Xx~Thursday, morning~xX

Lovino gripped on his clother around his chest. His shaking hand soon found the tie around his neck. He once more made sure it looked the best it could. How could he make himself look stylish in the school uniform otherwise.

He stepped trought the school gate to the sea of students.

"That bastard better be in school today."

He looked down at the ground and shook his head. He needed to stay focused and when he had the chance he would do it.

Xx~Thursday, afternoon~xX

The day had gone sooned than Lovino wished it would have. He was nervously waiting at the gate. He really hadn't seen Antonio for the whole day because he had tried his best to avoid him. He wouldn't even know how to face him anyways. But now the moment was there.

Suddenly he heard running steps which stopped just next him. He felt too shy to look and he kept his eyes at the ground.

"Lovi? You are feeling better already? The rest did help, didn't it?"

The voice with the well-known Spanish accent sounded so warm that it made Lovino's heart skip maybe even too beats. He just nodded not being able to talk at all.

"That's great! Well see you then, I still have work to do!"

THose words suprised Lovino and quickly he decided to act. He grabbed onto Antonio's clothes and shook his head slightly.

"I need to go home Lovi. I'm sorry but I can't walk with you today."

The tone was a bit warning which made Lovino feel uneasy.

"Can't you just wait a while so I can say what I have to say?"

Lovino's voice was so soft and it just softened with every word that Antonio missed half of it.

"No I can't wait a while. I need to get to work so I can come at your house on weekend."

This hurt Lovino a lot. He thought Antonio didn't want to listen to him. Of course he didn't know that the other had missed half of what he had said. Tears formed into his eyes and he let go of Antonio's shirt who thought he could go so he started to move away.

"Bastard! I don't fucking want you to out house! I hate you!"

His eyes were blurred by tears but he could still see the shock in Antonio's eyes. They looked so different to the normal kind eyes. That was the moment he noticed, he had said just the opposite of what he wanted to say. Before he could correct himself Antonio's gaze turned away from him.

"You are making zero sense right now. You say you hate me. Shouldn't I be the one in tears?"

His voice was low and obviously hurt. No! This wasn't how it was supposed to go! Why did he have to put his pride over everything else. Then he realized what he had to do. As Antonio started walking away he choaked out a 'wait' but he wasn't heard. The tears welled up more.

"Wait! That wasn't what I meant. I just, I just- I love you bastard! I love you so much I loose my ability to talk around you sometimes!"

Somewhere deep in within he had found the courage to say it or more like yell it. The tears were now totally blurred his vision but he could see Antonio turning around.

Lovino didn't want to hear the answer so he let out a choked 'sorry' and then he ran with all his might. Away from the shocked Spaniard.

Xx~Thursday, evening~xX

Lovino stayed locked into his room even though his grandfather and Feliciano tried to get him out of there. He didn't even want to eat.

Clutching onto his tomato pillow he let the tears fall. Everytime he stopped crying his thoughts returned to the face of Antonio when he had yelled those words of hate. There was no way that could be forgiven.

A knock was at his door but he didn't answer to it. He just turned to face the table next to his bedside where his clock was.

"Frantello! The phone! Big brother Toni is asking for you!"

Without even thing it more Lovino threw the door open and looked at his brother who had his phone, which he had left in the living room after coming home, in his hand. Without a word he stole the phone to his own hand and closed the door again.

Putting the phone on his ear he could feel his bottom lip shaking softly. He tried his best to not to start crying.

"Hola? Feli? Did Lovi come out of his room? Well not that he would like talking to me anyways that I don't even have the courage to talk to his face. I hurt him, didn't I? He wouldn't have been crying so much if I didn't hurt him."

Lovino heard a sigh from the phone and his hand started shaking. He put his free hand on his mouth so he wouldn't start sobbing so he would be noticed by the Spaniard.

"I'm really sorry but if he isn't answering the phone himself.. Could you pass this message over to him?"

Lovino couldn't answer even if he wanted to but then suddenly his eyes widened.

"I love him. Lovino Vargas, I love you more than tomatoes or turtles. I love you. Lovino, you are on the other side of the phone right? I can hear your sobbing."

The Italian let the hand slide from him mouth to the floor and he started crying, letting the muffled sobs turn to loud ones. He kept nodding his head even though he knew the other wouldn't see it.

"Lovi. I'm walking at your house right now. It took a long time to even have the courage to cal you after what I did. But I'm soon at your house so if it's not too much to ask, could you come outside?"

Finally Lovino stopped crying and he nodded with a quiet 'mhm'. He was too scared to even try to talk. Standing up he grabbed his hoodie from his room's only chair and he ran outside.

Soon he noticed a dark haired person walking towards him and imidiately he knew who it was. He stood in place as the other reached him.

"You look like mess. Your eyes are so red. Is that my fault?"

The Spaniard leaned down and pulled him into a hug. Even though Lovino tried to hold it in, he started crying once again. But it was from happiness this time.

"I'm really sorry Lovino. I-"

He got cut off by the smile he saw on Lovino's face as he leaned back to look at him.

"Don't apologize anymore. Thank you and sorry. From every damn thing you did."

This got Antonio by suprise but he leaned in so their forheads touched.

"Don't say that Lovino. Just seeing you happy is the most important thing. It's more to me than any words of graditude. You are my sun."

Antonio's voice was calm and Lovino couldn't even erase the smile from his lips. He felt so glad. He wrapped his arms around the other's neck and his eyes met with the green ones.

"Shut up bastard. Just kiss me already."

The Italian could feel his red turn a bit red once again but this time he didn't try to hide or run.

The Spaniard let out a soft chuckle and kissed the Italian's lips softly. The kiss was so loving that Lovino felt like he would melt any moment. When Antonio pulled away, the younger male let out a whine in need for more.

"As you want my stubborn cute Lovi~"

Lovino stared into those green eyes and he smiled softly soon leaning his head against the SPaniard's shoulder to hide his smile.

That moment felt like forever but in the same time it ended too quickly. Lovino wanted just to stay with Antonio like this. But even he knew they both had to return to their homes. But before that he would enjoy this moment for a little longer.

"Lovino. I want to be your lover. I want to date you. Will you let me?"

Lovino's face turned a bit red again but this time he didn't hesitate to talk.

"Yes! Fuck yes!"

A soft laugh filled Lovino's ears and the body he was hugging shook a bit.

"That makes me very glad."