I apologize for the wait this week has been so hectic and I'm running on Caffeine at the moment. Please leave me reviews and if this chapter is kinda jumpy I apologize. I've had 2 hours of sleep in the last 2 days. The next chapter will have tons of Callie/Stef.

The next morning everyone came downstairs for breakfast besides Callie who remained in bed. She was exhausted and just wanted to go back to sleep but her body wouldn't let her.

"Stef we need to get Callie up, for her appointment this morning." Lena said swallowing a bite of her eggs.

"Appointment for what? What's wrong with Callie?" Jude asked picking at his food.

Lena stood up walking to the stairs stopping to kiss Jude on the head. "Nothing is wrong baby she just has an appointment."

Lena pulled herself up the stairs opening Callie's door relieved when she was awake. "Callie time to get up and get ready, you have a therapy appontment today."

Callie laid still watching the ceiling letting Lena's words go in one ear and out the other.

Lena took a deep breath she didn't know what was happening with her daughter. "Callie you need to get up now or we are going to be late."

Pinching at her sheets Callie's thoughts began clouding her mind. Don't get up. If you get up not only will you need to socialize with your family but then you have to speak with a therapist.

"Callie you have 2 minutes to have your butt out of bed and down the stairs for breakfast otherwise I will have mom drag you down their." Lena said frustrated walking down the stairs. "Stef you go get her because she doesn't want to listen to me aparantly."

Callie's body shot up in the bed, running to the bathroom. No, Stef can't see me she will like read my mind or something. I am not speaking at this appointment I wish I didn't even have to go but they will force me. Callie grabbed her blade and lighter from her pocket gliding it across her arm before making her way to the table.

"Well good morning love." Stef said patting the seat beside her.

"So nice of you to finally join us, we need to leave for your therapy appointment." Lena said.

Callie looked between both moms not saying anything. Jude began to grow more worried he could tell his sister hadn't showered in a couple days, her hair was tangled in a giant knott and she wouldn't speak.

After a few minutes of silence Callie made her way out to the car looking out the window, wanting nothing more than to get this appointment over with.

Lena looked over at Stef grabbing her purse both confused as to what to say or do. Stef quickly kissed Lena ushering her out the door where she met Callie in the car as they drove off to the appointment.

The drive was quiet Lena was trying to think of words to say to Callie, she wanted to know what was going on.

Callie was looking out the window lost in thought. Great now I have to go deal with yet another person, just what I need. NOT. Wait is that... Why is he? How did he know? She thought as she saw a shadow of who she could swear was Liam.

Callie jumped in her seat wrestling around her bag for her phone.

"Cal what is going on?" Lena asked concerned by the sudden state of fear in her daughter.

Ignoring the question Callie pointed her phone out the window, she had to see if it was really Liam. Snapping the picture she stared intently at her screen sighing in relief when the man didn't look anything like him.

Examining the picture of the short black haired boy swinging a golf club around in the grass Callie studied the picture. How did I think this was Liam? They look nothing alike. What the hell.

Callie brushed off the image and leaned against the seat closing her eyes when Lena spoke.

"Callie." Lena called as they pulled into the parking lot.

Jumping in fear she swore Liam said her name.

"What is going on Cal?" Lena asked confused. Callie seemed so affraid of her and she didn't know why.

Shaking her head Callie got out of the car walking with Lena. Callie took a seat in the corner of the office the only chair where her back wasn't facing a window while she began writing on a blank piece of paper.

"Hello I am here for Dr. Langly, my daughter Callie Adams-Foster has a appointment." Lena said as she began signing Callie in.

The short blonde haired lady smiled. "Ahh yes, there is no wait he is actually ready for you. He would like to speak with you and Callie together before seeing just Callie."

"Thank you very much." Lena smiled walking over to Callie. "Love lets go. Dr. Langly would like to speak with both of us."

Both ladies made their way to the office where they were greeted by the tall young man. "Hello it's very nice to see you both, I would just like to get a little insight on what is going on." The Dr said leading the 2 ladies to a sofa in his office.

