Long Lost

Jade and I would hang out every now and then and ask and answer questions about each other. She asked the most questions, though. I would usually smile and she would just tell me about herself.

"You're dad doesn't like Artistic people and your mom doesn't care about you?" I asked. Jade nodded. "I see." I looked into my lap and saw the book I had been reading before she had started talking. I put a fold in the upper corner of the right page then closed the book.

"What about your mom?" Jade asked.

"She hates me," I answered, setting my book to my left on the bed I sat Indian style on, "Once she found out where my dad lived, she made my half-brother drive me to his house."

Jade looked up at me. She stared for a little bit before saying, "There's more to it than just that. What did she do to you?"

I laughed, smiling down into my lap. I shook my head then looked back up to look at Jade. "She used to try to hit me when she was drunk," I answered. My smiled faded as I continued, "But my brother would usually protect me. Either that or I would run into his room and lock the door." Jade gave me a confused look with her eyebrows lowered and scrunched together. "My bedroom door didn't have a lock on it," I stated. Jade walked over to me from leaning on my bedroom door. She sat to my right on the bed. "My brother was really the most important person to me," I looked down to my lap and laced my fingers together, "And she made me leave him to move here."

Jade took my right hand and laced her fingers with mine to substitute my fingers for her fingers. "At least she won't try to hit you anymore," Jade squeezed my hand.

I shook my head and squeezed her hand back, "It was easy to ignore that she hated me when I was with my brother and I would have dealt with her yelling and her attempts to beat me to stay with him." Jade's hand stopped squeezing mine. Her hand slipped from mine. I looked to her face. She hugged me around the shoulders, however, and I couldn't see anything. At first I was confused, but then I hugged back. My head was in her chest and my arms went under her arms to wrap around her back. I balled her shirt into my hands as I clutched it roughly. I started to cry into her chest. "I miss him so much."

I eventually fell asleep as Jade lied down on my bed still holding me. She had her arms around me and her chin was on top of my head. I woke up later in the same position I fell asleep in. Jade was sleeping, though. I got out of her arms. She woke up as I did so.

"Where are you going?" she asked. I looked back and blinked my extremely dry eyes.

"I'm going to go get eye drops or something," I answered, "My eyes hurt." She nodded and closed her eyes. I went to the bathroom outside of my room and put eye drops into my eyes getting them to become moist again. When I went back to my room, Jade was sitting up in the bed looking at the ceiling with her head back. "You alright there, Jade?" I asked her as I closed the door behind me.

She turned her head to look at me. "Yeah, I'm just thinking." I crawled onto my bed next to her. "Are you busy today?"

I shook my head, "No." Jade nodded and I asked her, "Why?"

Jade's nose turned up toward the ceiling once again. Her shoulders shrugged. "I was hoping we would be able to do something today," she said. She shrugged, "Maybe I could even buy you lunch."

I smiled then said, "That would be nice. I would like that."

I must say, I was starting to like her more and more every time we would hang out together. She was nice to some extent and she would protect me when she thought I needed to be protected. She was a good person, even though sometimes she would hurt my feelings by telling me to buck up when I would get upset and almost start crying at school. She meant well and I knew that she did, but she could just be downright cold sometimes.

One day Jade decided to be nice to me and take me over to her house even though I had no idea why she wanted me to go.

I walked into school and Jade was by her locker. She called to me after I opened my locker. I turned toward her, she was walking toward me. "You're coming over to my house tonight," Jade said as she stepped up to me. She crossed her arms over her chest and stared down at me, no real emotion on her face.

"Ok?" I questioned her. She smirked and walked away. I was confused, obviously. I had no clue what she was planning; I just didn't want be injured.

Jade walked off. I turned back to my locker and pulled out some books slowly; thinking of what she was planning.

I walked up to Jade's car and saw that she was leaning on the driver's side door. I smiled to her nervously. "Don't worry," she said, "I just want you to come over."

I got into Jades' car's passenger side and buckled myself in. Jade got into the driver's side. "Don't try anything, Jade."

"I won't, Anna," Jade chuckled and drove off.

When we made it to her house I was greeted by her father. He wore a suit and tie. I told him my name, smiled to him, and shook his hand. He was cold and he glared at Jade as he told her to take out her facial piercings. I said it was nice to meet him as Jade was pulling me up the stairs to her room by my right arms wrist. Jade closed the door behind us and pushed me over to her bed. I sat and she sat next to me.

