Journal entry: Friday 12.30 am

Omg, omg! That's all I can say right now. I…ah….argh! ok, as you can tell I'm a little jumpy right now. And…argh! Ok, I really don't know…so I guess I better tell you what's happened since last nights detention.

I woke up more than happy this morning. Detention with Blondie was hell of course, but at least he got what was coming to him. Its about time someone said something like that to him to make him realise what we all actually think about him.

So I walked down to the great hall…blah, blah, blah…I had breakfast and the whole time I could literally feel the hairs in the back of my head being burnt off.

Classes today consisted of us Griffindors and the Slytherins..oh yea, super duper exciting (rolls eyes). So of course our first class was potions and once again Malfoy tried everything he could to annoy me. Hmmm, probably trying to get me back somehow. So anyway, he continued to throw things and me send spells my way…I was on the other side of the room. Well, not for long seeing as Professor Grease-ball placed us together AGAIN! Jeez, you would think that he would work out that we don't get along.

I really didn't want to work with him.

"Miss. Granger, go and place yourself at Mr. Malfoy's table" I sneered in Malfoy's direction.

"You heard him Granger…move your lazy ass" what? Grr, stupid Ferret was gonna go down.

"Shut it you stupid Ferret…cos the way your headed, you will have no balls by the end of the day" I snapped. Oh yea. You should have seen the look on his face then.

The students (apart from the Slytherins) erupted in laughter.

"Hermione your on fire this week" said Lavender. well I had too. Being stuck with the ferret king gave me and extra boost in my comebacks.

"You shut your face you filthy mudblood"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP MALFOY!" screamed Harry. Jeez. I haven't heard him scream like that since the time he caught Ron making out with Cho…but that was ages ago.

"Mr Potter, you better settle down otherwise it's a weeks worth of detention for you too! And 50 points form Griffindor" Snape glided back to his desk.

From then it was a battle as to not lose my cool. Every time Malfoy would try to do something. He would "accidentally" knock my quills over, "accidentally" scoot closer to me (which I in turn moved further away) and "accidentally" brush his leg against mine. Stupid git was so infuriating.. But it was getting hopeless.

In between classes I would be constantly tripped and pushed, spells flying my way. What was it with him? He was fucking annoying. He probably got off on causing me pain! I hate him so much. I'm telling you sometimes I wonder how I can be so strong as to not hex his ass.

So anyway…detention came by real quick and I'm telling you real quick. At 8 PM, we met in snape's office and waited. The whole time Malfoy glaring at me.

"Stop staring Blondie…I'm not gonna disappear if you blink" That earned me a even harder glare and a growl…that I was slightly disturbed by.

Snape turned up no less than five minutes later and asked us to follow him. He led us outside.

"Uh, sir? Where are we going?" Snape just smirked. Ok, now I stared to panic.

He led me and the ferret king down to the edge of the forbidden forest…then he stopped.

"I need you to fetch me some ingredients from the forest" he handed Blondie a piece of parchment "they are located at different areas in the forest. Once you have collected them, bring them back to my office" and with a sickly 'sweet' smile he added "have fun" and turned around and glided off, laughing almost cruelly.

I stared after him in shock. WHY THE HELL WOULD HE LEAVE ME WITH THE-JERK-WHO-GETS-OFF-MAKING-MY-LIFE-HELL TOGETHER IN THE FORBIDDEN FOREST?? I was rooted to the spot. I couldn't even move.

"You better start moving you lazy ass Granger cos I don't want to spend the entire evening with you"

"Malfoy, if you don't shut up I swear I will kill you and hide your body. Merlin knows this place is fantastic for hiding them, don't you think?" and with that I snatched the parchment out of his hands and stormed off into it.

"You're an outright bitch you know that?"

"And you're a Stuck up, self-centred, egotistical asswipe" I turned to face him "need I go on?" he sneered, while muttering under his breath and stormed off.

Half an hour later

"MALFOY! YOUR GOING THE WRONG WAY!" I yelled in frustration as I ran up to catch him. Without thinking though, I grabbed his shoulder to stop him. Suddenly he jerked back and pushed me off.

"Argh! Don't touch me you filthy bitch" he kind of did this weird dance thing. Well, that's what it looked like to me. He was actually trying to get my "germs" off. I couldn't help it. I burst out into laughter.

"whats so funny?" he snapped. I stopped short, still sniggering

"Nothing" I said and began to walk.

"Have I mentioned how much I hate your guts mudblood?" he was beside me now. Damn he smelt good. Damnit! No!

"Not today Blondie…but keep it up. I'm counting that as your thousandth time" he smirked and we continued to walk in silence.

Two hours later we had managed to collect all of the ingredients and started to head back to the castle. It was so creepy in the forest.

Malfoy and I had argued most of the way. Sometimes he could be such a child. He was constantly whining about everything he could. It was driving me mad!

We could now start to see the castle and his constant remarks hit the last nerve in me.

So naturally I lost it.

"JUST SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!!" I screamed. I was breathing hard. He was so infuriating! And he had the nerve to just smirk at me.

"No! I'm gonna keep whining because it annoys you so. And while I'm at it, ill tell you why I hate your kind so much" he began to count off on his fingers "All of you thinking that you are better at your grades than anyone else. Thinking your so perfect. A purblood should be at the top not a filthy mudblood like you, I honestly don't understand why Stumblebum would let your kind in. your all a disgrace…." Does this guy ever shut the fuck up? Like I said, why are all the gorgeous ones such jerks? And I'll be the first to admit it that yes, he is…but he is such an ass!

I couldn't take it. His words slowly were building inside of me and I kept walking "why? Why me?" I asked the sky above me. He kept chattering right behind me the whole time. I was going to lose it soon I swear. He really needs to shut up or I wont be held responsible for my actions.

"…I think the world would be a much better place if you just dropped dead. I mean, you really are a waste. No one likes you and you have horrible hair and have friends like the weasel and potty…even I think they could do better without you…" I think this is when I went mad. As you can tell I am already crazy, but I think this tops it all off. And I can seriously say with total confidence that I, Hermione Granger has lost the plot.

I spun around so fast I even caught him off guard; and in a split second I grabbed him by the hair and roughly smashed his lips to mine. That ought to shut him up. I moved my lips against his, hard. He just stood still as a board. What the hell was I doing? Omg! I just kissed Blondie!

I roughly again, pushed his head away and detached my lips from his. I just stood still.

"fuck" I said. Clearly in shock, I swiftly turned around and began to walk away when I was roughly and I mean, really roughly…so much it knocked the wind out of me; pushed into a nearby tree.

"OW! What the fuck?" I said as I turned around. He grabbed me by the scruff of my shirt and pulled me forward crushing his lips once again to mine.

You think I was crazy before? Well, nothing prepared me for when I kissed him back.

Hard, fast and furious wouldn't even describe it.

He held onto my shirt so tight I though it might rip. And I in return grabbed onto his hair again tugging harshly.

So now I sit here writing this entry to you with a huge-ass hickey on my neck. As you can tell I need serious help. I'm still in shock and I'm really scared about tomorrow. Well, we will see what happens. Although I really don't want to face ferret king again. I really don't know what to make of all this. It was my fault. Stupid Hermione! You could have come up with something else to shut him up. But like I said…he is a gorgeous jerk. And I guess I didn't think…duh! Grr, this is frustrating. I'm going to bed…The fucking ass ripped some of my buttons. Argh!

Night journal