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"Really Kendall?" I yelled. "Why should I love him?" Kendall yelled back. "Because he is your brother, and mom did love us he just couldn't keep us," I said. "Why because we were too much?" he yelled. " NO she was doing it to save us" I said and ran off to Carlos bedroom. "Carlos?" I asked softly. He was on his bed curled up crying into his pillow. The sight broke my heart I wanted to just drop down and cry but I had to make sure Carlos was ok. "Yeah?" he said slowly unsure. "Are you ok?" I ask sitting on his bed. "Yeah" he said wiping away his tears. I gave him a hug and wiped away the few tears remaining. He curled up into me; he was so small that I could pick him up bridal style. I spun him around a few times making him laugh. "You wouldn't want to go play with me would you?" I ask. He lights up "I would love to!" He says with so much excitement. "Would it be ok if I joined?" Logan asked. "Yes" Carlos said excited that not only one but also two people want to play with him.

Logan's P.O.V

She was is so beautiful, kind, and is amazing with kids. Probably because she is so childish herself, you could get her a Barbie jeep and she would jump with joy that's one of the things I loved about her. I knew if I asked to play with them she would love me even more. I really did like Carlos its just I never wanted to act uncool. But if it one thing that bullies and Katie have taught me is that you shouldn't care what other people think only what you think of yourself. "Are you coming?" Katie questioned. "Sorry, I was thinking" I replied. "About what?" Katie asked. "You" I blurted out before I could stop myself, but I was glad I did she blushed bright red and hide her face from embarrassment. She was so adorable. "What were you thinking about?" Katie asked. I was caught off guard that she would ask me that but quickly recovered. "How you are so kind, beautiful, and amazing with kids" I pointed towards Carlos who was two minutes ago crying and no trying to think of a game to play. "You forgot smart" she joked poking my stomach. We were just about to kiss when Carlos came up and pulled on Katie shirt. "Can we play tag?" he asked. "Sure" Katie says poking me and yelling "Logan's it!" taking Carlos and running to the slide. "The slide is base" she said smirking. "Fine" I said going to pull Katie off the slide. "NO this is cheating stop!" she said giggling. "Ugh I didn't know the happy couple was going to be out here" james said with a mix of hurt and anger in his voice. "What wrong with us?" she asked annoyed. "Katie…" I said. "NO he's been a jerk to me all day and he expects me to just fall into his arms and act like everything is ok" she yelled. She took a deep breath trying to calm herself but didn't do that well with it "YOU LET ME THINK FOR THREE YEARS I WASN'T WORTH IT YOU DIDN'T LIKE ME AND YOU BEEN ACTING LIKE A JERK FOR THE LAST WEEK" She yelled on the verge of tears. " I don't do jealously well" He whispered just loud enough for us to hear. "you're jealous of us?" she aid a few tears slipping down here face. "Yes I have liked you every since you came 3 years ago and for me to admit my feelings was really hard and then you had to go and kiss him" he said sourly. " I cant hurt Logan, but I don't want to hurt you either" she said. I couldn't believe what she was saying. She was thinking about going with him and leaving me. I was frozen with fear I couldn't lose her.

So sorry for the long wait but here is chapter 4 hope you like it review are appreciated.