"He's such a dick," Jade growled. I smiled to her as she stared at her door that the foot of the bed was opposite of. Jade turned her head to me. I tilted my head a bit to the right, still smiling. "Why are you smiling?" she asked.

I shrugged, my smile dying down a bit. "Do you want me to stop smiling?"

Jade stared at me for a little while. She leaned down and kissed me. I kissed back. It was the first time I had kissed back. Jade kissed harder, pushing me back on the bed. I put my hands on her shoulders. Her hands went to my hips. I felt her get in between my legs and opened my legs even farther for her. Jade pulled her lips from mine and kissed over my jawline to my neck. I groaned. Jade smirked into my neck. I dug my nails into her shoulders. She pulled her mouth from my neck. I caught her lips with mine. Jade's hands went to the front of my jeans. I pulled away and pushed her shoulder away from me. I asked her what she thought she was doing.

"I thought we were going to have sex," Jade stated, looking into my eyes. "Why? Do you not want to? I'll stop if you don't want to." She pulled away and sat at the foot of the bed, on her knees, facing me.

I sat up and crossed my legs Indian style. "You want to have sex with me?" I asked.

"Is it really that hard to tell?" Jade asked smirking. She crawled closer to me then got on her knees in front of me, "I've wanted to forever."

I looked her in the eyes and looked down at my hands in my lap. I thought for a little while. 'She wants to have sex with me?' I thought to myself. I tilted my head to the side, 'Is lesbian sex really considered sex? It's not like she can put anything in me other than her fingers and maybe her tongue if it's long enough.'

"What are you thinking about?" Jade asked leaning in closer with her hands on her knees. I looked up at her and she said, "You feel weird now."

I sat up straight and shook my head telling her she was wrong, "No, it's alright, I was just wondering how we would have sex." I blushed and lowered my head then hunched again.

"Oh," she said, "well… I kind of have a solution to that. But it's a little weird." She sighed. I looked back up at her. "Do you want me to tell you anyway?" Jade asked. I nodded. "Ok," She stood from off the bed and started to pack my things that were on her large chair that looked like a throne, "just in case you want to leave, I'm going to get your stuff." When she turned back to me, she sat on the chair, put my backpack on the floor to the right of her chair, and stated these exact words: "I have a cock."

I froze. She wasn't lying. She saw my frozen figure and sighed. She gave me sometime before I came to my senses. I looked at her in shock. "And you were just going to get me naked and show me your dick when you thought we were going to have sex?" I asked.

Jade's eyes opened wide for a second. She smiled and laughed, "You said 'dick."'

"Jade!" I shouted to get her to listen to me. She jumped up. "That's not cool," I stated, "I probably would have freaked out."

Jade laughed again. I crossed my arms and huffed. She stood, walked over to me, sat next to my left with her legs hanging off the side, and wrapped her left arm around my shoulders. I turned my head to her and she leaned down to kiss me. I kissed back, pecking her lips a few times before she licked my lips and I opened my mouth to her tongue that slithered in and tackled my tongue. I gave her all power over my mouth and we danced with each other. When she went back to pecking my lips she smirked as she did so. I pulled away and she smirked with a chuckle. I blushed in embarrassment and looked down.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" She asked. I looked up and she was still smirking. I just stared at her for a while.

I stared until I remembered Beck. I asked, "what about Beck?"

Jade pulled out her cell phone from her front right pocket and typed some things. I couldn't see what it was that she was typing, but when she put her phone down she said, "Beck and I are over."

I felt my heart almost jump out of my chest. She broke up with Beck to be with me. I looked down to my lap.

"So, will you be my girlfriend?" Jade asked.

I raised my head. I nodded. Jade smiled and pecked my lips. Jade's phone rang, but she threw it away from us onto the throne like chair. She kissed me again and trailed kisses down my neck. I slid my hands onto Jade's shoulders. She sucked on my neck and I gasped at her teeth that bit me where she had sucked. She kissed the bruise she left. I let her hands slither down my sides to my hips. She pulled at my pants.

I pulled my lips away from hers. "Wait," I said, "I don't think we should do this." Jade questioned me with her eyes. "At least, not today."

Jade nodded and got off of me.