Chapter 4 – dreams are wasted on the unlucky

Hey . This chapter is dedicated to Black Pearls . X .

BTW she has ff and I would love if u would take time to look at it for me. If you like ouran please read -mori's chase- and she also wrote a beaty pop.

She is a legend.

I'm dedicating it to her coz she helped me with ideas Please do keep R&Ring mine though. I do not own junjou romantica. Nor in the future too.

There was a buzz at the door. Usagi-ani was finally here. He jumped up and raced towards the door. He threw it open to reveal Usagi-san older half brother.

Usagi-ani was standing there with a bag of what seemed to be medicine in one hand and his car keys in the other. He looked down at Misaki.

"Well can I come in. Misaki-kun?" he asked simply.

"Um.. sure."

Usagi-ani nodded at Misaki and went over to Usagi's body which hadn't moved from where he had collapsed earlier. Miskai hurried over to see what Usagi-ani was going to do. He was greatfull that he could come to help. Even if he was a last resort.

"Usagi-ani. I don't know what to do in this situation. Im' pretty sure he need's something but I dont know what!" He bit his lip as Usagi-ani felt his half brothers forehead. Miskai was taken aback how much he seemed to cared for his brother. He didn't really seem the type.

"Misaki, grab me an ice pack from the bag I brought in."

He immediately retrieved the icepack from the bag and shoved it Usagi-ani. Who thanked him.

"You know, for for future notice," He gently placed the icepack onto usagi-san's forehead. He pointed at his still brother. "You see he's sweating. His body is tying to cool down even though he is shivering. If he wasn't sweating then it actually means he's probably cold."

"Oh. Thanks. I really have no clue with this kind of thing. I thought he might... "He swallowed his words.

"Hey. You know Usagi-san wouldn't die on you. He probably would be in a much worse state if you hadn't called me. We may have had to take him to hospital."

"But he's OK! Right?"

"He''ll be fine" Usagi had placed his hand on his face. His hands were freezing from holding the ice pack. It chilled Misaki's whole body . Usagi-ani leaned in and snatched his hands which had been holding Usagi-san's lifeless ones. He gripped them so he couldn't move. He tried to pull away.

"Usagi-ani? what the hell are.... "

He didn't finished because Usagi- ani had raised his arms above his head and kissed him full on the mouth. Misaki jerked his head back, breaking the kiss.

"What the hell are you trying to do to me,IDIOT your as bad as Usagi-san!" He shouted at Usagi-ani's face. He shouted so loud that usagi-ani flinched, the grip on his hands had loosened enough for him to pull free. He scrambled back towards a wall where he stood up . He looked down on Usagi-ani who was calmly sitting beside Usagi-san like nothing had happened.

"You know, I didn't come here to help you with my idiot brother" Usagi-ani suddenly spat out. He too stood up and faced him. His eyes were slits and his mouth was curving into smirk.

"I came here to take you away from my brother. THIS is the perfect opertunity."

Suddenly he was onto Misaki again. Kissing his face and neck forcefully. Like his life depended on it. As much as he tried to free himself he was blocked both sides by the wall and the man over twice his age and strength. He tried to kick but Usagi-ani didn't care. His hand was already on his stomach,caressing it. Usagi-ani was already slowly and painfully lifting up his top and sliding his hand down Misaki's trousers.

"NOOOOOOO!" He screamed. Tears fell from his eyes. Streaming down his face worse that earlier. His breathing was sharp and uneven.

With a final attempt he did the only thing he could. He shoved his knee right into Usagi-ani's groin.

While he was temporarily injured Misaki made a break for Ducked udner Usagi-ani's arm and sprinted to the door where he flung it open and turned to close it.

The last thing he saw before he exited the house was Usagi-ani writhing on the floor cursibg at misaki getting away. Beside Usagi -san was still not moving.

"Good bye Usagi-san." He wimpered and slammed the door shut. Sealing him form his lover and his worst nightmare.

Hey was it gd please R&R x