a allspark shard."this will be easy."he waited until she was done.
in moonlight so pale
its shadows they flow
in rivers, in rivers
so put on my mask
I'll go where they ask
so I might once again see the
Roses of May
Staining my soul and stinging my eyes
the red on my hands
won't wash away, wash away
no where to run from what I have done
I'm no longer, no longer
a Rose of May
fate holds the blade before you
mirrored in maiden's eyes
far from myself I fly
into the perilous skies
and they said
follow the blade before you
fear fall and courage rise
leave all your tears behind you
far from where innocence lies
Cage of the kings
No need for wings
So turn them to stone
from roses to bone
when you look at me
what do you see?
this costume I weave
disfiguring me...
Storm clouds are creeping closer
danger is drawing near
why am I not protecting all that
I once held dear?
and you said
break free from all that holds you
kings hand and maiden's tear
run now into my arms
together we'll conquer our fears
Led here by fate
No longer afraid
So here now I lay
My Roses of May
Starscream saw that she was done with singing the song and watch her stood up."happy brithday Mom.I miss you and Dad very much"She walked into the woods and begin to hum the song out loud."why Hello little one.",said a voice from gasped,turn to see A robot like the autobot but it was a jet."Umm...hello."The jet smriked at the teenage girl,"I'm Starscream.I see you have a allspark shard."Esmeralda didn't trust him at all so she started to run but Starscream caught up to pulled out a cloth and put it against her mouth and knew it won't be long for the coloform to have effect."Nighty night,human." Esmeralda was overwelmed by the sweet smell from the cloth and her vison begin to last thing she saw was starscream's face near her's.