Callie threw herself to the sofa crossing her arms while Lena sat at the other end. Lena got comfy then began to speak. "Well my wife and I are worried about Callie here. She hasn't spoken in a few days and as you can she she hasn't showered or brushed her hair which is very unlike her. She has been so distant especially towards my wife which is weird because that's the one person Callie likes." she half joked.

Callie rolled her eyes as she listened to the two talk she was ready for this to be over. "I see, well now that I know the fully story about what is going on I would like to speak with just Callie if that's alright." The Doctor said watching Callie.

Lena nodded making her way out of the office she hoped the therapist would be able to get something out of her.

"Alright Callie, can you please tell me your side of things?" He asked sitting up a little more professionally.

Callie remained silent watching the young man, she wasn't going to speak. The rest of the session was spent in silence besides the small question Dr. Langly would ask.

After the session Callie headed out to the car while Lena met with the therapist.

"Mrs. Adams-Foster." He said extending his arm to shake Lena's hand. "I don't think we really have much to worry about. I believe the reason she isn't speaking is because she is trying process her thoughts. Don't stop talking to her though, but also don't push her to speak. She may distancing herself out of fear and that is normal as well."

Lena nodded thanking the man before making her way out the the car. About half way home Lena noticed Callie jump out of fear again. Quickly pulling the car off the side of the road she turned her attention to Callie.

"Ok, what is going on Callie? Clearly something is making you scared and I can't help you if I don't know what it is." Lena said gripping the steering wheel in frustration.

Callie remained silent causing Lena to become more irritated at the situation. Throwing the car in drive Lena began speeding home.

Why do they want me to speak so bad? So they can pretend to care? So they can act like they give a damn about me or my adoption? Oh wait I know they want me to talk about Liam and that will not happen. Callie thought as she opened her car door when they pulled into the drive way.

Callie slammed her door running inside to her room. Lena quietly opened the door where she saw Stef waiting at the table.

"Hey love. What happened? Callie looked like she was in a hurry to get upstairs." Stef said wrapping her arms around her wife.

Lena kissed Stef explaining the conversation she had with doctor Langly.

Now, I have to do this now. Nobody is home except moms so I might not get another chance. Callie thought as she snuck into her moms room eyeing the gun safe. Callie walked over where she began typing in the codes for the safe. Damn it what the hell is the code. Wait the key hole, that means their haas to be a key around here somewhere.

Callie rummaged around the room before spotting a key in Stef's bedside drawer. Walking over to the safe Callie unlocked the door grabbing Stef's gun. She took the safety off the gun holding the barrel to her head her finger laying softly over the trigger.

Slowly turning around Callie gripped the gun a little tighter, when she caught a glimpse of the picture of her and Stef on her adoption day. Her moms words began to fill her head. You are not disposable, you are not worthless, it would kill me if something ever happened to you or your siblings, if you ever feel like you need me let me know and I will be there always. I love you.

Callie slowly set the gun down before dropping to the ground in tears crying for Stef.

"Mom." Callie cried as her tears dropped to the ground.

Mariana had walked into the house to grab her sweatshirt when she heard Callie in Stef and Lena's room.

"Callie?" She asked. The worry in her stomach grew when she saw the gun on the floor and how distraught her sister looked.

Mariana looked around before running down stairs where she found both moms sitting in the kitchen.

"Mom, mom Callie needs you upstairs now!" She said a little jumpy. "She's in your room and I heard her crying for you so I went to check on her and she was crying on your floor with your gun."

Stef's eyes grew as she jolted up the stairs. "Lena you and Mariana wait down there." She called making her way up the stairs.

Lena wrapped her arms around Mariana, both letting a few tears fall.

"Callie love what is going on?" Stef said worried as she sat beside Callie pushing the gun away.

"Momma." She sobbed.

Stef pulled Callie into her arms holding her tightly in her embrace.

"Baby I need you to talk to me. Take a deep breath and talk to me." She said comforting the crying girl.

Callie let a few tears roll before gaining the courage to speak. Her voice was rough but she was quiet you almost couldn't hear her. "I just want it to end."