It was Tuesday morning and I had been woken up from a call from Emily. She wanted me to go over and talk about those things. I was curious as to what things she meant. I changed and walked into Jake's room.
I shook him a little, "Jake?"
He stirred, "Mm?"
"Can you do me a favor?"
"What?" He murmured.
"Can you take me to Emily's house, please?"
"Sure, sure. Just give me a few minutes to get up."
I went to the kitchen, grabbing a banana for breakfast. Jacob came out a few minutes later, still half asleep.
We walked towards Emily's house in the path in the woods that Seth had showed me. It was quiet for a few minutes, until Jacob started talking.
He looked over at me, "So, what do you think of everything?"
I shrugged, "Nothing, really. At first, yeah, it was weird. But, I mean it's pretty cool."
"Cool?" he chuckled.
"Yeah, I mean, you guys are like super human."
He shook his head a little, "In a way."
"What kind of things can you do? Other than phase and share thoughts."
"Super hearing, strength, speed, good looks," he laughed.
"It's not all that bad."
"In some ways. I mean, it's cool at times, but I don't wish this on anyone."
"But, it's fate in a way. Because, fate chose you for this, not some bozo."
He laughed, "So, why are you going to Emily's?"
I shrugged, "I don't know, really. Just Emily called and told me that there's some stuff she wants to talk to me about."
He looked ahead, not very amused.
"What?" I looked at him.
"It's weird."
"What's weird?"
"It's weird to know that you have to learn about that stuff, because you're my little sister."
"Wait, what do you mean by what?"
"You'll see," he snorted.
"Is it bad?"
"No, it's just bad that I'll have to see it in Seth's thoughts. It's just weird," he laughed, a little strained.
"I'm not a little kid," I smiled.
"That's it, I just can't get over that. I can't get over it. I feel like you still need to play dolls, not be going over to Emily's to talk about your werewolf boyfriend."
"While walking to Emily's with my werewolf brother," I laughed.
He laughed, shaking his head.
"It's a good thing you woke me up, it's almost my turn to patrol. Sam would've been pissed if I missed patrol. With all these attacks," he rolled his eyes.
I looked at him, nodding.
We got to Sam's house soon, and with that, Jake took off.
I went up to the porch, knocking on the door, waiting for someone to open it.
Sam opened the door, "Becca, you know you don't have to knock. At least, no one else does." He laughed.
I smiled, walking inside, "Oh, sorry."
"Becca! Hey, good morning!" Emily called from the table, with Kim beside her.
"Come on, come sit with us," Kim smiled.
"Becca, it's really nice now that you know about everything. It makes things easier, but just remember that this isn't just some game," Sam told me.
"I know, Sam," I said to him.
"Well, I have to get going, I'll see you guys later."
He walked over to Emily, kissing her before he headed out the door.
"I love you," he called out before closing the door.
Emily smiled, looking towards us after he was gone.
"Becca, now that you know, there are somethings we need to talk about," She eyed me.
"Like what?" I asked.
"Well, Becca, you're a kid anymore, so I'm not gonna sugar coat anything," she began, "Being an imprint is a big job. You have to be there for them, providing emotional support. They have a lot on their plate as protectors of the tribe. But," she stopped, giving me some serious eyes. "Other than just emotional support, there's the physical side of the imprint."
"Wait, what?" I blurted.
Kim put her hands on the table, holding them up, "It's sort of like this, Becca. OK, well something like that. When Seth imprinted on you, like his wolf is all about you. Because you're his mate, so he focuses on your needs, wants, you know whatever makes you happy. So, back when you two were friends, his wolf, he understood and respected the friendship. But, now well it's different. Emily's right, the emotional side, it's important to the guy and the imprint, yes. Then, the other part, the physical one. Seth, he's a werewolf, and not to mention a guy," she stated. "From what Sam was telling us now, he has wants. Just like all the imprinted wolves, not just Seth. "
I looked at them a little caught off guard, "Wants?"
"Wants, Becca. He's a ball of hormones. They all are! But, this how can I say this? Now, that he imprinted, he has someone to his own. He cares about you, a lot. So, now that you're his imprint, you have to do your part too. You do like him, don't you?"
