Choices Are Made
Chapter 4: Quick Decision
Don't own iCarly
Freddie's POV
As I tried to understand what she was saying I couldn't help but wonder if I did have feelings for her. Was she trying to get into my head or was I truly realizing something? This wasn't the girl I saw 10 minutes ago sticking her head into the fridge like we were stranded on a desert and that fridge was our only hope. I wish I knew right there and then so I didn't have to keep her waiting but my mind is spinning so fast I can't think straight.
"Are you going to say something or just ignore me?" she asked. She was obviously scared because she wouldn't even look me in the eyes.
My heart was racing and I could barely speak with my head killing me. I was shocked, confused, and I didn't understand what she said.
I shake my head and finally speak, "w-what?"
"You know what? It's not worth it. I'm leaving, my cab is probably here by now anyway." She picked up her jacket and headed for the door. Without even thinking I grabbed her arm to keep her from going.
"Sam." I sighed. My planned backfired as she let my hand loose looking down completely ignoring me.
"Just stop, if you had any feelings for me you would tell me but obviously I'm not the person you want and we can forget this ever happened like we always do, I'll be fine." For some reason I didn't believe her for a second.
"I'm just really confused." I attempted to explain. However I could tell by the look she gave me that what I just said was the last thing I should have said.
"You don't get it!" She yelled, as she calmed down she looked at me again and said, "It's over. I hope you guys are happy, really. Oh and Carly's in the studio that's probably why she's up there, to talk to you." This was the first time I actually saw sadness in her eyes. Before I could say anything I heard her slam the door behind me.
I fell on the couch in defeat. What is wrong with me, this should be the easiest decision of my life. I've always loved Carly or I though I did, and Sam tormented me every second of the day and I hated it. So why is it that I'm standing here frozen looking from upstairs that leads to the iCarly studio and the door that leads to the lobby. Right now it's not just a studio and a lobby, it's Carly and Sam. Looking back and forth isn't doing me any good but I just don't know what to do.
I have to make a choice and soon. I all of a sudden felt a want to go somewhere, a want to be with someone. That's it! I made up my mind, I made my choice. Maybe it was easier than I thought it would be. I started to run as fast as I could possibly run, I know for sure now and I don't even have question myself.
Sam's POV
I had to get out of there and I knew it. This isn't me, what's going on? He said he was confused! I don't even know what I just did. I ran down the stairs as fast as I could hoping to get away from that nub, the same nub that made me feel like someone completely different from myself. Great! Now I don't even know who I am anymore. My life is ruined, I should have just kept my mouth shut, hide my feelings like usual and let them be together. Way to go Sam.
I clutch my stomach all of a sudden feeling really hungry. Dang it, now I want some ham! When I finally realize this I'm at the end of the steps leading to the lobby. I glance outside to see no sight of my cab. I don't want to just wait here while I know that the boy I like is only standing 8 levels above me and so is at least a pound of ham. I decide to stand outside so I won't be tempted to go back upstairs from my urge of hunger.
Carly's POV
I sat on the bean bag chair silently waiting for Freddie. I planned everything that I was going to say to him and if I do it right everything will end up the way I want it to. Anyway, where is Freddie? He should have been here a long time ago, I hope he didn't ditch me...
"Carly!" I heard Freddie yell and immediately looked up.
Okay so in this chapter I did multiple POVs but I thought it was kind of needed when editing this. If you think it's a little confusing tell me. I personally thought it fit.
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Fun fact this was the first chapter I wrote of the story so I just saved this chapter and wrote the first three after this. This chapter was also the most editing I have ever done, it was probably the most difficult to write too because I couldn't find the right words to explain Freddie's thoughts on everything. I finally finished this chapter and I'm really proud of it! :)
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