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You Had It Coming Boscorelli Chapter 4:
I can't die like this, not here not now. I must will my continued existence. I'm trying, but I feel like I am drowning. I can't breath. I am so frightened. I can feel my body convulsing. Is this a seizure? Why can't I breathe? Please just one gulp of air I beg for just one. I'm freaking out!
It won't be long now. I feel myself falling asleep from lack of oxygen. I know once I'm out it is for good.
Goodbye Ma, if you can hear my plea I love you and I am sorry I left you. I know you think there is no use for you with me dead. You told me before. I didn't mean to die before you. You still have one other son. Please forgive me Ma?
Be strong Faith, I am sorry you had to be my partner for so long. I am sorry you had to put up with me for so long. I know you only did it cause no one else would. *sighs* No, I don't think that, I just wish I could hear those words from you just once. You never did tell me once you loved me.
This is it, I can't think anymore. God, please have mercy on my soul.
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My eyes just shot wide open. I am coughing up blood, and lots of it. I was gagging on it; that is why I felt I was drowning, I was. "Hold on Bosco," I hear Sully say. He is slapping me hard on the back. He must have just rolled me to my side.
"Is he okay Sully?" I just heard Davis yell. Where is he I can't see him? Where is Fred? I must have blacked out. What happened?
"No he is not okay, we need some help over here NOW!" Sully is screaming. He sounds pissed. This is a hospital help shouldn't be to hard. That is unless no one wants to help me. I guess I should have expected that. Just leave me alone Sully. Thanks for the effort. I get it.
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I am being wheeled on a stretcher now; I am observing the blinding light fixtures of the hallway pass by. This feels like déjà vu. Funny how the circumstances have flip-flopped; only a couple hours ago it was me hovering over Faith's motionless form.
Sully just reached out and grabbed my hand tightly. At least I think it was Sul. I just faintly rolled my head over to confirm. Funny, how did I know that? Our eyes just met. He looks so disturbed. He is lingering over me and keeping up with the fast pace we are going. I never saw you move this fast Sully *laughs weakly* Oh God it stings.
"Hang on Bosco, you are going to be okay little buddy," I hear Sully say as he squeezes his grip on my hand.
Little buddy? Ha, that is a joke. When have you ever called me little buddy? Sure you have called me many things in our years working together, 'little buddy' was never one of them.
I remember the harsh words we shared back at the cabin. You said you hated me. I wanted to tell you than I didn't hate you. Instead my macho ego got the best of me and I only let out a "so". Honestly, I was there to help you. I care about you. Your like family to me, kind-of-like a father I never had. If you hate me than why are you asking me to hang on? Why are you clutching the shit out of my hand? Ouch, it is only sending more violent spasms through my body.
Where is Davis? What did you do Davis? If I could talk I would ask how Fred is. You must have shot him. Just what I need, to kill my ex-partners husband too, I know I will be blamed for that one too, as I should be.
Movement has stopped. Sully is stepping back now. This is undoubtedly déjà vu. He just let go of my hand and I felt it go limp in his grasp, just like Faith's did in mine. There is so much blood soaking Sully's uniform. His hands are saturated with it. My blood.
"Sully stay with me, this really sucks," I heard my voice say hoarsely. He just smirked at me. I can tell it is a phony smirk. "I know it sucks Bosco," is all he says. Someone just blocked my view of him.
Familiar faces are working over me; people I have seen on a daily basis but never bothered to introduce myself or catch their names. I make it out of this that is one of my top priorities, I promise. I have nothing familiar enough I want to stare at, so I am looking straight up at the ceiling lights.
I just screamed at the top of my lungs. I could even hear it echo. Someone touched my busted leg.
"This is a fucking hospital somebody better give me some medicine or I'll kick your ass!"
"Yes Sir Officer, we are working on that now, you need to remain still," I hear someone respond. Did I say that out loud?
They are cutting my vest off now. I wince in pain. I know I have several busted ribs. I can feel them poking me. Hurry up, get this over with, this is utter torture. Why won't they knock me out? "AHH!" All kinds of yells and moans are escaping my quivering lips.
"Sully," I scream at the top of my lungs. He is such a sky scrapper I can see him peaking over a couple of working bodies. "Fred?" I scream, tears filling my eyes. The tears are from agony, physical and mental. That man wounded me bad. I care for Faith and her offspring.
"Just a flesh wound Bosco," I hear Sully yell. I can tell by the look in his eyes he means it.
"Faith?" I could barely congregate out her name. I don't want to know. If she dies I will give up too. I can't see Sul's face anymore. My eyes are burning and filled with salty tears.
I can't stop the high-pitched screams escaping my lips. They are involuntary. I wonder if Sul will look at me different after this. I guess I really don't care. I swear to you God, let Faith live through this and I am a changed man. I mean it.