I nodded, a little nervous, "Yes, I do."
Kim leaned back in her chair, "Just be ready."
"For what?" I asked.
"Werewolves are very horny," Emily stated, trying to keep a serious face.
I laughed, "What?"
She tapped her fingers on the table, "Just be ready."
Kim nodded, "Seth, he's been very patient, you know. Don't test him with jealousy."
Emily smiled and nodded.
I looked down at my hands, beginning to count on my fingers, "So, there's emotional support, love and affection, and having no eyes for anyone else. Did I miss anything?"
Kim thought for a moment, "Well, I think so. After you're together all the time, it's hard for them to stay away. Don't get me wrong, it's hard for us too. But, they like to sneak in your room." She smiled.
Emily smiled at Kim, "Oh, God! I remember those days! I forgot about that!"
I thought about it, "But, I have a brother who can hear anything."
Emily sucked in a small breath, biting her lip, "Tell you what, I'll talk to Sam about it."
"Yeah, it's not hard. Just get Seth off patrol when Jake is on patrol, and done."
"You think he will? I asked them.
"Well, I wanted to talk to you, today. But, Sam wanted me to talk to you also. It's hard for wolves to stay away from their imprint, and, Sam, knew that, Seth, wouldn't tell you," Emily shrugged.
I was taken back a little, "Why not?"
Emily shook her head a little, "Well, I'm not suppose to tell you, but eff it. Seth was planning to tell you everything, but you freaked out on him a little more than he imagined on Friday. So, Sam he really cares about Seth, and he wanted to help him out. The poor kid's freaking out."
Kim laughed lightly, "Kid?"
Emily smiled at her, shaking her head.
"Can I tell you guys something?" I asked, a little nervous.
"Of course," Emily said.
"I think, I think, that I love him. But, I don't know if I should tell him, I feel like it's just to soon."
Kim half smiled, shaking her head, " Not with werewolves, trust me. It's never to soon."
Emily nodded, "Kim's right, Becca. That just might be the key to help him understand that you understand him."
I turned around when I heard the door open to see Paul and Jared walk in.
Jared smiled when he laid eyes on Kim, "Hi, baby."
Paul rolled his eyes, walking over to the plate of hot dogs Emily had made," Ah, my babies are nice and toasty."
Emily snorted, laughing, "Becca, I'm so sorry! I didn't even offer you something to eat."
I shook my head, "No, Emily. That's OK."
Paul came over and sat beside me, laughing.
I looked a him, a little curious, "Why are you laughing?"
Jared snorted.
"Because, Seth was just on patrol with us. The kid was all about you, thinking about Becca, going to see Becca. He got off and practically ran to you house," he laughed.
Emily smiled, "Aw, poor Seth."
Jared laughed, "He's not going to find anyone there."
"You guys are awful," Kim shook her head.
Jared sighed, "Baby, c'mon. Seth, can't escape this. Remember when we first got together, how Sam and Paul where! Sorry, but it's part of the imprint life."
Paul smiled, "The kid will figure it out."
"So apart from us three, has anyone else imprinted?" I asked.
"No, just you three," Paul said.
"What were you guys even talking about?" Jared asked.
Kim looked at him, "Seth."
Paul rolled his eyes, "Damn kid's been such a nervous wreck, since he told you, Becca."
Jared nodded, "You need to let him know that everything's OK. Let him know, he's been freaking out all weekend that he scared you off. It's not good for wolves to be stressed. He's been kinda down since he told you, poor kid."
I shook my head, "No, he didn't scare me.. Just, took me by surprise. I'm OK, now. I was going to talk to him sooner but he's been busy. I feel so bad now."
"Just talk to him, it'll make things a lot better."
Paul laughed, "I think the kid wants more than talking."
"Paul!" Emily smiled, shaking her head.
Paul kept laughing, "Em, if only you could see the things that go through that kid's min-!"
"Paul!" Kim and Emily said together.
Jared laughed, "Shut up, Paul. This is why Sam keeps chewing you out!"
