You Should Be Happy

Summary:

Sequel To It Was All Wrong. Five years have pasted since Sara left Grissom and now has gotten married to someone Sara trust Grissom again?

Chapter 4: Falling Apart

"Thanks dad! Today was awesome," Elizabeth told me as we walked up to Sara's home.

It used to be your home. Now it's David's and Sara's.

I knocked on door with my kids by my side. Sara answered the door.

"Hi mommy," the kids shouted at their mother.

"Hey sweetie," she hugged Noah. "Honey," she smiled at Elizabeth and hugged her also.

"Gil," she said barley looking at me.

It hurt.

"Did you guys have fun?"

"It was so much fun, mommy. You need to come the next time," Noah told her.

"She can't," Elizabeth quickly said to Noah. I looked down at her.

Sara grimaced, "Maybe you and your sister can go with me another time. It was your father's time to spend time with you both."

She can't even look at you.

"I want you and daddy to be there," he repeated making it clearer even though we already knew what he meant.

"No it won't happen. They won't ever be together again," Elizabeth cried, running into the house.

"Why don't you come in," Sara told me.

I nodded.

We both ran after Elizabeth. She was in her room crying.

I grab her and bring her into my arms. She cried there in my arms. I tried to sooth her while Sara was by my side trying to help me.

She was old enough to realize what was happening. She was too smart for her own good.

"Sweetie, I'm sorry," I said.

It was your fault she was crying. You try to comfort her like she did for you when you were broken down.

Sara looks at me for the first time I got here. She had remorse in her eyes.

"I'm going to check on Noah," she whispered.

I feel Elizabeth stop shaking in my arms. I don't know how long I've been there. I looked down at my daughter and can tell she has fallen asleep. I lift her up in my arms and gently placed her in bed. I pull the covers around her.

"I love you," I whispered kissing her on the forehead.

I walk to Noah's room to find him sleeping also. I kissed him on the forehead also telling him I loved him.

My final destination was the kitchen. Sara was holding a shot of scotch in her hand.

I take the bottle and shot away from her right away and pour it down the drain.

"Where's David?"

I was angry with her. She can't do this when it gets tough.

"Work," she stumbled towards me. I grabbed her before she could fall.

I was even angrier for letting David keep alcohol in the house. Didn't he know her past?

I brought her to the couch to sit.

"Sara, you can't do this to yourself."

She moved her hand to brush against my cheek. She was caressing my cheek like old times.

"What are you doing?"

She doesn't answer me. She leans forward. I lean backwards. I protest, but she moves on top of me.

I feel myself start to grow under her. I think she can feel it also because she grinds into me. We both let out a desperate moan.

I know I can't let this go any further. I get out from under.

"I'm sorry. I need to go."

You apologize trying to make it as painless as possible. You walk out the door leaving her on the couch.

I couldn't take advantage of her, when she was havng a weak moment. I couldn't let it happen.

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