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You Had It Coming Boscorelli Chapter 4:
I can't die like this, not here not now. I must will my continued existence. I'm trying, but I feel like I am drowning. I can't breath. I am so frightened. I can feel my body convulsing. Is this a seizure? Why can't I breathe? Please just one gulp of air I beg for just one. I'm freaking out!
It won't be long now. I feel myself falling asleep from lack of oxygen. I know once I'm out it is for good.
Goodbye Ma, if you can hear my plea I love you and I am sorry I left you. I know you think there is no use for you with me dead. You told me before. I didn't mean to die before you. You still have one other son. Please forgive me Ma?
Be strong Faith, I am sorry you had to be my partner for so long. I am sorry you had to put up with me for so long. I know you only did it cause no one else would. *sighs* No, I don't think that, I just wish I could hear those words from you just once. You never did tell me once you loved me.
This is it, I can't think anymore. God, please have mercy on my soul.
~~~~~
My eyes just shot wide open. I am coughing up blood, and lots of it. I was gagging on it; that is why I felt I was drowning, I was. "Hold on Bosco," I hear Sully say. He is slapping me hard on the back. He must have just rolled me to my side.
"Is he okay Sully?" I just heard Davis yell. Where is he I can't see him? Where is Fred? I must have blacked out. What happened?
"No he is not okay, we need some help over here NOW!" Sully is screaming. He sounds pissed. This is a hospital help shouldn't be to hard. That is unless no one wants to help me. I guess I should have expected that. Just leave me alone Sully. Thanks for the effort. I get it.
~~~~~
I am being wheeled on a stretcher now; I am observing the blinding light fixtures of the hallway pass by. This feels like déjà vu. Funny how the circumstances have flip-flopped; only a couple hours ago it was me hovering over Faith's motionless form.
Sully just reached out and grabbed my hand tightly. At least I think it was Sul. I just faintly rolled my head over to confirm. Funny, how did I know that? Our eyes just met. He looks so disturbed. He is lingering over me and keeping up with the fast pace we are going. I never saw you move this fast Sully *laughs weakly* Oh God it stings.
"Hang on Bosco, you are going to be okay little buddy," I hear Sully say as he squeezes his grip on my hand.
Little buddy? Ha, that is a joke. When have you ever called me little buddy? Sure you have called me many things in our years working together, 'little buddy' was never one of them.
I remember the harsh words we shared back at the cabin. You said you hated me. I wanted to tell you than I didn't hate you. Instead my macho ego got the best of me and I only let out a "so". Honestly, I was there to help you. I care about you. Your like family to me, kind-of-like a father I never had. If you hate me than why are you asking me to hang on? Why are you clutching the shit out of my hand? Ouch, it is only sending more violent spasms through my body.
Where is Davis? What did you do Davis? If I could talk I would ask how Fred is. You must have shot him. Just what I need, to kill my ex-partners husband too, I know I will be blamed for that one too, as I should be.
Movement has stopped. Sully is stepping back now. This is undoubtedly déjà vu. He just let go of my hand and I felt it go limp in his grasp, just like Faith's did in mine. There is so much blood soaking Sully's uniform. His hands are saturated with it. My blood.
"Sully stay with me, this really sucks," I heard my voice say hoarsely. He just smirked at me. I can tell it is a phony smirk. "I know it sucks Bosco," is all he says. Someone just blocked my view of him.
Familiar faces are working over me; people I have seen on a daily basis but never bothered to introduce myself or catch their names. I make it out of this that is one of my top priorities, I promise. I have nothing familiar enough I want to stare at, so I am looking straight up at the ceiling lights.
I just screamed at the top of my lungs. I could even hear it echo. Someone touched my busted leg.
"This is a fucking hospital somebody better give me some medicine or I'll kick your ass!"
"Yes Sir Officer, we are working on that now, you need to remain still," I hear someone respond. Did I say that out loud?
They are cutting my vest off now. I wince in pain. I know I have several busted ribs. I can feel them poking me. Hurry up, get this over with, this is utter torture. Why won't they knock me out? "AHH!" All kinds of yells and moans are escaping my quivering lips.
"Sully," I scream at the top of my lungs. He is such a sky scrapper I can see him peaking over a couple of working bodies. "Fred?" I scream, tears filling my eyes. The tears are from agony, physical and mental. That man wounded me bad. I care for Faith and her offspring.
"Just a flesh wound Bosco," I hear Sully yell. I can tell by the look in his eyes he means it.
"Faith?" I could barely congregate out her name. I don't want to know. If she dies I will give up too. I can't see Sul's face anymore. My eyes are burning and filled with salty tears.
I can't stop the high-pitched screams escaping my lips. They are involuntary. I wonder if Sul will look at me different after this. I guess I really don't care. I swear to you God, let Faith live through this and I am a changed man. I mean it.
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