Hey Guys here's chapter four! Sorry i didn't update in sooo long but i got locked out of my account and it took a longg time to get it back but it's all good now so enojy!

*I do not own Hollywood hieghts*

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Eddies POV.

I don't know how to answer. I want to tell her everything but I don't know if I should follow the doctors orders or not. Then I get an Idea, this way I can make her remember, on her own.

Eddie: Here come with me.

I grabbed her hand and started walking towards the elevator.

Loren: No. I am not going anywhere till you tell me

Eddie: Please? Just trust me.

Loren: No

She said as she crossed her arms.

Eddie: God you're stubborn.

With that I walked up and threw her over my shoulder and started going downstairs.

When we got outside I had to put Loren down for a second because a little girl asked for our autograghs. But then I picked her up again and got into my car.

Max's POV.

Max: Hey Nora. I really think that we should tell Loren.

Nora: I know we should but think about what the doctors said. She has to remember on her own, no matter how much we want to tell her.

Max: I know it's just you see how hard Eddie is taking it. He comes to the bar daily and gets drunk most of the time. I…. I just…..It's just hard for me to see him like that.

Nora: I know.

Max: I mean he is taking loren not remembering him just as bad as I took Katy's death.

Nora: I know max. But everything will be ok. Loren's love for Eddie will come through, but it might take a while, and I know that Eddie loves Loren with all of his heart and I know he would never hurt her or leave her ever because of the way he is taking things. But we need to listen to the doctors advice ok?

Max: Ok. I love you.

Nora: I Love you too.

Then I walked over to her and pulled her in for a passionate kiss.

Loren's POV.

Why did he take me here. Where are we. I can see that we are on some hill be the Hollywood sign bu- I remember this place! This is my spot I have come here every since my dad took me to see the meteor shower… but how does Eddie know about this place only I have ever been up here.

Eddie: Do you remember this place?

Eddie's POV.

I brought her up here to remember us. She can remember all the times up here, then she will remember everything about us.

Loren: I remember the place but I do not know how you know about this place. Eddie will you please just tell me if there is something going on between us?

Eddie: I can't. Just try to remember.

Loren: Try to Remember? Eddie don't you think I've been trying? I want to remember so bad. I want my old life back! But no one will tell me ANYTHING!

Eddie: Loren I-

Loren: No Eddie. This is not what I want so do not say that it is the doctors keeping you from telling me stuff. Because I don't care what they say anymore. But you know what if you brought me up here to try and remember something then it didn't work I don't remember anything. Nothing about us or my old life so I guess I can answer my own question. There is nothing between us. Good bye Eddie.

With that she stormed down the hill and I saw her get into a cab and drive off. I suddenly fell to my knees with my head in my hands crying. She is never going to remember. There is never going to be an us again.

I need a drink.

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When I finally leave ou- my spot it is 11:45 and by the time I get to MK it is midnight. When I walk into the bar there is still a decent number of people here. I walk up the grace.

Eddie: Hey Grace can you be my most favorite person in the world and just give me a bottle of whiskey tonight?

Grace: Eddie. You can't drink away your problems.

Eddie: I know I just need to forget for a while. I tried to get Loren to remember today and she remember nothing. Absolutly nothing, and she never will. To her im just another rockstar. I will never mean anything more then that to her ever again. I have official lost Loren Tate.

Grace said nothing. Just looked at me and put a bottle of whiskey in front of me.

Eddie: Thanks

Then I turned around and walked up to my dads apartment.

I opened his door and saw that Nora was not there and my dad was out on the balcony.

Eddie: Hey pops wheres Nora.

Max: Oh she went to stay the night at a friend's house for a girls night.

Eddie: Oh well do you mind if I stay here to night. I have official lost Loren.

Max: I'm sure sh-

Eddie: NO! That's what everyone keeps telling me and I know now for a FACT I have COMPLETELY lost her. She is not coming back, pops, just like mom.

I stopped trying to hold back the tears because now they were just streaming down my face.

Max: It will be ok son

He said as he pulled me in for a tight embrace.

Eddie: No it won't. I lost my main reason for living.

Max: Shhhhh it'll all work itself out.

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Loren's POV

*Dream*

Eddie walked me up to my door and kissed me

I was playing a song I was working on for him then he kissed me again, leading towards a huge make-out session.

We are at a beach house somewhere and we are singing in the kitchen making sandwiches with cereal stuck together with honey as the bread

We were in a full on make-out session on the couch at the beach house. Then we had a conversation….it was sweet.

I was laying in bed when there was a knock on the door. Eddie had brought me flowers.

I was crying because I thought Eddie was dead.

I found out he was alive and later we meet at the spot he took me to earlier that day.

Then I played a huge concert in new York.

Then he helped me through everything as I was building my career.

Then on our way to an CD signing we got in the crash.

*Not Dream*

Loren: That was a strange dream.

That's when it hit me.

Those weren't dreams

those were

memories.