Josh laid in his bunk in the tour bus, his mind going over what had happened a few hours prior in the dressing room with Lorren. He should have kissed her, God knows he wanted to, but he couldn't bring himself to. He doesn't know anything about her, yet he feels like he can't be away from her.

He was thinking about her eyes and how happy she looked to be around him. But he was also wondering about what was going on in her head to make her looks so sad all the time. Did she have demons too? Judging by what little time they have spent together, he wouldn't have assumed she would have demons.

His train of thought was cut off when Tyler ripped off his blanket, his eyebrows furrowed in concern.

"Hey man, what's up?" he asked, wanting to know why his best friend has been so quiet after the girl left.

Josh sighed heavily and jumped out of the bunk, stretching his body out before shrugging.

"I don't know man, its just..." he mumbled, the shrugged again.

"Can't stop thinking about that girl?" Tyler guessed with a small smile, watching his friend nod.

"I don't know why either," he groaned out, walking out to the main living area in the bus, sitting down on the couch.

Tyler followed after him and hummed as he thought what to say that would help him in this situation.

"Talk to her man. We aren't leaving Omaha for a few more days so you guys can hang out," he offered, sitting down beside him.

Josh nodded as he thought about that, thinking about Lorren and how her eyes sparkled when she talked to him.

"Yeah, yeah maybe I'll do that," he murmured, licking his dry lips before pulling out his phone to text Lorren.

Lorren was laying in bed, her friend Hayley talking excitedly to her. As soon as they entered the apartment, she started freaking out about how Josh was 'totally flirting with her' and it was 'obvious that he liked her'. Even though Lorren disagreed with her, Hayley wouldn't drop the topic.

"He totally likes you Lorren!" she said, jumping on the bed beside her to be annoying.

"No, he was just being nice," she replied, watching her friend with a small smile.

"Even though I wasn't there, I agree with Hayley," Jacklyn, Lorren's roommate said as she walked out of the bathroom and over to the other girls, rejoining the conversation.

"You just didn't see how he looked at you Lo," the redhead said, laying down beside her.

Lorren was about to respond, but she heard her phone go off, so she looked at the notification, her face blushing almost immediately. Josh was asking her to hang out and get lunch tomorrow.

Jacklyn noticed her reaction to whatever she was looking at, so she quickly took the phone out of her hands, reading the message, the screamed excitedly.

"JOSHUA DUN JUST ASKED YOU OUT ON A DATE. OH MY GOD!" Jacklyn screamed, which caused Hayley to scream out as well.

Lorren laughed lightly and responded back to Josh, saying she would love to hang out.

Why would someone like him want to be seen with someone like you?

She cleared her throat lightly and watched her friends, who seemed to be more excited about this than she was. She was excited, but she was also worried. This wasn't an actual date, was it If it was, why would the Josh Dun want to date someone like her? She was a nobody.

Literally. Nobody wants you. Maybe you should just finally off yourself.

Jacklyn noticed how Lorren was behaving, and she frowned.

"Stop that," she said, slapping her arm lightly.

"Stop what?" Lorren asked, acting like she didn't know what her friend was talking about.

Jacklyn gave her a look.

"You know what I am talking about. You always do this to yourself when something is going right. Don't stress yourself out over this. You can't let those voices get to you, they're lying."

Lorren felt the color run off her cheeks and she looked anywhere but them. If she could stop listening to them then she would, but they never leave. They're always there. Taunting her. But she just nodded, putting on a smile for her friends. That's all she could do. Pretend she was happy and fine, and they believed her. Everyone did.

Even though you're dying inside. Just end it early.

Soon the conversation turned to what Lorren was going to wear tomorrow, which required her to ask Josh where they were going because she needed to know if it was casual or not.

Josh had been texting Lorren silently for a few minutes, a boy-like smirk on his face. Tyler couldn't help but smile as he watched his friend, because it was amusing and cute.

"I assume she said yes?" he asked, his smile widening when Josh nodded. "Where are you taking her?"

Josh looked up and sighed before shrugging.

"I don't know. What fancy restaurant is around?" he asked before returning to his phone.

Tyler pulled out his phone and did a quick google search to find what was around this area.

"Oooh, take her to Olive Garden. Girls like that, right?"

Josh snorted and shrugged.

"I don't know what girls like Tyjo," he said in amusement. "But I like Olive Garden. I'll ask Lo if she does."

"Giving her a nickname already?" he laughed.

Josh felt his face become red hot, and he blushed deeply. He didn't mean for that to slip out.

"Shut up," he murmured, the smile not leaving his face.

Tyler just laughed and stood up, ruffling his fluffy hair before walking to the cabinets to grab some cereal.

Lorren shot up in the bed when she reread Josh's text again.

"He's taking to Olive Garden," she told her friends, who squealed out.

"WE NEED TO PICK OUT WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO WEAR!"

"YOU NEED TO LOOK HOT."

"YES. LETS TURN YOU INTO A BABE."

The two instantly ran to Lorren's closet to start going through her clothes as she slowly stood up, biting her bottom lips nervously.

He doesn't like you.

Who even would like you?

No matter what your friends dress you in, you still will look like a wreck.

Lorren slowly walked out of the room, unnoticed by her friends, and walked into the bathroom, tears slipping down her face.