After Sarah and Randy had sex again they both fell asleep. Randy was holding Sarah around her waist. It was five o' clock in the morning. Sarah opened her eyes.

"Oh fuck." She said as she popped up. "Fuck." "I fell asleep." She got out of bed. Randy opened his eyes and sat up. "Where's my bra?"

"Right there." Randy said pointing.

"John can't find out about us." She said as she was pulling up her dress. "He's going through enough already." "I knew I should've just left when I said I was going to." "I shouldn't have listened to you."

Well thanks." Sarah turned and faced him. She knelt down by him.

"I didn't mean it like that." "I'm sorry." She kissed him. "Ok?"

"I know."

"I have to go." They kissed.

"Text me later if you can."

"I will." "Bye."

"Bye."

As Sarah was driving home she began to think about Randy and how there affair started.

Flashback

Sarah was on assignment for her job in California. It was nighttime. She'd just gotten back to her hotel. She got on the open elevator.

"Sarah." She looked over.

"Randy, hey." They hugged. "How are you?"

"Good." "What floor?"

"Six."

"That's the floor I'm staying on." He pressed the button for floor six. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm on assignment for my job." "You?"

"Granted wishes." The elevator dinged. They were walking to there rooms.

"This is me." She said.

"Well this is me." He said pointing to the one next to it. "Do you wanna come in for awhile?"

"Sure."

They went into his room. They were sitting on the couch.

"So how are you doing?" Randy asked.

"I've been better."

"I can imagine how tough things must be for you right now." "As someone who's been through it I can tell you eventually it does get easier."

"You can cut the tension in the house with a knife." "I can't wait to be away from him." "I don't wanna be angry anymore."

"Just because you and John are splitting up doesn't mean we have to stop being friends."

"I know." "Everything is so out of whack." "When I married John I thought I'd be happy for the rest of my life." "If that one little thing hadn't happened we'd still be happy."

"I know." Sarah wiped a tear away. "You ok?"

"Yeah I'm sorry." "You shouldn't have to listen to the problems of a miserable pathetic person like me."

"Hey you are not pathetic." "You're beautiful, you're strong." She looked at him.

"You think I'm beautiful?"

"Yeah I do."

"Thank you so much." She hugged him.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah it's just no one's complimented me in a long time." "It's nice." She kissed him on the cheek. They looked at each other. He kissed her. She kissed him back. It quickly became passionate. She got on his lap straddling him. She knew it was wrong but it'd been so long since a man had touched her. She liked it. She took off Randy's shirt. He started unbuttoning hers. She ran her hands down his body. He groaned into her mouth. She undid his jeans. He finished unbuttoning her shirt and took it off. They stood up. Randy unzipped Sarah's skirt. They went into the bedroom and got on the bed. He took off her bra and started kissing her neck. "Randy." She moaned. They both moaned when he slipped inside her. "Oh Randy." She moaned. "Sarah." He groaned. They started moving faster. "Randy, ohh, yes, Randy. She moaned giving in. "God Sarah." He groaned giving in.

End Of Flashback

Sarah went into the house. John was asleep on the couch. Sarah and John's wedding DVD was playing. It showed them dancing for the first time as husband and wife. They looked so happy. That brought tears to Sarah's eyes. As she went upstairs and changed for bed she remembered the morning John proposed to her.

Flashback

It was Christmas morning. Sarah and John were opening presents.

"I have one more present for you Sarah." "Here." He handed her a little box. She opened it. When she saw the diamond ring tears came to her eyes. John got down on one knee.

"Sarah I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you." "Will you marry me?" John said.

"Oh John." "I don't know what to say."

"Say yes."

"Yes." He put the ring on her finger and stood up. They kissed.

"I love you so much Sarah."

"I love you to John."

End Of Flashback

Sarah was crying as she remembered it.

"Come on Sarah stop it." She thought. "Why are you crying?" "You know he's not that man anymore." She wiped her eyes got in bed and went to sleep.

The next morning Sarah came downstairs and into the kitchen. John was in the kitchen.

"Morning." He said.

"Morning."

"Want some breakfast?" "I made pancakes your favorite."

"Ok." She sat down. He brought her her food and sat down acrossed from her. She took a bite. "These are delicious."

"Well you've always liked my cooking."

"I haven't eaten your cooking for a long time."

"Got in late last night huh?"

"Yeah."

"I tried to wait up for you but I fell asleep."

"You don't need to do that anymore."

"I was worried about you."

"You don't need to worry about me." "I can take care of myself."

"I know that." Sarah stared at him. "What?"

"It's just when you're nice to me it creeps me out."

"Why?"

"It makes me think of the times we were happy."

"We could be happy again."

"No we can't because we're not the people we used to be."

"I don't remember that." "I remember that I love you."

"I'm gonna go to my music room and play my piano."

"Why is it that every time I try to talk to you, you run away?"

"You're acting like the John I loved and it hurts because I know as soon as you remember, he'll be gone again."

"Where's the Sarah I love?"

"She's gone."

"No I think the person I love is still buried deep inside of you." "I can feel it."

"Whatever." She left and went to her music room.

A week later the doorbell rang. Sarah answered it.

"Hi Randy." She said. "Come on in." He went in.

"Hi."

"John's down in the rec room."

"Thanks."

Randy went downstairs to the rec room. There was a pool table, a dartboard, big screen TV and a bar.

"What's up?" John said.

"Not much." "Wanna play pool?"

"Sure."

They'd been playing for about fifteen minutes.

"Alright, what the hells wrong with?" Randy asked noticing the sad look on John's face.

"I just don't understand it Randy." "Sarah told me everything but how can we have so much distain and resentment towards each other?"

"After the thing with baby things just changed."

"Well I'm changing them back." "I love her and I don't want a divorce."

"I don't think anything will change."

"It has to." "You know how much I love her."

"Yeah but John if you could remember you'd realize you don't anymore." "You've told me you don't love her anymore."

"Well I love her now, I know she still loves me to." "I just have to make her realize it."

"I think you just need to let her go."

"I can't." "I have to try."

Three hours later Randy came up. Sarah was in the kitchen.

"Bye Sarah." He yelled.

"Bye Randy."

Randy got in his car. A few seconds later. Sarah's phone went off. She saw the smiley face.

Yes? – Sarah

Our room in an hour? – :)

See you then. – Sarah

Ok bye. – :)

Bye. – Sarah

Sarah and Randy were in bed at the hotel. There clothes were all over the floor.

"Sarah I wanna give you something." Randy said.

"What?"

"It's in my jeans." He leaned down and got a plastic ring out of his pocket. "I found this in a box of Crackerjacks." "I know it's unbelievably cheesy but I want you to have it."

"Thank you." "It's beautiful, I love it but you know I can only wear it when I'm here with you."

"I know."

"I gotta go."

"Already?"

"Yeah."

"No."

"I'm sorry." "You know I love being with you."

"I love being with you to." "I'll walk you to the door." They got up and dressed.

Randy walked Sarah to the door.

"I wish you could stay." Randy said.

"Me to." "I'm sorry." "I know you want me to stay."

"Yeah but I understand why you can't."

"I know something that might make you feel better." She kissed him.

"That kind of works." They kissed. He hugged her. She hugged him back.

"Aw." "Miss me already."

"Yes."

"I'll text you." "Bye."

"Bye." She left. Randy sighed heavily in frustration at the situation he was in. "I love you Sarah."