Paul rolled his eyes, and kept eating.
Later that day after I was home, I found that Seth was no longer there.
Jake had brought me home and had already gone to sleep.
I was starting to feel anxious and I wondered if it was because of what Seth was feeling.
I picked up the house phone and dialed his home phone.
On the 3rd ring, someone finally answered.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Becca, hey," Seth answered.
"I'm sorry about the other day, babe. I'm really sorry," I apologized, sounding as censear as I could.
"No, don't apologize. It's OK. But, I really need to see you."
"I'm sorry that I wasn't home earlier, I was at Emily's. Can you come over now?" I asked.
"No, it's OK, baby. Yeah, I'm gonna go pick you up, OK?"
"OK," I said, before hanging up the phone.
I felt my head spinning with every thought. I didn't even know what to think.
I finally heard Seth pull up in the driveway. I made my way outside before he got out of the car. He looked a little down, waiting for me.
I walked over and got inside.
I looked at him with apology, reaching my arms over to him, "I'm sorry."
He smiled when I put hands on his cheeks, "Don't be sorry. I understand things aren't easy, but you know I won't be able to spoon feed you things."
I nodded, smiling when his hands wrapped around my wrists, "Yes, I know that. I know there are somethings that you don't know how to tell me."
He sighed, "Baby, it was just a hard blow. You reacted a little different than I expected on Friday. I don't even know how I'm going to tell you things that involve different things."
"That's kind of why I went over to Emily's today."
"Wait, what?"
"Kim and Emily, they were just trying to help me out. Explaining things to me, things that Sam told Emily, that you didn't know how."
He didn't say anything.
I frowned, "Seth."
"And, how do you feel about those things?" He frowned.
"It's OK, Seth. Friday, things were just different because you took me by surprise, but I'm OK now."
He looked at me with disbelief.
"You don't believe me, Seth, I even told you that night."
He sat back, away from my hands, "I know you did, but just felt uneasy when I kissed you. I knew it bothered you."
I looked out the window, letting out a loud breath, "Seth, I'm OK!"
He looked at me, frowning.
I looked over at him, thinking.
"Seth, I love you. Do you believe me now?" I told him, pronouncing every word slowly.
He froze, looking at me with his eyebrows mushed together, "What?"
I turned in my seat, putting my legs in the empty space between the two seats, "I love you, do you believe that?"
He smiled, putting his hand on my thigh, "You love me?"
I smiled at me, "Yes, I love you. I. Love. You. Is it really that hard to understand?"
He shook his head, "No, it's not. I should've believed you, baby. I'm sorry."
"It's OK."
He drove us to his house, leading me inside.
He walked toward his room, holding my hand, "Looks like there's no one here."
We walked in his room, sitting down on his bed.
He smiled, wrapping his arms around me. He pulled me close to him, kissing my cheek.
I smiled, "I love you."
He took in a breath, looking at me, "I love you too, I've loved you for a while but I just wanted to wait until you said it first. I didn't want to sound pushy."
He smiled, pulling me closer to mine until his lips brushed mine. Teasing me.
He could feel my impatience and smiled. I hadn't seen him in 3 days which to me now felt like forever. I pressed my lips to his. He pressed back harder, starting to move together with mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I felt him moving me onto his lap. He moved my legs around him, keeping his arms around me. I could feel his lips getting rougher, moving with more than I had expected. I felt myself gasp a little when he sucked on my lower lip, biting it in the process. I moved my hands from around his neck into his hair, tugging on it. I opened my mouth when I felt his tongue slide along the seam of my lips. His tongue move into my mouth, sliding against mine.
Seth runs his hands down from my waist to my thighs, falling back. I smile and shake my head as he sits me down on his lower stomach. He moves his hands once more from my thighs back up to my waist, holding me still. I press my lips to his once more before getting off. I sit down, crossing my legs. I feel something I've never felt before. I feel the need to cross my legs a little tighter from the pressure coming from between my thighs.
He sits up, covering his mouth with his hand, smiling, "Sorry, I got carried away."
I shake my head, "No, that was interesting."
His eyes opened wider, "Yeah."
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